You are mentally ill.
You just made your own fantasy world inside your head, making your current option better every time you thought about it, at the same time the other one got worse.
Long story short: accept it, life is to short to hold on to a silly little thing like a slideout-keyboard phone.
You are mentally ill. You just made your own fantasy world inside your head, making your current option better every time you thought about it, at the same time the other one got worse. Long story short: accept it, life is to short to hold on to a silly little thing like a slideout-keyboard phone.