I know exactly what you're talking about -- and I guess you know to ignore the astonighing attacks against you. My answer: I was in your shoes about 25 years ago -- droppoed out of high school and started a band -- and while I had some great success and years of hard work and fun, I found out along the way that whatever you look for won't make you whole. However much you expand your mind into the universe you can't ever contain a level of sense or reason that satisfies you. Take heart, remember that the attacks on/. against you are actually a normal human protection instinct to get you in line so you don't hurt yourself. You are special, but you'll probably find that being an outsider (or whatever it is, a different seer) you inflate things in you as a floatation device so as not to drown. The attackers are just saying that to survive you can't rely on floatation devices -- you have to be ready to walk the same sidewalk as anyone else. You can do that -- and yes the fact that you see the sidewalk in a different way won't ultimately keep you off it unless you self destruct. Don't do that. Survive at all costs because you may be taking these lessons with you into the quantum fields. If not, might as well live as far as you possibly can into the dream. The universe is invested in your journey. You are not alone and never will be. I am never completely happy with myself yet I am a positive force for some loved ones who would hate to lose me. You can't guess what's ahead. Go to college if you can, trust your instincts, you will find life humbling and strange, savor the good stuff, be happy that an incredible chain of random events led to you even existing at all. Congratulations. Pass it on.
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I know exactly what you're talking about -- and I guess you know to ignore the astonighing attacks against you. My answer: I was in your shoes about 25 years ago -- droppoed out of high school and started a band -- and while I had some great success and years of hard work and fun, I found out along the way that whatever you look for won't make you whole. However much you expand your mind into the universe you can't ever contain a level of sense or reason that satisfies you. Take heart, remember that the attacks on /. against you are actually a normal human protection instinct to get you in line so you don't hurt yourself. You are special, but you'll probably find that being an outsider (or whatever it is, a different seer) you inflate things in you as a floatation device so as not to drown. The attackers are just saying that to survive you can't rely on floatation devices -- you have to be ready to walk the same sidewalk as anyone else. You can do that -- and yes the fact that you see the sidewalk in a different way won't ultimately keep you off it unless you self destruct. Don't do that. Survive at all costs because you may be taking these lessons with you into the quantum fields. If not, might as well live as far as you possibly can into the dream. The universe is invested in your journey. You are not alone and never will be. I am never completely happy with myself yet I am a positive force for some loved ones who would hate to lose me. You can't guess what's ahead. Go to college if you can, trust your instincts, you will find life humbling and strange, savor the good stuff, be happy that an incredible chain of random events led to you even existing at all. Congratulations. Pass it on.