Tammy woke me up and was changing my diaper before I was fully
aware of my surroundings. "Wake up sleepy head." I yawned and
Tammy carried me to the kitchen and put me in my highchair.
Tammy fed me some oatmeal and orange juice in my baby bottle.
Mom said good morning to me and gave me a hug. Dad was home
from work today. He had some extra vacation time and so he
took off so He could work on a few things around the house.
After I was done eating I got my backpack and walked down the
street to the bus stop. When I got their I saw Laura standing
their. "Hi Laura. How are you? Where is Emily?" "I'm good. I
don't know where she is." "Oh here she comes." "Hi Emily." I
shouted. "Hi Laura, Hi Tiffany." We talked for a while and the
bus came and we got on and took our seats.
"Hey you know what Tiffany?" "What Laura?" "Halloween is this
Friday. What are you going to dress up as?" I thought for a
second. "Oh, I know, I will dress up as a baby. I mean I will
wear my diaper and plastic pants with nothing over it, I will
wear my baby clothes, and have my bib on and my pacifier
around my neck. I will even put my hair up in pig tails." "Hey
that sounds so cute. Maybe all three of us can be babies for
Halloween." "Yeah that'd be so cool!"
When we got to school we went to our class and sat down. Our
teacher took attendance and then began teaching. We went to
recess and then back to class. Before lunch our teacher talked
to us about something special we were going to do this week.
"As you all know, Friday is Halloween. I thought it would be
nice if we had a Halloween party on Friday afternoon after
recess. A lot of the other classes are going to have parties
too. We will dress up in our Halloween costumes the whole day
and I will even read a ghost story to the class after lunch
before recess, and before the Halloween party. So how does
this sound to you all?" The whole class was excited and we all
agreed that'd be really fun!"
Soon it was lunch. Laura, and Emily and I all three had wet
diapers and so we went to the nurse's office before going to
lunch. When we got there Mrs. Peters was back. "Hi Mrs.
Peters, we missed you a lot. I am glad you are better." "Well
thank you Tiffany. I missed you all. What is this? There is a
third person to be changed?" "Um yeah, this is my Friend
Laura. She was sick for a few days and her mom let her be in
diapers because it was easier for her to go in her diapers
than to get up and go to the potty when she wasn't feeling
well. Now she likes them and her mom said she could be in
diapers along with Emily and I." "Well welcome aboard Laura!"
"Thanks Mrs. Peters." So why don't you three come back here
and I will change you. As usual we lined up, Laura, then
Emily, then me. I don't know why I was always last. Probably
because I was in diapers the longest, and Emily second
longest, and Laura was new at it. Sometimes we'd line up
depending on who had poopy diapers and who just had wet
diapers. But anyway we got changed and went to lunch.
When we got to the cafeteria there was no line. So we went
right through and got our food and found an empty table in the
corner. After we were eating a while some kid threw a French
fry at Laura. "Hey stop that!" "No you big baby, come over
here and make me." "Just ignore him Laura, he's a jerk!" Just
then a french-fry hit me in the back of the head. "Ok, I've
had it. You people always make fun of me and my friends just
because we are different. Well no body is perfect. Everyone
has differences. So stop being such a jerk!" The boy got up
and pushed me down and I fell on the floor. "Oh hell no you
don't!" Emily yelled as she got up and threw her roll at the
boy and then came up and hit him. "ALRGIGHT! That will be
enough of that. Go to the office, and NOW!"
I was crying and Emily was really mad. They sent Laura down
there too and the boy that started the fight. When we were in
the principals office I kept crying. "So what happened here?"
Laura spoke up. "We were sitting at our table and he threw a
french-fry at me. I told him to stop. Then he threw one at
Tiffany. Then tiffany got upset and yelled at him and his
friends. Then the boy pushed her. She fell down and started
crying and then Emily got up and threw a roll at him and
punched him in the face." "Ok thank you Laura. You and Tiffany
may go outside and wait for Emily. I need to have a talk with
her." "Yes sir." We both left. I was still sobbing.
We sat in the secretary's office and Laura held me as I was
sobbing and laying my head on her shoulder. She comforted me
and I started to feel better. "That boy was mean. I hope Emily
doesn't get in trouble for hitting him, because he started it
first." "Yeah I know."
A few minutes later Emily came out of the office. She had
tears coming down her face. "Come here Emily." I said as I
walked up to her and gave her a hug and held her. Laura came
to the side and put her arms around both of us. "Everything
will be ok. Don't cry Emily." "So what happened?" "He told me
that I have to stay after school today and write an apology to
that boy." "No way! He started it." I said. Emily was still
crying. "Ok look, let's just go back to class. It will be ok
Emily. If your mommy asks what happened, we will tell her.
Ok?" I hugged Emily and we both walked to class. By this time
lunch was over.
At afternoon recess Emily was still mad. "Hey Emily, you know
what?" "What Tiffany?" "You need to forgive him for getting
you into trouble. Because that's what I learned in Sunday
school. Jesus wants us to forgive our enemies and to do good
to those that hurt us. I have forgiven him for being mean to
me, and now you should let it go to. It will make you feel
better, I promise." "Yeah, maybe you're right, but I'm still
mad though." "I know, it's not easy, but you can do it." I
gave her a hug. When we were on our way back to class Emily
came over to him and said that she forgave him. "I didn't
apologize you dork, go away." He said. "Well either way, I am
not gonna get upset over someone like you. But just leave me
and my friends alone. We don't bother you, so don't bother us
ok?" "Yeah I guess so. Ok fine." "Thank you." "Yeah whatever."
"Well that didn't' really go as well as I hoped but at least I
forgave him and it's not my problem anymore." "Yep, see, I
told you." "Thanks Tiffany, for everything." "Aww, you are
welcome." We finished our class work and went home. Emily
stayed and went to the office. As Laura and I boarded the bus
we both realized that our diapers were pretty soaked but it
was to late to go for a change or we'd miss the bus.
So we sat down and as the bus started going, so did we! We
both wet our diapers more and they felt so squishy. We kept
checking our bottom's to see if it leaked. Laura was a little
bit wet on her tushie. I told her I'd walk behind her when we
got off the bus so no one could see. Finally we got off.
We walked to my house and Laura wet again and this time her
diaper leaked and she got soaked. I did the same. Now we both
stood there on the side of the road with soaked diapers and
wet pants. We both said by and hurried home before anyone
noticed us.
I came in the door and mom was on the couch. "My goodness,
what happened to you?" "I peed my diaper so much that it
leaked." "Well I see that. Why didn't you go to the nurses
office and get changed?" "We had just got on the bus and it
was to late to go back. Laura leaked too." "Oh my. Well come
on then let's go get you changed into a dry dipee." "Otay
mommy." "So how was your day?" "it was ok accept for lunch
time. Some kid started a fight with us and Emily punched him
in the mouth and had to stay after school. He deserved it too
because he threw food at Laura and I. He pushed me and I fell
on the floor too mommy." "Oh my goodness, what a terrible day,
you poor baby. Come here let mommy cuddle with you and make it
all better ok?" "Otay mommy, me like that.
I cuddled in her arms and she held me and rocked me to sleep
and put me in my crib for a nice nap. Tammy came in and woke
me before dinner. "Hey I heard about your day. I'm sorry you
got picked on. How's Emily?" "I guess she's ok. She was mad at
him and hit him. But I told her to forgive him like Jesus
taught us to in the Bible." "Well good. I am glad. She needs a
friend like you. I am glad you didn't hit him when he pushed
you. That really made me proud, and also God too." "Aww thanks
Tam Tam. I love you." "OH baby, I love you too." She gave me a
kiss and a hug and then took me out to the living room and sat
on the couch with me and waited for dinner to be ready.
Mom called us a few minutes later. Tammy put me in my
highchair and we ate. It was so yummy! After a while I began
to squirm around in my highchair. "I bet I know what you're
doing." Tammy said while feeding me my peaches. I blushed and
looked down at the tray. "Oh honey, are you gonna make poo in
your diaper at the dinner table?" "Yes mommy." I leaned back
and pushed on my tray with my hands and made faces as I pushed
and finally loaded my diaper. "You're gonna have to sit in
that messy diaper until after dinner because I'm not changing
that or I'll lose my appetite." Tammy said. "Oh yucky, but ok
I don't really mind. Sometimes me like to sit in it for a lil
bit but not too long though ok?" "We'll be done soon honey."
Mom said.
We had desert and then Tammy got me out of the highchair and
took me to my room and took off the yucky diaper and wiped me
and then carried me into the bathroom and sat me on the floor
while she drew my bath water. Once it was just right I hopped
in the tub. "Now there will be no splashing me this time you
hear me?" I grinned at her. She gave me my bath and then dried
me off and diapered me. She put me in my jammies and then went
to finish some of her homework.
I called Emily to see how she was doing. Her mom answered and
I explained everything that happened. Her mom was sort of
upset with Emily but I told her that Emily defended me because
that boy was pushing me and I fell on the floor." "Well I can
understand that. I am not really mad, I just don't like to see
Emily get into trouble." "I know." "Well anyway here is Emily,
you can talk to her. She is doing ok now, but she was upset
that she had to stay after school today." Her mom thanked me
for talking to her and then handed the phone to Emily.
Emily and I talked and then mom told me I needed to get ready
for bed. Tammy stopped working on her work for a while and got
my teeth brushed and made sure I was dry and ready for bed. I
told her that I needed a hug. She held me and rocked me a
while and hummed softly to me and then put me in my crib. I
fell right to sleep.
The next day went by very slowly because we were anticipating
Halloween and the party at school and also the party that I
was going to after school. Emily and Laura were excited too.
After school that day we all met at my house and with my mom's
help we got our costumes ready for school and for the party
tomorrow. We ordered pizza and watched a movie too. When it
got dark my mom piled us all in the car and took Laura and
Emily to their houses. They each had their costume in a paper
bag so they could get ready the next morning.
After dropping them off, we got home. Tammy gave me a bath and
got me ready for bed. "You're going to have to get up a little
earlier tomorrow so we can get you in your costume." I smiled
and I could hardly wait. After Tammy tucked me in I couldn't
fall asleep. She read me 2 stories and hummed to me. "Well I
see you won't go to sleep so why don't you just come over to
my room and lay in bed with me and watch TV for a little
while. Then we can just fall asleep and I'll wake you up when
I get up. That way you can get ready for your big day ok?"
So off we went to Tammy's room. I watched TV and fell asleep
by 10 o'clock. The next morning I woke up and Tammy changed my
diaper and mom came in to the room and they both got my
costume on me. Then I had breakfast. Tammy left for school and
I left early too. I went to Laura's house and she was ready
early so we both went to Emily's house. We waited for her for
a couple minutes while her mom was getting her costume on.
"You girls will be the cutest in the whole school today." We
smiled and thanked her.
Five minutes later we left and went to the bus stop. When the
bus pulled up and we boarded, the kids laughed at us. "Wow Is
this the pre-school stop or the elementary?" the bus driver
said jokingly. We smiled. We took our seats. A lot of kids had
costumes. Some were princesses, some were animals and
different cartoon characters and so on. A lot of the girls
commented on how cute we looked when we dressed as babies.
We got off the buss and as we were walking to our class many
teachers and students gave us compliments on our outfits. Some
kids made fun of us but it was Halloween so we got away with
this. "Don't you wish we could dress like this all the time
Tiffany?" "Yeah Laura, this is great!" Emily smiled and agreed
with us. As class started the teacher was looking at all of us
in our various costumes. "Wow you three girls really look
cute!" our teacher said to us.
We had classes as normal, then recess and more classes then
lunch time. Of course as usual we went to get our diapers
changed. Laura did number two in her diaper as I was on the
changing table and Emily was already changed and standing
there. "Um Laura? You're going poo aren't you?" She blushed.
Mrs. Peters overheard her and said, "Oh my goodness, I better
get some more wipies for those poopoo dipees." We all giggled.
Finally, we were all changed and went to lunch and ate.
After lunch our teacher read us some ghost stories and stuff.
It was pretty neat. We even had the lights turned off and had
some pumpkins lighting up the room. Later we went to recess
and when we came back in the room was rearranged and we had
all our desks put into a long table with a table cloth and
candles and decorations. The teacher and some other people
from the office got all the rooms ready for their different
Halloween parties.
We all sat down and they gave us some candy and some cupcakes
and we even had some prizes for different games we played. We
had lots of punch and I wet my diaper several times as did
Emily and Laura. The bell rang and we left and went to our
bus. Again we forgot to go get changed and it was to late.
This time we all three leaked even while on the bus. And since
we were just in diapers and rubber pants you could see the
yellow area where our pee was in the bottom of the diaper.
As we got off the bus a lot of kids were like "Eww, your
diapers are soaked and leaking!" We even had wet areas on our
seat. We giggled and tinkled our diapers some more. By the
time we got home, pee was running down our legs. We stopped at
my house and my mom saw us. "OH my gosh! You girls are soaking
dripping wet in your diapers! Come in here and Ill change
you." She had us all three lay down at the entrance because it
was tile and she didn't want us to leak on the carpet. It was
cold laying on the tile. Tammy came over to us and took off
our diapers and mom came back out with more and they diapered
us again. "Wow you girls need to make sure you stop at the
nurse's office before you come home when your diapers are
already wet." "Yeah we will mom." "Thanks for changing us."
Laura said. "Yeah thanks." Emily said. Emily and Laura left
and I took a nap because I was going to go to a party after
dinner. I fell right to sleep.
Tammy came in and got me up from my nap. We had dinner and
Tammy put me in double diapers and my pink plastic pants. This
way if I wet or messied in my diaper it wouldn't be as
noticeable. I even carried a diaper bag with me in addition to
my other baby stuff. Emily was going the same way. Laura was
also in diapers but she didn't have a diaper bag. We said we'd
share ours with her.
Mom dropped us off at the party. All the parents and kids
thought we were so cute. We even one prizes for our costumes
being original. We had a lot of fun hanging out and playing
games. Towards the end of the party we all had our diapers
pretty soaked. We went into a room off to the side and were
playing spin the bottle. We made up a rule that if the bottle
pointed to Laura, Emily or me, that that person would have to
change our diaper, and then give us a kiss. It was so funny
because this one boy that gave us a hard time the other day
had to change Emily's soaking wet diaper. We all laughed at
him and he was embarrassed. "I bet he'll never mess with us
again." I whispered in Laura's ear. She nodded.
Finally we all went home. Emily's mom came to pick us all up
and we went to get some ice cream and then went home. I had
lots of candy and prizes from today. Tammy tucked me in for
bed. I was so tired I didn't even want a bath. Since I was in
double diapers I talked Tammy into letting me stay in my
soaking wet diapers over night so I could enjoy them more.
She finally got me to go to sleep which was amazing because of
all the sugar in my system. I woke back up in the middle of
the night and had to go poo really bad. I held it a while and
then totally messy din my diapers. I was tinkling a lot too
from all the soda and punch I had the day before. My inner
diaper was totally soaked through and my second diaper was
beginning to swell up to. I felt the huge thick bulge of the
diapers between my legs. Not to mention having my whole bottom
loaded with mushy poo and soaked with my warm pee trapped in
those thick diapers. For the first time that night I felt some
sensations in my diapers that I never had felt before. My body
was shaking. I moved my legs apart and then together. I
finally went back to sleep.
By the time I woke up Saturday morning I couldn't even close
my legs because the diapers were swelled up. I had poo all up
my back and it came out of the diaper and onto my jammies. I
felt all itchy and yucky. I smelted so terrible too. "Mommy!
Help me! I got really gross diapers!"
Shortly after that mom came in. "Oh my, does it smell in here!
YUCK! Honey you really loaded your diaper didn't you?" I was
blushing. "What are you still doing in your diapers from last
night?" "I wanted to keep both of them on." "They were already
wet though before you went to bed." "I know but I liked it
mommy and I wanted them to get thick and soaked over night."
She picked me up and saw that I had poop all over my back and
my shirt and in the crib. "Oh my! Tammy!!!! Tammy!!! Come in
here I need help. Your sister has a horrible mess in her
diapers and in her crib!" Tammy came in the room and smelled
the smell like mom did. "Eww! Tiffy, you are yucky. "You get
the bedding off of her crib and I'm gonna take her outside and
take off the diaper and take the hose all over her and then I
will come in and you can bathe her while I treat these sheets
to get the stains out." "Ok mom." Tammy was half asleep still
but she went ahead and did as mom asked her to.
Mom held me away from her as she carried me to the back door.
We went out behind the porch. She took the hose out. "Ok
Tiffany, I want you to turn around as I soak you down and get
you cleaned up. She turned the hose on and wet my shirt and
put the hose down the front of my diaper. "mommy this is
cold!" "I know honey, I'm sorry, but you are so messy."
Then mom sat the hose down and pulled off my shirt. Then she
slid off my jammies and my rubber pants. She took the hose and
squirted them off. "Ok honey now I want you to squat down over
here in the flower bed." She then unpinned my loaded diapers
and they fell to the ground. She sprayed my hiney with the
hose. It felt weird being naked in the backyard getting
sprayed with the hose. "Ok now lay down on your tummy on the
grass honey." I laid down she took the hose all over from my
back down to my legs making sure she washed away all the yucky
poo. "Ok now turn over on your back and spread your legs. This
is gonna feel weird but it'll get you clean." "Ok mommy." I
rolled over and she took the hose and sprayed from my chest
down to my tummy and then between my legs. I giggled because
it tickled me a lot and I started to squirm around. "You're
ticklish there aren't you honey?" mom said teasingly.
She had me stand up and she gave me a good soaking from head
to toe. Tammy came out with a towel and dried me and wrapped
me up and carried me inside to get re-diapered. Tammy then put
new sheets on the crib while mom prepared to wash the messy
ones. Tammy fed me breakfast and we watched cartoons together.
"Honey, I think that was the yuckiest diaper you've ever had."
I blushed. "Yeah it was. I sowwy." "It's ok. Not your fault. I
mean when you gotta go, you gotta go. Right?" "Yeppers."
Tammy put me down for a nap. I slept great. She came in and
changed my diaper. "Did you sleep well baby?" "Yes I did."
"Very good. Well it's din din time." "Otay Tam Tam." We
Sat down at the table and I was in my highchair. We had a
yummy dinner and desert was yummy too.
After dinner I went to Emily's house. I talked to her about
my day and she talked to me about hers also. I went home later
and Tammy got me ready for bed. She tucked me in and we talked
for a little bit. "Well you'd better get some sleep. We have
church tomorrow." "Ok. Goodie. "Ok sweetie, now go to sleep."
She gave me a kiss and left the room.
i love my grandmother. she's a wise and beautiful woman with so much experience, so many stories to share. she was taco_snotting back before television, cars, or mexico had been invented.
1. Anal intercourse is the least practiced form of anal sex.
There are many ways to enjoy the anus erotically. The most common
techniques include touching the anal opening while masturbating or
stimulating a partner's anus during intercourse or oral sex.
Some people enjoy the sensation of a finger - their own or a lover's -
insinuated into their anal opening and gently rotated. Others may
prefer the insertion of a dildo or vibrator beyond the anal opening
and short anal canal into the larger rectum. Many men, including
hetereosexuals, prefer this form of penetration.
Oral-anal lovemaking is popularly known as rimming. The very idea
disgusts some people. Others enjoy performing it or allowing
themselves to be probed in this special way.
2. Anal stimulation, including intercourse, is not painful if done
properly.
The belief that anal stimulation, especially intercourse, has to hurt
is a persistent and dangerous myth. Just as pain anywhere in the body
indicates that something is wrong, so is the same true of the anal
area. With its high concentration of nerve endings, the anus can
produce extreme agony when it is mistreated. Yet it can be a source of
great pleasure.
When a finger, object or penis is intorduced into the anus, the anal
muscles go into spasm, as if fighting off an invasion. Pain will
result if the partners do not wait for these muscles to relax. Under
sufficient stress they will eventually collapse and the pain subside,
unless further damage is done. But, any 'pleasure' afforded from this
kind of activity derives mostly from the absence of discomfort.
Maximum anal pleasure requires the elimination of all pain or physical
trauma from the anal experience. Self-protection on the part of the
passive partner involves being ready to say "no" until he or she is
ready to proceed. Readiness is a combination of physical relaxation,
usually helped along by plenty of leisurely anal touching, and desire.
Occasionally the anal muscles are relaxes, but the passive partner is
still not in the mood. Stimulation should mount only in proportion to
the degree of receptivity.
3. Anal sex can be enjoyed even if it has been consistently
uncomfortable in the past.
Sufficient desire alone does not necessarily guarantee pleasurable
anal sex. Nor is an uncomfortable previous experience always the
reason for a lack of interest in or desire for anal sex.
Chronic anal tension is the most common cause of anal discomfort
during sex. Hemorrhoids and constipation are usually a sign of this
condition. Tension can be relieved by touching the anus and becoming
more familiar with it. An ideal time to explore the anal opening is
while taking a shower or bath. Deep breathing also affects the anal
muscles. Tensing the anus and the letting go in another way of
learning to relax it. Anyone who enjoys masturbation might want to
experiment with some form of anal stimulation, though he or she should
stop if any discomfort occurs.
For many people the turning point in anal sex is when they allow a
partner to massage the anus with the understanding that intercourse
will not be attempted. Then the recipient of anal caresses can
concentrate solely on the pleasure that this erogenous zone is capable
of generating.
4. Two muscle rings called sphincters surround the anal opening. Each
functions independently.
If you insert a finger about one half-inch into your anus and press
your fingertip against the side, you can clearly feel the two
sphincter muscles. There is less than a quarter-inch between them. The
external sphincter is controlled by the central nervous system - just
like the muscles of the hand, for example. You can readily tense and
relax this sphincter whenever you want.
The internal sphincter is quite different. This muscle is controlled
by the involuntary or autonomic part of the nervous system, which
governs such functions as heartbeat and stress response.
The internal sphincter reflects and responds to fear and anxiety
during anal sex. It will cause the anus to tense up automatically even
if the passive partner is trying to relax. Thus, precautions about
safety and comfort are essential here.
Even if a person does feel comfortable during anal sex, he or she may
still need to learn voluntary control over his or her internal
sphincter in order to relax it at will. Doing so requires regularly
inserting a finger, perhaps in the shower each day, and feeling the
internal sphincter. The muscle changes spontaneously and in response
to behavior. In this instance, simply paying attention is more
important than trying to relax. Anyone can gradually learn to control
the internal sphincter at will.
5. Anal stimulation provides many kinds of pleasure
The highest concentration of nerve endings is around the anal opening
itself. A finger can focus on them especailly effectively. When an
object or penis is inserted beyond the anal opening into the rectum,
other pleasures are involved. The outer protion of the rectum, like
the vagina, has several nerve endings. The inner portion responds
mostly to pressure.
Some people enjoy the feelings of pressure and fullness once they
understand that these sensations do not presage an impending bowel
movement. Rectal pressure is especially important to enthusiasts of
"fisting," a form of anal sex in which several fingers or een the
entire hand and forearm are inserted into the rectum and sometimes
into the lower colon.
In men, the protate - which is just beyond the rectal wall, a few
inches in, towards the front of the body - can be a source of pleasure
when massaged by a finger, an object, or a penis. Also, the lower end
of the penis, or "bulb," is near the anal opening opening. It is
stimulated indirectly by most types of anal sex.
Anal pleasure can be psychological as well as physical. The anal taboo
adds to the thrill of the forbidden. The most common anti-anal message
(it's dirty!) sometimes returns as a source of raunchy, sleazy
excitement. Rimming enthusiasts may enjoy the feeling that they are
being disgustingly - and delightfully - perverse. Other people regard
the anus as a secret, special place. Sharing it with a partner is an
act of openness and giving.
6. Anal stimulation can lead to orgasm
A minority of men and women can respond orgasmically to anal sex
without direct genital stimulation. Women probably do so through
pelvic muscle contractions - and a small minority even though the
sheer excitement of being anally penetrated. When men expereience an
orgasm from anal stimulation, they tend to focus on the prostate. No
doubt they are also responding to indirect stimulation of the penile
bulb.
Orgasms from anal stimulation are most likely to occur when the
participants become thoroughly absorbed in their sensations and
fantasies. An lmost certain way to prevent such an orgasm is to be
become determined to have one. Seeking an anal orgasm will create new
pressures and disrupt the pleasure.
It must be remembered that most people require direct genital
stimulation in order to climax. On the other hand, a few people have
orgasms only with anal stimulation.
7. Diet contributes to the enjoyment of anal sex
Regular bowel movements are the major function of the anus and rectum.
There must be sufficient fiber in a person's diet to make his or her
feces soft, bulky and well formed. This allows a bowel movement to be
produced without force or effort. Forced evacuations irritate anal
tissues, causing discomfort and adding to muscular tensions. Fresh
fruits, vegetables, whole grains or unprocessed bran are important
sources of fiber.
8. Different rules of hygiene apply to the vagina and rectum
Since intercourse can be vaginal or rectal, many people assume the the
same rules apply for the penetration of the vagina and rectum.
Although both are lined with soft tissue and are capable of expanding,
they are radically dissimilar.
The rectum is not straight. After the short anal canal which connects
the anal opening to the rectum, the rectum tilts toward the front of
the body. A few inches in, it curves back - sometimes as much as 90
degrees. Then, after a few more inches, it swoops toward the front of
the body once again. A person can learn about the shape of his or her
rectum by gently inserting a soft object, trying different angles and
body positions and concentrating on how it feels. Make sure the object
has a flared base so that if you loose your grip, it won't slip into
the rectum and become irretrievable.
The rectum does not produce lubrication like the vagina but only a
small amount of mucus. Therefore, rectal penetration always requires a
lubricant. Chemical additives should be avoided. Water-based
lubricants are latex-compatible.
The main function of the rectum is to act as a passageway for feces.
But feces are not normally stored in the rectum except just prior to a
bowel movement. Yet small amounts may remain in the rectum, expecially
if the feces are not well formed. Anal douching before lovemaking will
help some people especailly concerned with cleanliness to relax. For
others the idea of dirtiness heightens the joy of the forbidden; for
them, douching is anti-erotic.
9. Anal intercourse is not necessarily an act of dominance and
submission.
The top-bottom imagery associated with anal intercourse is widespread.
No doubt the belief that anal sex has to hurt contributes to this
notion. And in fact some people are intensely excited by top-bottom
fantasies about anal sex. The thought that they are submitting to such
a degrading act is a terrific thrill. However, actual, not fantasized,
anal pain can lead to trouble.
For others, the enjoyment of anal sex is inhibited by top-bottom
imagery. The idea of surrendering control, and perhaps submitting to
humiliation, causes immediate, protective tensing of the anal muscles.
These individuals are more likely to relax and enjoy themselves if
they can learn to regard anal sex as pleasurable rather than as an
expression of power.
10. Anal sex can be perfectly safe, even beneficial.
The taboo against anal eroticism is perpetuated by the almost
universal belief among physicians that anal sex is inevitably
dangerous. No physical injury from anal stimulation results if both
partners refuse to tolerate pain, never use force and avoid the use of
drugs.
All the other risks center on sexually transmitted diseases. Each of
the common STDs - gonorrhea, syphillis, herpes - can affect the anus.
Intestinal parasites, bacteria or tiny bugs are usually passed along
when fecal matter finds its way into someone's mouth or vagina, most
likely through rimming.
AIDS has complicated the matter. The HIV virus can pass from the semen
or blood of an infected person to the bloodstream of a partner through
a tiny break in the rectal tissue during anal intercourse.
To avoid this risk, anal intercourse and rimming should not be
practiced casually. Those who do enjoy anal intercourse should always
use a condom. Rimming should always be accomplished by a latex
barrier. Of course, in a monogamous realtionship with two healthy
people, the risk of disease transmitted anally is reduced.
Thousands of men and women with chronic anal medical problems have
restored their anal health by challenging their negative attitudes.
This approach is indespensible for full erotic enjoyment of the anus.
1. Anal intercourse is the least practiced form of anal sex.
There are many ways to enjoy the anus erotically. The most common
techniques include touching the anal opening while masturbating or
stimulating a partner's anus during intercourse or oral sex.
Some people enjoy the sensation of a finger - their own or a lover's -
insinuated into their anal opening and gently rotated. Others may
prefer the insertion of a dildo or vibrator beyond the anal opening
and short anal canal into the larger rectum. Many men, including
hetereosexuals, prefer this form of penetration.
Oral-anal lovemaking is popularly known as rimming. The very idea
disgusts some people. Others enjoy performing it or allowing
themselves to be probed in this special way.
2. Anal stimulation, including intercourse, is not painful if done
properly.
The belief that anal stimulation, especially intercourse, has to hurt
is a persistent and dangerous myth. Just as pain anywhere in the body
indicates that something is wrong, so is the same true of the anal
area. With its high concentration of nerve endings, the anus can
produce extreme agony when it is mistreated. Yet it can be a source of
great pleasure.
When a finger, object or penis is intorduced into the anus, the anal
muscles go into spasm, as if fighting off an invasion. Pain will
result if the partners do not wait for these muscles to relax. Under
sufficient stress they will eventually collapse and the pain subside,
unless further damage is done. But, any 'pleasure' afforded from this
kind of activity derives mostly from the absence of discomfort.
Maximum anal pleasure requires the elimination of all pain or physical
trauma from the anal experience. Self-protection on the part of the
passive partner involves being ready to say "no" until he or she is
ready to proceed. Readiness is a combination of physical relaxation,
usually helped along by plenty of leisurely anal touching, and desire.
Occasionally the anal muscles are relaxes, but the passive partner is
still not in the mood. Stimulation should mount only in proportion to
the degree of receptivity.
3. Anal sex can be enjoyed even if it has been consistently
uncomfortable in the past.
Sufficient desire alone does not necessarily guarantee pleasurable
anal sex. Nor is an uncomfortable previous experience always the
reason for a lack of interest in or desire for anal sex.
Chronic anal tension is the most common cause of anal discomfort
during sex. Hemorrhoids and constipation are usually a sign of this
condition. Tension can be relieved by touching the anus and becoming
more familiar with it. An ideal time to explore the anal opening is
while taking a shower or bath. Deep breathing also affects the anal
muscles. Tensing the anus and the letting go in another way of
learning to relax it. Anyone who enjoys masturbation might want to
experiment with some form of anal stimulation, though he or she should
stop if any discomfort occurs.
For many people the turning point in anal sex is when they allow a
partner to massage the anus with the understanding that intercourse
will not be attempted. Then the recipient of anal caresses can
concentrate solely on the pleasure that this erogenous zone is capable
of generating.
4. Two muscle rings called sphincters surround the anal opening. Each
functions independently.
If you insert a finger about one half-inch into your anus and press
your fingertip against the side, you can clearly feel the two
sphincter muscles. There is less than a quarter-inch between them. The
external sphincter is controlled by the central nervous system - just
like the muscles of the hand, for example. You can readily tense and
relax this sphincter whenever you want.
The internal sphincter is quite different. This muscle is controlled
by the involuntary or autonomic part of the nervous system, which
governs such functions as heartbeat and stress response.
The internal sphincter reflects and responds to fear and anxiety
during anal sex. It will cause the anus to tense up automatically even
if the passive partner is trying to relax. Thus, precautions about
safety and comfort are essential here.
Even if a person does feel comfortable during anal sex, he or she may
still need to learn voluntary control over his or her internal
sphincter in order to relax it at will. Doing so requires regularly
inserting a finger, perhaps in the shower each day, and feeling the
internal sphincter. The muscle changes spontaneously and in response
to behavior. In this instance, simply paying attention is more
important than trying to relax. Anyone can gradually learn to control
the internal sphincter at will.
5. Anal stimulation provides many kinds of pleasure
The highest concentration of nerve endings is around the anal opening
itself. A finger can focus on them especailly effectively. When an
object or penis is inserted beyond the anal opening into the rectum,
other pleasures are involved. The outer protion of the rectum, like
the vagina, has several nerve endings. The inner portion responds
mostly to pressure.
Some people enjoy the feelings of pressure and fullness once they
understand that these sensations do not presage an impending bowel
movement. Rectal pressure is especially important to enthusiasts of
"fisting," a form of anal sex in which several fingers or een the
entire hand and forearm are inserted into the rectum and sometimes
into the lower colon.
In men, the protate - which is just beyond the rectal wall, a few
inches in, towards the front of the body - can be a source of pleasure
when massaged by a finger, an object, or a penis. Also, the lower end
of the penis, or "bulb," is near the anal opening opening. It is
stimulated indirectly by most types of anal sex.
Anal pleasure can be psychological as well as physical. The anal taboo
adds to the thrill of the forbidden. The most common anti-anal message
(it's dirty!) sometimes returns as a source of raunchy, sleazy
excitement. Rimming enthusiasts may enjoy the feeling that they are
being disgustingly - and delightfully - perverse. Other people regard
the anus as a secret, special place. Sharing it with a partner is an
act of openness and giving.
6. Anal stimulation can lead to orgasm
A minority of men and women can respond orgasmically to anal sex
without direct genital stimulation. Women probably do so through
pelvic muscle contractions - and a small minority even though the
sheer excitement of being anally penetrated. When men expereience an
orgasm from anal stimulation, they tend to focus on the prostate. No
doubt they are also responding to indirect stimulation of the penile
bulb.
Orgasms from anal stimulation are most likely to occur when the
participants become thoroughly absorbed in their sensations and
fantasies. An lmost certain way to prevent such an orgasm is to be
become determined to have one. Seeking an anal orgasm will create new
pressures and disrupt the pleasure.
It must be remembered that most people require direct genital
stimulation in order to climax. On the other hand, a few people have
orgasms only with anal stimulation.
7. Diet contributes to the enjoyment of anal sex
Regular bowel movements are the major function of the anus and rectum.
There must be sufficient fiber in a person's diet to make his or her
feces soft, bulky and well formed. This allows a bowel movement to be
produced without force or effort. Forced evacuations irritate anal
tissues, causing discomfort and adding to muscular tensions. Fresh
fruits, vegetables, whole grains or unprocessed bran are important
sources of fiber.
8. Different rules of hygiene apply to the vagina and rectum
Since intercourse can be vaginal or rectal, many people assume the the
same rules apply for the penetration of the vagina and rectum.
Although both are lined with soft tissue and are capable of expanding,
they are radically dissimilar.
The rectum is not straight. After the short anal canal which connects
the anal opening to the rectum, the rectum tilts toward the front of
the body. A few inches in, it curves back - sometimes as much as 90
degrees. Then, after a few more inches, it swoops toward the front of
the body once again. A person can learn about the shape of his or her
rectum by gently inserting a soft object, trying different angles and
body positions and concentrating on how it feels. Make sure the object
has a flared base so that if you loose your grip, it won't slip into
the rectum and become irretrievable.
The rectum does not produce lubrication like the vagina but only a
small amount of mucus. Therefore, rectal penetration always requires a
lubricant. Chemical additives should be avoided. Water-based
lubricants are latex-compatible.
The main function of the rectum is to act as a passageway for feces.
But feces are not normally stored in the rectum except just prior to a
bowel movement. Yet small amounts may remain in the rectum, expecially
if the feces are not well formed. Anal douching before lovemaking will
help some people especailly concerned with cleanliness to relax. For
others the idea of dirtiness heightens the joy of the forbidden; for
them, douching is anti-erotic.
9. Anal intercourse is not necessarily an act of dominance and
submission.
The top-bottom imagery associated with anal intercourse is widespread.
No doubt the belief that anal sex has to hurt contributes to this
notion. And in fact some people are intensely excited by top-bottom
fantasies about anal sex. The thought that they are submitting to such
a degrading act is a terrific thrill. However, actual, not fantasized,
anal pain can lead to trouble.
For others, the enjoyment of anal sex is inhibited by top-bottom
imagery. The idea of surrendering control, and perhaps submitting to
humiliation, causes immediate, protective tensing of the anal muscles.
These individuals are more likely to relax and enjoy themselves if
they can learn to regard anal sex as pleasurable rather than as an
expression of power.
10. Anal sex can be perfectly safe, even beneficial.
The taboo against anal eroticism is perpetuated by the almost
universal belief among physicians that anal sex is inevitably
dangerous. No physical injury from anal stimulation results if both
partners refuse to tolerate pain, never use force and avoid the use of
drugs.
All the other risks center on sexually transmitted diseases. Each of
the common STDs - gonorrhea, syphillis, herpes - can affect the anus.
Intestinal parasites, bacteria or tiny bugs are usually passed along
when fecal matter finds its way into someone's mouth or vagina, most
likely through rimming.
AIDS has complicated the matter. The HIV virus can pass from the semen
or blood of an infected person to the bloodstream of a partner through
a tiny break in the rectal tissue during anal intercourse.
To avoid this risk, anal intercourse and rimming should not be
practiced casually. Those who do enjoy anal intercourse should always
use a condom. Rimming should always be accomplished by a latex
barrier. Of course, in a monogamous realtionship with two healthy
people, the risk of disease transmitted anally is reduced.
Thousands of men and women with chronic anal medical problems have
restored their anal health by challenging their negative attitudes.
This approach is indespensible for full erotic enjoyment of the anus.
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Mom woke me up and changed my diaper and helped me get ready
for school. After breakfast I got my backpack and left the
house to go to the bus stop. I met up with Emily and she asked
if I'd heard from Laura. "Yeah I went to Laura's house last
night and she's doing better but she won't come back to school
until Tuesday." "Oh ok, lucky her! I'll miss her though."
"Yeah I will too." The bus came and we boarded and took our
seats. We talked for a while on the way to school.
We went to our classroom and took our seats. The teacher was
late but when she got there we began to do our work. We went
to recess and Emily went to get her diaper changed but I
didn't need to yet so I didn't. We went back to class and then
to lunch and back for afternoon classes again. It was just a
typical Monday at school. I had to go number two in the middle
of the last part of the afternoon classes so I asked if I
could go to the bathroom and then went to go see Mrs. Peters.
I got in the door and looked around. I called for Mrs. Peters.
Another lady came out to the main area. "Oh Hi, Mrs. Peters
left at lunch time, she was sick. I'm here to fill in for her.
So what can I do for you?" "Um, I, I, need, to be changed. I
need my diaper changed." "Oh, ok, you must be Tiffany. Mrs.
Peters told me about you and another girl, Emily?" "Yeah,
that's my best friend." "Oh ok, well come on back there with
me Tiffany and we'll get that diaper changed for you ok?" I
followed her to the back where I usually got changed.
I was up on the table and she slid off my shorts and slid down
my rubber pants. "Oh my goodness, you went poopoo in your
diapers? I thought you just went tinkle in them. But don't
worry I have a baby at home, so I can handle wiping poopy off
of lil babies fannies." I giggled and she smiled at me and
cleaned me up and re-diapered me. When she was done she picked
me up off the table and patted my bottom. "Ok little girl,
there you go. I will probably be in tomorrow also.
I thanked her again and then went back to class. Soon after
that, the bell rang and we got on the bus and went home. We
got off the bus and walked to my house. Emily and I saw that
Kimmie and Tammy were talking in the driveway. Then we saw
Tammy go around the corner but Kimmie stood there and said hi.
He said hi and then we noticed something strange. She was
wetting in her pants! "Kimmie, are you peeing your pants?"
Kimmie blushed. Just then Tammy came back around and pulled
the water hose out of the back of Kimmie's pants. Then Kimmie
laughed and so did Tammy. Then Tammy took the hose and went
back around the corner. We went inside and put our books down
in the living room and came back out to go sit on the swings
and talk for a while before Emily had to go home.
As we walked back outside Tammy had the hose on all the way
and was soaking Kimmie from head to toe. Emily and I laughed.
Then Kimmie got the hose and started to squirt Tammy in her
pants with it. "Hey that's not funny." She said and Kimmie
just laughed and hosed her down. Now they were both soaking
wet from head to toe. I ran up to them. "Me wanna get wet too,
wet me! Wet ME!" I said as I danced around. SO Tammy took the
hose from Kimmie and started to squirt my clothes then she
came up and grabbed me and put the hose down the back of my
diaper and my diaper began to swell up and leak down the rest
of my clothes. Then she pulled it out and swatted my soaking
wet water balloon diaper. She sprayed my hair and down my back
and everywhere. Emily was standing to the side and looking at
us.
"You want some to Emily?" Tammy smiled with an evil look in
her eye. Emily blushed and then stepped forward. Tammy took
the hose and squirted her all over her clothes too. She spun
around and got soaking wet from head to toe. "Hey Tammy, can
you soak my diaper like you did Tiffany's?" "Sure, turn around
and I'll get your diapers soaked." Emily turned around and
Tammy put the hose down the back of her diapers and let her
diaper fill up until it leaked out the bottom. She also
swatted Emily's diaper and it sloshed around like a water
balloon on her. "WOW that feels good. Emily and I plopped down
on our lil tushies in the grass and our diapers just gushed
with water.
Mom came out of the house. "What is all this, you all are
soaking wet!" We all laughed and I showed off my water filled
diaper. "Oh my goodness, I didn't know diapers could hold all
that. Just as mom turned from me to go back in the house Tammy
sprayed her tushie and all up her back. Then mom spun around
in protest and got her front soaked as well. Then mom grabbed
the hose from Tammy and finished soaking herself and then
turned it on Tammy and Kimmie and Emily and I some more.
We then turned it off and we went in the garage and closed the
door and took off our clothes and Emily and I took our diapers
off. We all walked naked into the house and mom gave us towels
and we all dried off. Tammy and Kimmie went to Tammy's room to
get some dry clothes. And Mom put Emily and I in some of my
diapers and clothes. Then she went and got dressed. Mom called
Emily's mom to let her know where she was and if she could
stay for dinner. Her mom said yes. So We ate and then the
clothes were dry and we all changed back. It was a really fun
time. Emily and Kimmie had to go home and I had to get ready
for bed. After Mom gave me my bath and diapered me, I told her
how much fun I had playing in the water today. She smiled and
said she had fun too.
Tammy came in a little later to kiss me good night. I asked
her how come they decided to wet each other today. "Well um,
actually, because on the way home from school Kimmie had an
accident and wet her pants. So we decided to get wet in the
hose to cover it up. I peed my pants too after I was wet, but
no one noticed." Tammy blushed. I smiled at her. "I think
that's funny. But I don't have to worry about going pee,
because I go in my diapers." "Yep you sure do, and what a cute
lil baby you are. Now go to sleep little one and I'll see you
in the morning. I love you." "I love you to Tammy."
I woke up early on Tuesday and As I saw Tammy walk by my room
I said hi. She turned and came into my room. "You're up early
today aren't you?" "Yeah." "Do you want me to change you and
get you ready for school?" "Yeppers me ready to get up." She
picked me up out of my crib and laid me on my changing table
and unfastened my diaper pins and wiped and powdered me. She
put on a disposable diaper for school and then she got me
dressed in jeans and a t-shirt. The weather was a bit chilly
out since it was the middle of October.
I went to the kitchen. "Wow you got up early didn't you?" "Yep
I did mommy." I gave mom a hug and I ate my breakfast in my
highchair. Tammy went to her room to finish getting ready for
school I stayed in my highchair until mom got me out. I
watched cartoons for a while.
Mom came into the living room. "Hey hone, since you are up
early, why don't you go down to Laura's house and walk with
her to the bus stop." "Yeah that'd be nice. Oh no!" "What
honey, what's the matter?" I forgot that I told Laura I would
come see her after school yesterday. And I got side tracked
and when we had our little water hose fight yesterday I forgot
to go see her." "Oh honey she won't be mad at you. She's your
friend she knows that you love her because you have gone to
see her a lot while she was sick." "Yeah you're right mommy."
I got my backpack and hugged mom and went out the door. I
walked down to Laura's house. I rang her doorbell. Her mother
answered. "Oh Hi Tiffany, wow you're ready for school early.
Laura is just now finishing breakfast, come on in." I came in
and sat my backpack on the floor by the door. "Hi Tiffany."
Laura said from the kitchen. I came in and sat across from her
at the table. "Hi. I'm sorry I didn't come see you last
night." "Oh it's ok, I was watching a movie on TV anyway and I
went to bed early." "Oh, ok." I then began to tell her what
happened with Emily and I and Tammy and her friend Kimmie.
Laura thought that was funny.
As Laura got up to put her cereal bowl in the sink and rinse
out her glass of orange juice I noticed that she walked a
little different and that she crinkled. I knew what this
meant. "Laura, um, are you gonna wear diapers to school now?"
"Oh yeah, I forgot to tell you. I talked to my mom and told
her how much I liked them when I was sick and that I wanted to
wear them like you and Emily. At first she wouldn't let me.
But I begged and gave her my look that no one can resist."
We both laughed. Her mom called from the living room and told
us that we should get going to go catch the bus.
Laura's mom hugged her and as we were leaving she said "Laura,
don't forget to bring the bag of diapers to the nurse's office
and give your note to the teacher ok." "Ok mom, I wont
forget." We walked down the street and Emily was already at
the bus stop. "Hey Laura, I'm so glad you are feeling better."
Emily gave Laura a hug. Laura smiled. "Hey guess what Emily?"
"What Laura?" "I wear diapers now too!" "no way, are you
serious? Your mommy let you? WOW that is cool!" "Yeah it is,
and I love them to death." "I knew you would." I said as we
all laughed. Just then the bus came and we got on.
When we all sat in our seat we were all three in diapers.
"Wow, this is so neat!" Emily said. "Yeah it is." We talked
for a while and then the bus came to a stop. We looked out of
the window. "Hey we're not at school? Why is the bus stopped?"
some kids were asking. The bus driver announced that the bus
had broken down and we were 10 minutes from school and it
would be about 40 minutes before another empty bus would come
back and take us to school.
Everyone was glad that we could just hang out here and not
have to go to school. We all sat on the bus and talked. A
while later one girl said. "I have to go pee." And another boy
said he had to go also. The bus driver told us to hold it and
we would be back soon. Emily, Laura, and I smiled at each
other. "Hey we don't have to worry, because we can go potty in
our diapers." "Yep" we all giggled.
After a few minutes I wet my diaper and Laura stood up and was
still for a moment and you could tell she was going pee in her
diapers too. A few minutes later Emily tinkled in her diapers
as well. The bus driver noticed what we were doing. "You girls
are lucky to have diapers. The kids already knew so it wasn't
a big secret anymore.
One girl came back to us. "Hey, I have to pee so bad, and I
can't hold it. I don't wanna wet my pants because everyone
will make fun of me. Um, can I, like can I, m can you, um, I
mean, do you have any extra, diapers?" Laura nodded. "Yeah my
mommy sent a few extra with me. I'll give you one." She handed
it to the girl. She looked at it. "I, don't know, um, how to
put it on." "There's an empty seat next to us, why don't you
lay down, and Emily will put it on you. And Laura and I will
make sure no one can see you ok?" She nodded shyly.
Emily lifted up her skirt and pulled down her panties. The
girl was blushing and tears came rolling down her cheeks.
"hey, it's ok, we know what you're going through, we wont make
fun of you, it's gonna be ok in a minute, just hang in there."
Laura said to her to calm her down. Emily got the diaper on
her and pulled her panties up over it and let her skirt back
down. The girl was checking herself out. "Um can I go now?"
Yeah just stand their and wet. The diaper will hold it all so
don't worry, just go like your doing it in the potty ok?" She
nodded. She stood still and after a moment you could see a
look of relief on her face. "oh my goodness. This feels good."
We smiled at her. "Do you feel better now that you went
potty?" "Oh yeah, and its warm and squishy. Now I know why you
girls like your diapers so much." "Maybe you should ask your
mom if you can wear them too." "Oh no, that wouldn't go over
very well at all. When I get to school, I'm gonna ditch this
diaper in the trash in the girls room." "Well ok then."
The girl went and sat down and I could tell she was
embarrassed about having the diaper on and having wet it but I
knew she liked it too. Finally the other bus came and we got
on it. As we were boarding I saw one boy had wet in his pants.
"Hey, you could have used one of my diapers." Laura said to
the boy." "No thanks, I'm not a baby like you." "Well look who
has wet pants? I mean, if you wore a diaper you would be dry
right now." "I don't care, go away baby!" "Ok whatever." Laura
just walked back and we sat down with Emily and I.
We finally got to school. The boy went to the office to get
dry pants. Emily Laura and I went to class. But our diapers
got wet during class too so on the first recess all three of
us went to the nurses office. Laura had already gave the note
to her teacher and now she just did like us, asked to go potty
and then went to the nurses office.
We walked into the nurse's office. Mrs. Peters was still out
sick. But that other nice lady was there. "Wow, now I have
three girls to change?" We all nodded. "Well get in line then
and I'll change you one by one." We all lined up. Laura first,
Emily second and me third.
When we were done we walked back outside and soon after that
recess was over. We got back to class and the rest of the day
went by uneventful. We boarded the bus and went home with no
troubles this time. The girl that had borrowed Laura's diaper
thanked her again. Some kids teased her for wearing it, but
she came back at them saying "Well at least I kept my pants
dry unlike some boy on my bus." On my way home I had to go
number two as usual and I loaded my diaper while standing in
my driveway talking to Laura. Emily kept going because she
needed to get home and be changed. She was already loaded with
poo in her diapers. Laura only had wet. Finally Laura went
home and I went inside. Mom changed my poopy diaper and put me
down for a nap.
Tammy woke me up and put me in my highchair for dinner. After
dinner Tammy had homework. I had a little bit and finished it.
Then I talked to Laura and Emily on 3-way until mom came in to
get me my bath. Then soon after my bath I went to bed. Tammy
came in to tuck me in. "Well did you have a nice day?"
"Yeppers me did." "That's good. Let's say our prayers and
thank the Lord for a great day ok." "Otay, we pray now."
Tammy held my hand as we prayed. Then she read me another
short story out of a Children's Bible Book. Then I fell
asleep. The last thing I remember is her kissing my forehead
and walking to the door and turning out the light. After that
I was asleep. I dreamed about silly muffins with arms and
legs and there was this mean person that kept eating them. And
I was hiding muffin people in my closet. And the muffin eaters
came in and since they couldn't find any muffins they tried to
eat me. But Tammy came in and saved me.
"Tiffany, honey, sweetiepie, hello? Wake up baby girl." Tammy
said as she was nudging me to wake up. As I opened m y eyes I
saw her smiling down at me in my crib. I stretched and yawned
and then relaxed a minute and tinkled a lil bit in my diaper.
"Hi Tam Tam" "Good morning Tiffy. Did you sleep well?" I
nodded my head. Tammy picked me up and laid me on the
changing table and took off my jammies and my rubber pants.
She then unpinned my diaper and wiped & powdered me. She then
put me in a disposable diaper and put my church clothes on me.
I was wearing a pretty yellow dress with little white flowers
as a trim around the border.
I sat in my highchair as Tammy fed me my breakfast. I started
to squirm around in my highchair and make faces. "Honey, are
you doing what I think you are doing?" Tammy asked. I blushed
and nodded. "ok then let me take you out of your highchair and
lay you on the couch and let you go poo. She picked me up and
laid me on the couch. Mom walked into the living room after
getting dressed for church. "What are you doing laying on the
couch silly, did you eat? "Yeah mom, I just fed her, but she's
doing number two in her diaper, that I JUST put on her 10
minutes ago." "I sowwy Tammy, I didn't know I had to go. "Oh
Tiffy, its ok. It's not your fault. Just finish so I can
change you again. Mom went and got her breakfast. She came
back and I was still laying there. "Honey are you still making
poo in your diapers?" I nodded. "Gosh she's taking a while to
go this time." Tammy said from the kitchen. Finally Tammy
finished eating her breakfast and came in to the living room.
"Ok little didee pooper, are you done making poopers in your
baby pants?" I giggled and blushed at her. "Come on let's go
change your dipees and wipe that yucky poo hiney ok?" She
carried me to my changing table and proceeded to change me.
A few minutes after that, we got in the car and went to
church. Tammy and I sat in the backseat and mom and dad were
up front. We pulled into the parking lot. As I was walking
with Tammy I saw Emily and her mom. "Hi Tiffany." She yelled
from across the courtyard. I smiled and we met up and went to
our Sunday school class. Tammy went over to the teen class and
mom and dad went to the adult class.
We had a great lesson and got to do some drawing. I drew a
picture for Laura. She still wasn't feeling to well. I was sad
to see her sick for so long. When they asked if any of us had
a prayer request I asked the class to pray for Laura to get
better. We did that and then left ot go into the sanctuary for
the morning service.
We sat down and the service started and we sang songs and the
preacher preached a great sermon. Tammy stood up again and
gave her testimony about what Jesus had done for her on
Wednesday evening's service. A few others testified as well.
We left the sanctuary and a lot of people were talking outside
the church and Emily & my parents and us kids were gonna go
out to lunch together. I always liked going to lunch on Sunday
because we always ate really good food.
I wet my diaper a lot and so I needed to be changed during
lunch. So did Emily. Tammy took us to the bathroom to change
our diapers. "Who wants to go first?" I looked at Emily and
she told me to go first because she had ot finish something in
her dipees. So Tammy changed me and we waited while Emily
loaded her diaper. She didn't do a lot and it was a quick
change and then Tammy washed her hands and we all went back
out and finished eating.
On the way home from the restaurant I got sleepy. Tammy was
tired to. When we got home Tammy went potty and then came into
my room. "Hey Tiffany, you wanna take a nap with me?" "Yeah, I
am tired." "Ok let's go then. Get your bear and come to my
room." No, I want my big pink bunny." "He's too big to fit in
my bed with both of us silly." "But I want my pink bunny." "Oh
ok bring bunny with you then.
When I walked into her room she was putting on shorts instead
of her dress. Mom had already undressed me and put me in
casual clothes earlier. I was carrying my enormous pink bunny
rabbit with me. "Help Mr. Bunny get in bed Tam Tam." I tried
to lift him onto the bed but he was so big and bulky that I
fell on my tushie. "Aww. I got Mr. Bunny so come up here and
cuddle up with me ok little one. "Otay." I crawled up on the
bed and got under the covers. Tammy was to my back with her
arms around me holding me. My head laid back on her chest and
she could lay her chin right on top of my head. "Hey your chin
is bony." "Oh Sorry lil baby." She patted my head softly."
I wet my diaper and squirmed a bit. Tammy noticed and she put
her hand on my diaper and fixed it cuz it was sort of bunched
up and to the one side. "Thank you Tam Tam." "You welcome lil
baby, no go nite nite for me ok sweetiepie." "Otay me will."
I well asleep and we both slept great. All snuggled up in
Tammy's bed with that big soft pink bunny rabbit. I felt like
the meat in a sandwich; I had Tammy behind me, and I was
holding the bunny in front of me.
Mom came in and woke us up for dinner and we had some
leftovers. After I ate I asked If I could go over to Laura's
house and take the drawing that I made in Sunday school. Mom
told me I could but I had to be back before dark. Tammy
changed my squishy wet diaper and put me in a nice thick cloth
one with my rubber pants and a short skirt. This way I would
not have to be changed until I got home.
I walked down the sidewalk over to Laura's house. I rang the
doorbell. "Hi Tiffany, how are you?" "I am doing good. Is
Laura feeling better yet? "Yes, she is getting better, but I
will keep her home from school tomorrow to make sure she is
all back to health again." "Oh, well, I will miss her." "Aww
you and Emily are so sweet. I am glad that you two are her
friends. Why don't you come on in, she's in her room." I
walked into the house and down the hall to Laura's room.
"Hi Laura." "Oh Hi Tiffany!" We both hugged each other. "I
heard you are getting better." "Yep I am. But I not coming to
school tomorrow." "Yeah, I know, your mommy told me that."
"I've been really bored lately. I also been sort of sad. But
when you and Emily brought me the cards you made for me that
really cheered me up." "Good, I am glad. Anyway, um, I have
something for you now too. Here you go." I handed her the
drawing I had made in Sunday school. "Wow Tiffany, that is so
neat. Thanks. She hugged me again. The picture was of Jesus
kneeling at Laura's bedside and holding her hand. It also had
angels in the background hovering above her.
We sat and talked a while and then Laura had to get her diaper
changed. After that we both had ice cream. I noticed it was
getting dark. "I have to go home because mom wanted me to come
home before dark." "Ok, I will see you Tuesday then." "Well,
maybe sooner. Emily and I will come see you after school
tomorrow, ok?" "Yeah, that'll be great. Thank you so much."
Laura walked me to the door and said goodnight to me. I walked
home and Mom asked if I had a good visit with Laura. I told
her yes and we talked a few minutes then mom took me to get my
bath. Tammy was busy working on something for school that was
due the next day.
Once I was bathed and diapered and put in my jammies, I gave
mom and dad a hug and kiss goodnight. Then I went to Tammy's
room and told her I was ready for bed. Since Tammy was busy
more often with school stuff she couldn't always get me ready
for bed, so when mom gave me a bath or got me ready, then
Tammy would make sure she got to tuck me in. That way I felt
better. Tammy and I said our prayers together and we thanked
God that Laura was feeling better and thanked him for the good
day we had at church. Tammy then read me a story and I dozed
off to sleep with my soft pink bunny.
"Tiffany, honey, sweetiepie, hello? Wake up baby girl." Tammy
said as she was nudging me to wake up. As I opened m y eyes I
saw her smiling down at me in my crib. I stretched and yawned
and then relaxed a minute and tinkled a lil bit in my diaper.
"Hi Tam Tam" "Good morning Tiffy. Did you sleep well?" I
nodded my head. Tammy picked me up and laid me on the
changing table and took off my jammies and my rubber pants.
She then unpinned my diaper and wiped & powdered me. She then
put me in a disposable diaper and put my church clothes on me.
I was wearing a pretty yellow dress with little white flowers
as a trim around the border.
I sat in my highchair as Tammy fed me my breakfast. I started
to squirm around in my highchair and make faces. "Honey, are
you doing what I think you are doing?" Tammy asked. I blushed
and nodded. "ok then let me take you out of your highchair and
lay you on the couch and let you go poo. She picked me up and
laid me on the couch. Mom walked into the living room after
getting dressed for church. "What are you doing laying on the
couch silly, did you eat? "Yeah mom, I just fed her, but she's
doing number two in her diaper, that I JUST put on her 10
minutes ago." "I sowwy Tammy, I didn't know I had to go. "Oh
Tiffy, its ok. It's not your fault. Just finish so I can
change you again. Mom went and got her breakfast. She came
back and I was still laying there. "Honey are you still making
poo in your diapers?" I nodded. "Gosh she's taking a while to
go this time." Tammy said from the kitchen. Finally Tammy
finished eating her breakfast and came in to the living room.
"Ok little didee pooper, are you done making poopers in your
baby pants?" I giggled and blushed at her. "Come on let's go
change your dipees and wipe that yucky poo hiney ok?" She
carried me to my changing table and proceeded to change me.
A few minutes after that, we got in the car and went to
church. Tammy and I sat in the backseat and mom and dad were
up front. We pulled into the parking lot. As I was walking
with Tammy I saw Emily and her mom. "Hi Tiffany." She yelled
from across the courtyard. I smiled and we met up and went to
our Sunday school class. Tammy went over to the teen class and
mom and dad went to the adult class.
We had a great lesson and got to do some drawing. I drew a
picture for Laura. She still wasn't feeling to well. I was sad
to see her sick for so long. When they asked if any of us had
a prayer request I asked the class to pray for Laura to get
better. We did that and then left ot go into the sanctuary for
the morning service.
We sat down and the service started and we sang songs and the
preacher preached a great sermon. Tammy stood up again and
gave her testimony about what Jesus had done for her on
Wednesday evening's service. A few others testified as well.
We left the sanctuary and a lot of people were talking outside
the church and Emily & my parents and us kids were gonna go
out to lunch together. I always liked going to lunch on Sunday
because we always ate really good food.
I wet my diaper a lot and so I needed to be changed during
lunch. So did Emily. Tammy took us to the bathroom to change
our diapers. "Who wants to go first?" I looked at Emily and
she told me to go first because she had ot finish something in
her dipees. So Tammy changed me and we waited while Emily
loaded her diaper. She didn't do a lot and it was a quick
change and then Tammy washed her hands and we all went back
out and finished eating.
On the way home from the restaurant I got sleepy. Tammy was
tired to. When we got home Tammy went potty and then came into
my room. "Hey Tiffany, you wanna take a nap with me?" "Yeah, I
am tired." "Ok let's go then. Get your bear and come to my
room." No, I want my big pink bunny." "He's too big to fit in
my bed with both of us silly." "But I want my pink bunny." "Oh
ok bring bunny with you then.
When I walked into her room she was putting on shorts instead
of her dress. Mom had already undressed me and put me in
casual clothes earlier. I was carrying my enormous pink bunny
rabbit with me. "Help Mr. Bunny get in bed Tam Tam." I tried
to lift him onto the bed but he was so big and bulky that I
fell on my tushie. "Aww. I got Mr. Bunny so come up here and
cuddle up with me ok little one. "Otay." I crawled up on the
bed and got under the covers. Tammy was to my back with her
arms around me holding me. My head laid back on her chest and
she could lay her chin right on top of my head. "Hey your chin
is bony." "Oh Sorry lil baby." She patted my head softly."
I wet my diaper and squirmed a bit. Tammy noticed and she put
her hand on my diaper and fixed it cuz it was sort of bunched
up and to the one side. "Thank you Tam Tam." "You welcome lil
baby, no go nite nite for me ok sweetiepie." "Otay me will."
I well asleep and we both slept great. All snuggled up in
Tammy's bed with that big soft pink bunny rabbit. I felt like
the meat in a sandwich; I had Tammy behind me, and I was
holding the bunny in front of me.
Mom came in and woke us up for dinner and we had some
leftovers. After I ate I asked If I could go over to Laura's
house and take the drawing that I made in Sunday school. Mom
told me I could but I had to be back before dark. Tammy
changed my squishy wet diaper and put me in a nice thick cloth
one with my rubber pants and a short skirt. This way I would
not have to be changed until I got home.
I walked down the sidewalk over to Laura's house. I rang the
doorbell. "Hi Tiffany, how are you?" "I am doing good. Is
Laura feeling better yet? "Yes, she is getting better, but I
will keep her home from school tomorrow to make sure she is
all back to health again." "Oh, well, I will miss her." "Aww
you and Emily are so sweet. I am glad that you two are her
friends. Why don't you come on in, she's in her room." I
walked into the house and down the hall to Laura's room.
"Hi Laura." "Oh Hi Tiffany!" We both hugged each other. "I
heard you are getting better." "Yep I am. But I not coming to
school tomorrow." "Yeah, I know, your mommy told me that."
"I've been really bored lately. I also been sort of sad. But
when you and Emily brought me the cards you made for me that
really cheered me up." "Good, I am glad. Anyway, um, I have
something for you now too. Here you go." I handed her the
drawing I had made in Sunday school. "Wow Tiffany, that is so
neat. Thanks. She hugged me again. The picture was of Jesus
kneeling at Laura's bedside and holding her hand. It also had
angels in the background hovering above her.
We sat and talked a while and then Laura had to get her diaper
changed. After that we both had ice cream. I noticed it was
getting dark. "I have to go home because mom wanted me to come
home before dark." "Ok, I will see you Tuesday then." "Well,
maybe sooner. Emily and I will come see you after school
tomorrow, ok?" "Yeah, that'll be great. Thank you so much."
Laura walked me to the door and said goodnight to me. I walked
home and Mom asked if I had a good visit with Laura. I told
her yes and we talked a few minutes then mom took me to get my
bath. Tammy was busy working on something for school that was
due the next day.
Once I was bathed and diapered and put in my jammies, I gave
mom and dad a hug and kiss goodnight. Then I went to Tammy's
room and told her I was ready for bed. Since Tammy was busy
more often with school stuff she couldn't always get me ready
for bed, so when mom gave me a bath or got me ready, then
Tammy would make sure she got to tuck me in. That way I felt
better. Tammy and I said our prayers together and we thanked
God that Laura was feeling better and thanked him for the good
day we had at church. Tammy then read me a story and I dozed
off to sleep with my soft pink bunny.
I awoke Saturday morning when Tammy came into my room and
leaned over my crib. "Hey baby, did you sleep well last
night?" "Yeppers, Me slept really good last night Tam Tam"
"That's good sweetie, I did too. "So are your dipees all
wettie?" "Yep me wet." "Ok let's change you then." She picked
me up out of my crib and laid me on the changing table and
slid off my jammies and slid down my rubber pants. Then she
un-pinned my squishy and soaked cloth diaper. She smiled at me
as she wiped my hiney and my front and she sprinkled powder on
me and then put another diaper under me and drew it up between
my legs and pinned it nice and snuggly. I enjoyed being babied
so much. By this point I couldn't even remember how it all
started. To me it seem as if I was always this way.
I hugged Tammy and she walked with me to the kitchen and got
some stuff out of the cupboards and made us both breakfast.
She even made breakfast in bed for mom and dad and carried it
down the hall to their room. They were very happy. Tammy came
back out to me and I was sitting in my highchair just banging
on the tray and being silly. "Honey, you must be hungry huh?"
"Yep me hungry!" I giggled and Tammy just looked at me.
She sat down at the table next to me and would eat some of her
oatmeal and then she would spoon-feed me. She kept alternating
between us. Finally I was full and Tammy finished the rest of
the oatmeal. She then grabbed a washcloth and wet it and then
came back over to me and wiped my face and took my bib off.
She let me out of my highchair and I walked to the living room
and sat down to watch cartoons.
After Tammy took mom and dad's breakfast tray to the kitchen
and washed up some of the dishes, she came into the living
room and sat on the floor with me. I laid my head in her lap
and she leaned against my beanbag. We were laughing and having
fun watching cartoons.
The phone rang a short time later and it was one of Tammy's
friends. She talked for a while and then came over to me. "Hey
Tiffy, Kimmie and I are gonna go over to the mall this
afternoon for a couple hours, do you wanna come with us?" I
shook my head. "Why not?" "Because me don't wanna walk around
all day." "Oh you silly girl, you don't have to walk around."
Mom interrupted as her and dad came out into the living room.
"Come with us honey." Dad said. I fallowed him out to the
garage and he walked to the corner and pulled a blanket off of
something. I stared for a minute in disbelief. "A Stroller!"
I hugged daddy and mommy and Tammy. "Thank you!" "You are
welcome honey. Your father spent a lot of time in the evenings
working on it. He welded the metal and I sewed the fabric for
it. We ordered some of the plastic handle grips from a store
that sells parts for baby strollers. And the wheels are
actually training wheels off of some old bikes that we found
in the trash. So your daddy and I worked on this for you as a
surprise. But since Christmas is still a ways away, we figured
we should give it to you now so that you can go more places
and not have to walk." I stood there and just had the biggest
grin on my face. I hugged and thanked everyone again.
A few minutes later Tammy's friend, Kimmie, rang the doorbell.
Tammy invited her in and she said hello to me and to mom and
dad as well. We all sat around the living room and talked a
bit. As we were getting ready to go Kimmie went to use the
potty. "Hey Tiffy, your diaper need changing yet?" I blushed
and nodded. Tammy took me to my room and undid my diaper and
powdered me. Just then Kimmie returned from the bathroom. "Aww
isn't she so cute" Tammy turned and smiled at Kimmie" "Yeah
she's the sweetest baby girl in the whole world." I smiled.
"Hey I gotta go potty too, can you finish pulling her pants up
for me Kimmie?" Tammy said as she went to go potty too. I was
a little shy about Kimmie helping me because I didn't know her
to well. She knew all about me and we had met before and
Kimmie had spent the night. But it was different having her
actually help me get dressed after my diaper was changed.
Tammy came back and we all went to the garage. Kimmie was also
impressed with the stroller my daddy made for me. They folded
the stroller in half and put it in the trunk of Kimmie's car.
I Sat in the backseat, Kimmie drove, and Tammy was next to her
in the front. Kimmie was 16 and already had her license. Tammy
was so mature for her age that she hung out with older kids.
We finally got to the mall and got out. They unloaded my
stroller from the trunk. I sat in it and it was so nice and
comfy and padded. They buckled me in too! Tammy hung my diaper
bag over the back handle and pushed me through the parking lot
up to the mall while Tammy walked beside her. They agreed to
take turns pushing me.
It was close to lunch time so we hit the food court first. I
ate a hamburger and french-fries and had a huge Dr. Pepper!
"I guess we'll be changing diapers a few times today." Kimmie
smiled at me jokingly. "Yeah, soda just goes right through
her, so she'll probably be wet before we get done eating." I
blushed and they smiled at me. "Aww poor baby is blushing."
We giggled and they talked to each other about school and
stuff and we ate.
Sure enough when we were done eating Tammy reached down and
put her hand under my outfit to check my diaper. She pushed on
it and felt it all squishy and warm. "Oh my goodness, you did
go tinkles a lot didn't you?" "Yeah, I still am going right
now too." I smiled. "We won't change you for another half hour
though, cuz your diaper can hold it. Ok?" "Yeah that otay, me
like wet squishy didees.
We went throughout the mal to different stores. We even
stopped at a toy store. As we were going through the toy store
a lot of kids and their parents were staring at me. Some of
them asked how old I was. They thought it was kind of cute
that I was still so baby-like.
"Me want that pink bunny wabbit!" I shouted as I saw this huge
stuffed bunny on a rack. "Oh my goodness, that bunny is bigger
than you are!" Tammy said. "Me want him, pweez?" "Oh ok
sweetie." They took the big pink bunny and sat him in the
stroller with me as we walked down a few more isles just
looking around.
I wet my diaper some more and I asked to be changed. "I don't
know where the bathroom is here" Tammy said. "Well hey let's
go back to the back of the store and over in that corner
behind the rack with the beach balls. We can change her in the
stroller. I'll be the lookout and keep people from coming back
there." Kimmie said. "Oh ok sure that'll work. They pushed my
stroller to the back corner of the store. Tammy took the bunny
out of the stroller and sat it on the floor next to it. Kimmie
was blocking people's view by standing on the other side of
the rack with the balls in it. Tammy got my pants down and
slipped off the diaper and was wiping me. As my hiney was in
the air, some kid and his mommy came towards us. "Um can you
give us a minute, We're changing a diaper back here real
quick." The kid couldn't see because he was short but his
mommy could see past Kimmie and saw my hiney being wiped and
then a diaper being put on me. "Wow isn't she a big baby?"
"Yeah she's eight." "Eight? And still in diapers?" Kimmie
nodded. Tammy finished diapering me and put the bunny back in
the stroller with me and we left to go pay for it.
They pushed me in the stroller around the mall some more with
my cute pink bunny. Finally we left and went home around 4pm
Kimmie left soon after that. Tammy put me down for a nap with
my new pink bunny rabbit. Mom woke me for dinner and then
after dinner I was on the living room floor playing with some
toys. I fell asleep on the floor and so Tammy got me ready for
bed and tucked me in.
It was good that I was going to bed early because we had to
get up early for church the next morning. I was excited
because it was the last day of our revival services. I said a
prayer for Laura to get better and then Tammy read me a story
and I dozed off again.
A few minutes later she got back. We went to recess and then
after recess we had our art class which was only 30 minutes.
Emily and I made cards for Laura. Our teacher thought it was
a very nice thing to do. We went to lunch and got our food
and sat down. "Wow, the one day that we didn't have to get
our diapers changed before lunch, is the one day Laura isn't
here. Isn't that ironic?" "Yeah, especially since she's
always complaining that she has to sit alone and wait for
us." We both giggled and then continued to eat.
After lunch we went to the auditorium because they had a
special speaker come in to talk to us about drugs. It was
really boring and so Emily and I talked quietly to each other
as we sat in the back of the auditorium. Our teacher told us
to be quiet several times but after a few minutes we were at
it again. Finally it was over. We went to our classroom. We
only had 30 minutes left so the teacher gave us free time. I
finished a few assignments so I wouldn't have to do them at
home later tonight. I also remembered that tonight was the
first night of the revival meetings at church. I asked Emily
to come with me. She said she'd ask her mommy.
Finally the bell rang and we got on the bus and went home. We
were quieter than usual. I guess because we talked each
other's ears off during the "Just Say No To Drugs" thingy.
I walked with Emily to her house to see if she could come
with me tonight. Her mom said yes. She changed her, and gave
her a bag with some extra diapers and let her come home with
me. We got to my house. "Hey mom, Emily is gonna go with us
to the revival meeting tonight at church." "Oh great, I was
hoping you would invite someone. "Where's Laura, did you
invite her?" "No mommy, she's sick. She wasn't even at school
today." "Oh I'm sorry to hear that." "But we made her get
well cards in art class today. Hey mommy, can Emily and I
take them over to her before dinner? Please?" "Oh ok, but
don't take to long, I'm sure if she's sick she doesn't want
to talk to long ok girls?" "ok mommy."
We walked over to Laura's house and rang the doorbell. A
moment later her mom came out. "Hi girls. How are you?" We
both said we were good and that we also wanted to give Laura
the cards we made in school. She invited us in. Laura was
laying on the couch. "Hi." She said faintly. "Wow you really
do look sick. I hope you get better soon." I said. "Yeah me
too." Emily said as she handed Laura her card. Laura's face
lit up and she smiled as she read it. I also gave her mine.
"Thank you SO much! I would hug you but I don't want you to
get what I have." "Oh it's ok, you can hug us later." We all
laughed. "Well we will go and let you rest. We are going to
revival at church tonight. But don't worry, it will be all
the way through Sunday, so if you get better, we will bring
you with us then. Ok?" Laura nodded. She thanked us again as
we left. Her mother came outside just as we were a heading
down the street. "Girls!" We turned to look at her. "Yes?"
"That was very kind of you to make those cards for Laura. I
am sure that made her feel better." "Your welcome." We both
said as we turned and continued on the way back to my house.
We got in the door. Mom had ordered pizza and it arrived
shortly after Tammy got home. "Hey Emily, are you coming with
us tonight for revival?" "Yep, I sure am." "Cool." "We're
having pizza honey. Can you do me a favor?" "Sure mom." "Go
change both of the girls and wash up and Ill get the plates
and drinks and all that ready ok?" "Sure Come on you two.
Let's get you changed ok?" We fallowed her into my room. Mom
was in the kitchen getting dinner ready. After changing us,
Tammy washed her hands and then helped Emily and I. She
treated us like babies, and we played along. It was fun.
Tammy was so nice to me and to my friends.
We ate and I got stuff all over my hands and face and chin.
"It's a good thing you and Emily have bibs on or you'd be a
mess." "Yeah you would." Tammy smiled at us. We got washed up
again and then got in the car. We pulled into the church
around 6:30. We had to come early to get good seats. Usually
when we had revival, we had allot more people than usual.
We all talked and had a good time with some of the other
kids. As it got close to time to start Tammy came and got us
and we all sat down. We were in the seventh row back. We had
lots of singing and it was really fun. Then the evangelist
came up and opened up with prayer and then began to preach."
"We are going to be talking tonight about religion." Everyone
looked at him with a puzzled look for a moment. "You see, we
got a whole lot of religion today. We got ALL kinds of people
who are religions. I am here to tell you that your religion
will NOT get you into heaven. Some of you been in church you
whole life and all you got is religion! Some of yall been
reading the bible, been baptized, taking communion. All this
to fulfill your religious duty? Religion. Let's look at
religion for a moment. Religion is a set of rules and
regulations that if fallowed will get you to heaven. Everyone
has their own ideas and their own religion it seems today. I
am here to tell you that Jesus came 2000 years ago, he died
to get you out of your religion and into a relationship. He
came not to teach more religion, not to start more religions
and sects, but to save us! Can I get an amen!" "AMEN"
"The bible tells us that we are ALL born in sin. There is not
one righteous, no NOT ONE! Christ came to die for us to take
away our sins. He died on the cross so that you could go
free. There is no name given under heaven by which you can be
saved, but the name of Jesus. Religion says you can earn
God's approval by your outward actions. Jesus faced the
religious community of his days. Going around, condemning
people with there laws and ways. And Jesus was preaching
deliverance, and an inner working. Which would only come
through salvation and that salvation comes only from Jesus
Christ. I want to tell you this. You may be out there saying
I go to church, I give money, I give my time, I help teach
Sunday school. If you been teaching the bible and missing
Jesus as savior, you have missed the boat. But it's not to
late. That's hwy You are here tonight. Jesus can even save
church people! Hallelujah!" AMEN!
"Some of you look good on the outside. But you are UGLY on
the inside. You and your selfish motives. Jesus came to set
you free! Not so you can walk around like some holly roller
and preach and be all high and mighty on the outside, and
have sin in your life and be defeated and lost on the inside!
God so loved the world, He gave His ONLY begotten son JESUS,
to DIE on the cross for us. And who ever believes! I said who
ever believes on HIM, will not die, but have everlasting
life! That life I'm talking about is not just when you die
and go to heaven, but it begins right here and now. The
minute you confess your sins, and ask Jesus into your heart
he will come in. He will put his Holy Spirit in you. You
won't be the old you anymore. You'll have JOY unspeakable and
FULL of glory! Hallelujah!" AMEN!
"Now I'm gonna ask some of you to come down here to this
altar tonight. I'm calling for anyone who doesn't have Jesus
in there life and hasn't been saved. You may say, I THINK I
am saved. But let me tell you this, if you are truly saved,
you WILL KNOW IT! It will be clear not only to you but to
those around you. I'm calling good people to come down here
tonight and confess there sins. WE ALL were BORN into SIN! I
don't care if you love your family, love your friends, give
to your church. Kids I don't care if you have a 4.0 GPA, I
don't care if you are good, and helpful to your mother! If
you don't have Jesus, you are lost. Good works will not get
you into the kingdom of God. I'm calling moms, dads, kids,
anyone who's here tonight. If you haven't asked Jesus to come
into your life and SAVE you, I hope you will do so before you
leave here tonight."
"Dear Lord, I pray that you will work mightily with these
people. Lord Jesus I pray that you will convict their hearts.
Show them that they have a need for a personal relationship
with you. Show them father, that they need to have their sins
washed away by the blood of your Son. In Jesus' Name Amen."
"As they play some soft music we will sing 2 verses of Just
as I am. I do not believe in dragging out the altar call. If
you are going to come you will do it within the first verse.
Just remember, you take the first step, and He will walk with
you the rest of the way. Jesus said that if we were ashamed
to profess him publicly that He would receive you in the
final day. Don't worry about what the person sitting next to
you will think. Don't worry about what you've done. You may
be a murderer, a rapist, or anything. You may be a nice
person, but no matter what. COME TO JESUS TONIGHT. Come now
as we sing"
They began to sing the song. Emily and I were being very
quiet. We could feel that something awesome was going on
there. I looked over at Tammy and she had tears running down
her face. A few seconds later I looked over and she was gone.
I looked to my right and then I saw her going down the isle
to the altar. Mom was praying and so were some people in
front of us. I saw lots of people going forward. There was a
guy in the back who looked like he was homeless and he went
down. I even saw one of the drug dealers from down town going
forward. I was amazed at all this. I didn't completely get it
all, but I was watching everything intently.
The evangelist was kneeling at the altar praying with each
person who went down. They continued to play very softly in
the background as he prayed with each person. I heard allot
of people crying. I wondered why they were all so sad. When
he kneeled to pray with Tammy I could here her crying too. I
watched as he finished going down the row. They all came back
to their seats. I hugged Tammy. "What's wrong? Why you crying
Tammy?" She smiled at me and hugged me. "I'm so happy now.
And I was so sad before, I'll try to explain later ok. All I
can tell you is Jesus is in my heart now."
"Well now I see the Lord was working here tonight in a mighty
way. It always does my heart good to see people come to the
Lord Jesus. I would like at this time to open it up for
testimonies. Why don't some of you stand up and tell us what
the Lord has done for you tonight."
A lady in her mid thirties stood up. She too was crying. "I
have been saved since I was a little girl. But it seemed like
in the past few years I have got to busy with thigns and I
lost track of that. I stopped spending time with God and
reading his word. But tonight I just felt God convict me of
that and I rededicated my life to Christ tonight." She sat
down and the evangelist said praise God and asked for others
to stand and share what God had done for them.
A man in the back stood up. "I been dealing drugs and in the
gang for years now. I don't got no family, I can't keep no
job. It been living hell most of my life. I came in here
tonight just to see if there was any hope for me. I finally
understood what this guy was preachin' and I went forward. I
confessed my sins to Jesus, and I got joy now. I am so happy.
Yeah, I ain't got a lot still in my life, but It don't matter
no more. Cuz now I got Jesus, and I am trusting him. I don't
know what will happen if I try to leave the gang and all
that, but I know that if I die, I gonna go to heaven with
Jesus. I hope yall will pray for me. I'm gonna start coming
here and I wanna serve God with the rest of my life. Lord
know I wasted enough of it doing the devil's thang. I'm done
with his junk man, I'm following God now." We all clapped and
said Amen and were very excited for this guy. The evangelist
was just talking about how Jesus can save anyone and he gave
his testimony about growing up and stuff. "Well I don't wanna
stop now, let's continue to share. Anyone else?"
Tammy stood up and was wiping away her tears with a tissue.
"I... I got saved tonight. I have been in church since I was a
baby. I was always nice. I get good grades in school. I just
thought because I was a member of the church and because I
was good that I was gonna make it to heaven. But I realized
tonight that I was lost and headed for hell. And... I... I love
Jesus, H's in my heart now. He forgave my sins and..." She was
crying even more now. "I... I have joy now more than ever
before. I have more love than I ever had. I can't explain
this, I just know that I am truly saved tonight. I am glad
God spoke to my heart and that I know the truth now, and I
will share him with my friends & family that don't know him.
I I just can't explain what I feel. It's good, I am so
thankful that Jesus loved me enough to die like that for me
and I'm glad I am not deceived by thinking that being good
and going to church will save me. I think a lot of people get
that way. I am so thankful for what God has done in my life."
She sat down and blew her nose and then mom hugged her and so
did I. Emily gave her a hug as well.
When everyone was done the evangelist closed the service and
we all had some refreshments and then went home. I could
really tell that Tammy was different now. It was late so when
we got home Tammy took me inside while mom dropped off Emily.
Tammy got me ready for bed and she tucked me in. "Jesus loves
you Tiffany, and so do I." She gave me a kiss and told me
that tomorrow after school she was going to talk to me more
about Jesus, and try to help me understand how to have him in
my heart." I was happy. I could feel something different
tonight. Just being their at the revival meeting did
something to me. I fell asleep after thinking a while.
The next morning I woke up and Tammy was getting ready to
leave for school. She came in and gave me a hug and kiss
goodbye and then mom came in to change me. I was soaked as
usual. I had my breakfast and then went down the street to
catch the bus.
I stood there for a while talking to my friends. The bus
came late and we even got to school late. Our teacher knew
we would be late due to the bus being late. We came into
the classroom and took our seats. We were studying reading.
I had to read out loud, which I hated to do. Finally
morning recess came. I stopped by the nurse's office for a
quick change since I was wet. I then rejoined my friends
outside.
We were playing tag and running around the school yard.
When I came up to Emily to tag her I noticed that her pants
were all wet. "Um Emily, I think you wet yourself." "Oh no,
not again." she said as she started to cry. "Oh its ok,
don't cry, come on I'll walk with you to the office and you
can call your mom and get dry clothes ok. I asked the
teacher if I could go with Emily to the office. She said I
could so I walked with her.
The secretary saw that Emily was wet and then directed us
back to a room where they had some extra clothes for other
kids that had accidents. Emily was sort of embarrassed but
I comforted her and told her everything would be ok. By the
time she got changed we had to go back to class.
Later on at lunch a lot of kids were making fun of her. She
started to cry but Laura and I were sticking up for her.
"Leave her alone you big ugly jerk!" I yelled at one boy
who kept teasing her. They backed off a little bit but
still some of them would make sly comments to her. "Don't
worry Emily, it's gonna be ok. They are just being mean.
Laura and I love you and we are your bestest friends." I
gave her another hug. We then went back to the classroom
for our afternoon classes.
Emily raised her hand in the middle of social studies and
asked to go to the restroom. When she stood up to leave the
room all of a sudden she started to pee in her pants. She
started crying again. The teacher took her to the office
this time and she came back in yet another set of dry
clothes. This time the kids were really being mean to her.
"Emily needs diapers like Tiffany!", one boy kept saying.
He was always being mean to everyone. I told him to shut up
and he started teasing me about my diapers. I didn't really
care though because I was more concerned for Emily. I
wondered why she was having so many accidents lately.
The bell finally rang and we all got up and went to the
bus. Emily, Laura, and I sat at our usual seat. "Hey
Emily?" "Yeah?" "Um what's wrong? I mean you have been
going potty in your pants a lot lately. Is something
bothering you? You wanna talk about it. Laura and I are
always here for you. You know we love you." We both turned
inward toward Emily who was sitting in the middle. I was on
the isle seat this time. We both put an arm around her. She
started to cry. She told us that her parents put her in
diapers at night because she also started wetting the bed,
like me. She said that she also has had a lot of day time
accidents lately too. She told us that if her mom found out
about what happened at school that she'd probably have to
be in diapers all day too. I told her that it would be ok
if she was. She said she kind of liked them a little, but
was to embarrassed to wear them to school. She was afraid
that the kids would really tease her a lot. I just kept
telling her that things would be ok and that they teased me
at first but they don't do it nearly as much anymore. Laura
even liked diapers and wore them when she came over to play
at my house sometimes. "Emily, its ok , diapers feel good,
I mean I don't wear them, but I have a few times at
Tiffany's house. It's ok if you wear diapers. It is cool
with me."
Finally we got Emily to stop crying. We walked her up the
road to her house today. Her mom was waiting for her on the
porch. She knew what had happened at school and was mad at
Emily. She told us to go on home and that she needed to
talk to Emily. Laura and I left and went to our houses. I
was worried about Emily though. Her mom was nice usually,
but she seemed upset about this.
"So how was your day sweetie?" my mom asked when I came in
the door. "oh it was ok I guess." "Is something bothering
you honey?" "Um, well yeah kinda. Emily wet her pants today
at school twice. And she told me that she had other
accidents at home too. Her mommy is gonna put her in
diapers now, like me. But she is scared because she doesn't
want the kids at school to tease her. But Laura and I made
her feel better." "Aww, well maybe I will go talk to her
mommy tonight and see if I can be of any help. I am sure
she's just worried about Emily" "Yeah but she seemed mad
though mommy" "Well sometimes people get mad when they are
worried about something. I am sure she's not mad at Emily."
"Yeah you're right mommy." "So how's this diaper doing"
mommy said as she patted my diaper and put her hand on the
front side. "Do you have to go poopy? Usually you do a load
on the way home from school, but you only wet this time."
"Yeah um, I do have to go poo. I guess I was to busy
talking with Emily to take time to do it." Oh ok baby, well
go sit down and watch cartoons and call me when your diaper
is messy ok?" "Ok mommy." I sat down at the TV and laid
back on my bean bag and relaxed.
After a while I felt the need to go poo, so I began to fill
my diaper. I fell asleep in my poopy diaper and mom nudged
me awake later. "Honey, you were supposed to come get me
when you did a messy in your diaper." "Oh I sowwy mommy I
fell asleep." "It's ok little one. Come on let's go get
you changed." Mom carried me to my room and changed my
diaper. Soon after that Tammy got home.
"Hey Tiffany, hi mom.", She said as she threw her books
down on the floor in the living room. "Hey sweetie, how was
school today?" "Oh it was a drag. My math teacher sucks."
"Now Tammy, be nice." "oh ok, but still, he is such a jerk.
I got a 75 on my stupid math quiz." "Well dear, maybe if
you would have studied more you would have gotten a better
grade." "Yeah, I guess. I gotta pee, I'll be back in a
little while."
A few minutes later she came out of the bathroom. She sat
on the couch and talked to me a bit while mom was making
dinner. Dad soon came home and we ate dinner. After dinner
Tammy was busy doing her homework. I was playing with my
toys. I had already finished my home work in class. Since I
was in 3'rd grade, I didn't really have that much.
I walked into Tammy's room. "Hey Tiffy, what's up?" "Oh
nothing. I am just worried about Emily." "What's wrong with
Emily?" "Well she's been wetting her pants a lot lately and
her mommy is worried about her. I am too." "Oh I'm sure its
just a phase she's going through or something. It will be
ok Tiffy." "Me hope so. Hey Tammy, can you play with me?"
"In a little while, I need to finis 10 more math problems
and then I will be done my homework. Ok?" "Otay Tam Tam." I
left the room and as I was walking down the hall I stopped
for a moment and tinkled in my diaper. "Do you need
changing yet?" I was startled, mom had snuck up behind
me. "I saw you going potty in your diaper just now. Do you
need changing yet?" I blushed. "I will take that as a yes.
Come on, lets go." She put me on the changing table and
changed me.
About 15 minutes later Tammy came into my room. "You ready
to play? I nodded and then I got a game out. "First, do you
need to be changed?" "No, mommy just changed me a while
ago." "Oh ok cool. So what are we playing tonight?" "Candy
Land!" I smiled at Tammy. "Again? We played that 3 times
this week." "Yeah but me like this game." I put on my cute
little irresistible face. "Oh ok then, we will play Candy
Land." Tammy got the game out and set it up. We played for
a while until mom came in and told me it was bedtime. Tammy
got me ready for bed and tucked me in.
"Go to sleep now ok Tiffany." Tammy said as she finished
reading me a bed time story. Mom came in and kissed me
goodnight too. They both left the room and closed the door.
I didn't fall asleep right away. I was still thinking about
Emily. I finally wore myself out from thinking and fell
asleep. I was hugging my teddy bear tightly.
Tammy woke me up the next morning. I was very sleepy. "Wake
up sleepy head." She said while picking me up out of my
crib and checking my diapers. "Well someone went potty in
there dipees last night huh?" I smiled at her. She changed
me and then left for school. Mom dressed me and then I had
breakfast.
As I walked down the street to the bus stop, I saw some
pretty flowers growing along side the road. I picked a few
of them and when I got to the bus stop I gave them to
Emily. "Aww thanks! That is so sweet of you." Laura grinned
at me and jokingly asked where her flowers were. "Well go
potty in your pants and I'll give you flowers too." "Yeah
right, I don't think so Tiffany." She giggled. "So how did
it go with your mom last night Emily?" "Um well" Emily
blushed and then grinned as she lifted her skirt a bit and
let Laura and I see her cute little diapers. "Oh my
goodness! You are in diapers?" I whispered. "Yeppers. My
mommy said I should wear diapers and that I can get changed
with you at the nurse's office. Your mommy came to my house
last night and talked with my mom for a while. " "Cool!" I
said. "Aren't you embarrassed though?" Laura asked her.
"Well sort of, but my mommy said that since I'm not the
only kid in my class in diapers that they probably won't
tease me to much. And besides I got my real friends right
here." She gave Laura and I a hug.
The bus came, we got on and took our seats. We continued to
talk on the way to school about everything. I told Emily
that I was worried about her all last night. I was glad
that everything worked out ok for her though. When we got
to school Emily took a bag by the nurse's office which had
a few diapers that her mom had sent along with her. When
she came to the class and sat down in front of me I leaned
forward and whispered in her ear. "Hey crinkle butt." She
turned around and blushed. I just smiled at her. She knew I
was just teasing her in a playful way. Since I was in
diapers she didn't mind if I joked with her. Some kids
noticed her crinkling sound as well and made fun of her but
the teacher stopped them.
At lunch we both went to the nurse's office. "Wow now there
is two cute little babies with diapers to be changed."
Mrs. Peters jokingly said. "So who is going first?" "Let
Emily go, since she's new to this." I said. So Emily hopped
up on the table and got changed. Then I did as well. We
went to lunch and got through the line and sat with Laura.
"Well I might as well get diapers too, so I can be late for
lunch. It's weird sitting here by myself while you two go
get changed." We both laughed. We ate and then went outside
for a while and then went back to class.
The afternoon dragged on. I was sort of board with what we
were studying. I kept daydreaming. "Tiffany, do you know
the answer to question seven?", the teacher asked. I was
not really paying attention. "Um, well I, uh, I think"
"Tiffany, you need to pay attention and stop daydreaming
ok?" "Ok." Finally the bell rang and we went out to catch
the bus home. "I'm wet Tiffany." "me too Emily." "I gotta
go pee." Laura said as she ran from the bus area to the
girls room and then rejoined us. Just then I wet my diaper
more. "You just wet again didn't you Tiffany?" Emily asked.
"Yeah." Emily whispered in my ear, "I really gotta go
number two, I don't know if I can wait till we get home."
"Oh it's ok, I've done that plenty of times, they will
probably all think it's me" We both laughed.
Finally the bus got to our stop and we got off. Emily
stopped for a moment as we walked down the street. "What
are you doing?" Laura asked. "You don't wanna know." I
smiled at her. "You're going poopy in your diapers aren't
you?" "Yeah Tiffany, How did you know? "You silly, I know
because I do it all the time, duh." Laura just shook her
head. A moment later Emily was done and we continued to
walk to our homes.
I got home and was changed out of my wet diaper and I took
a nap because I was tired. We ate dinner after Tammy and
daddy got home. As usual Tammy was working on her homework.
I just played a little, did some work, and called Laura and
Emily on 3-way for a while. Mom came in and got me ready
for bed around nine. Tammy came in to kiss me goodnight and
daddy came in after her. I fell right to sleep. I don't
know why I was so tired, but I was, and so I slept very
soundly and had a good night sleep.
A few weeks went by after we got back from our vacation. It was 3
weeks before school was to start again. Mom and Tammy were
working with me trying to get me to get used to being a normal
eight year old again. I had been regressing so much over the
summer that I not only had become totally dependant on my
diapers, but I was talking baby talk and exhibiting social skills
of a toddler. My family didn't mind that I took summer time to be
a true baby, but if I was going to be able to function in school
I had to get my social skills back up to normal. But I would
still be kept in diapers, and they would not force me to potty
train. Mommy had talked to me about this for a while. I was sad
that I had to "grow up" but I realized that I had to do it. So as
the time wound down for school I once again was able to feed
myself. They still bathed, dressed, and diapered me, but all the
to her things I had to work on improving. By the week before
school I was feeding myself, I was talking "normally" again.
"Wow honey, mommy is so proud of you. You have been such a good
girl and cooperated with Daddy and Tammy and I. So we want to
take you out to eat and then to a movie ok sweetie?" my mother
said to me. "Oh goodie mommy, I am so glad. Thank you for helping
me to grow back up for school too." "Your so welcome sweetie."
We got in the car and Tammy, Mommy, Daddy, and I went to Dairy
Queen and I had a hot dog and a cookie dough blizzard. Mommy
complimented me on how well I was eating and using my manners and
all that good stuff. I felt so happy. I was glad I could be a
baby and also be an eight year-old girl too.
After we ate we went to the movies and I drank lots of soda and I
totally soaked my diaper before the movie was half over. Since it
was dark in the theater, Tammy just laid me on some empty seats
and changed my diaper since it was just a wet one. I think some
people noticed but I didn't really care. I sat in mommy's lap for
the rest of the movie and she didn't let me have as much soda
this time. It didn't really make ay difference, because when we
left the theater my diaper was soaked and squishy as ever. As we
headed for the car mommy patted my diapered bottom. "You're such
a little squishy butt honey." She said teasingly. I giggled at
that and smiled at her. Tammy again changed me in the backseat.
I was so exhausted that I fell asleep on the way home. Daddy
carried me into the house and put me in my crib. I vaguely
remember Tammy and mommy giving me a kiss goodnight. The next day
I woke up it was Sunday. We got ready for church as usual After
church we went out to eat with some friends and I made a messy in
my diaper. Mommy excused us from the table and took me to the
ladies room. She lifted my dress and untapped my disposable
diaper and wiped my hiney and powdered me and put another diaper
on me. She then got my dress pulled back down and straightened me
up. She told me to stay on the changing table while she went into
the stall. She had to go poopoo. So after a few minutes I heard
the toilet flush and mommy came out and washed her hands. "What a
good girl you are. You stayed right where I told you. You're such
a good little baby girl." She kissed my forehead and then picked
me up and carried me like a little baby out to the table. I
always liked it when mommy would pick me up and carry me. But I
knew one day I would get to big for her to carry me. But until
then, I was very content to be carried.
We finished eating and drove home. Mom put me down for a nap. Mom
and Tammy went shopping for back to school supplies since the
next day was the first day of school. They always had sales on
stuff at the last minute so they could clear it out. SO that is
what they were waiting for. Daddy woke me up from my nap and held
me on his recliner chair as he watched football. Shortly their
after, mommy and Tammy got back. We had dinner and went back to
church that night for the evening service. I went in the other
building with the kids my age to do a kid's lesson and some
activities. While I was there I had a soaked diaper, so I asked
an adult if I could leave to go get my mommy to change me. She
walked me to the church and got my mother to come back and change
me. After that, I returned and we had a snack. By this time
everyone was out of church and socializing in the lobby. I found
my mom and showed her what I made during arts and crafts. We then
left to come home. Tammy didn't go with us because she was at
home figuring out what she wanted to wear to her first day of
high school. When we got home Tammy was on the phone with her
friend Julie. They were coordinating their outfits for the first
day of school. I thought this seemed silly.
Mommy came into my room and helped me get my clothes ready for
the next day as well. "Honey, are you excited about being third
grade?" "Yes mommy I am. I can't wait to see all my friends again
at school and to learn new stuff." Mom smiled at me and then left
the room. About an hour later she came up and told me it was time
for bed. "Why isn't Tammy gonna get me ready for bed tonight
mommy?" "She is still busy getting some last minute things
together for tomorrow honey. She'll come in and kiss you
goodnight though, Ok?" I nodded. Mom helped me brush my teeth and
get my diaper changed and got me in my jammies and all tucked in.
A few minutes later Tammy came in and stood by the crib next to
me. "Hi baby girl. So are you all ready for your big day
tomorrow?" I nodded. "Aww. I am kinda nervous about high school,
but I will be ok, and so will you Tiffy." "I love you Tammy."
"Aww honey, I love you too!" She leaned down and kissed my
forehead and stood there looking at me for a while. "You are just
so cute and adorable. Now you sleep tight ok?" "otay me will."
Later on that night I awoke in the middle of the night. My diaper
wasn't soaked, just a little wet. I lay their for a while
thinking about school. I started worrying about my teacher, and
the kids at school and everything. I heard someone in the
bathroom then I saw Tammy walk past my door to go to her room.
"Tammy Tammy", I whispered. She just leaned back in the
doorway. "What is it Tiffy?" "Um I scared Tammy." She came into
the room and picked me up out of my crib and held me. "Oh baby
there is nothing to be afraid of. Shhh. Go to sleep little one."
I started to cry and was sobbing with my head on her shoulder.
"Oh baby, do you wanna come sleep with me tonight, hmm?" I looked
up at her and nodded. "Ok let's go then." She picked up my
blankie and my teddy bear from my crib and carried me and the
blanket and the bear into her room. She laid me on her bed,
wrapped me in the blanket, and gently placed the soft fluffy
teddy bear on me so I could hug him. She then closed her door and
crawled into bed with me. She reached out and held onto me, and
my bear. She softly talked to me until I was fast asleep.
The next morning we awoke early. Tammy nudged me to wake up.
"Come on baby your diapers are all squishy and wetie. Let's go
get you changed ok." She picked me up and carried me back over to
my room and laid me on the changing table and diapered and
dressed me for school. Then from their mommy took me and got me
some breakfast while Tammy was getting ready for school.
Tammy left while I was sitting on the floor watching TV. "Bye
Tiffy, have a good day ok?" "Ok Tam Tam, you too. Oh, and thank
you for being there for me last night when I was scared. I love
you. Bye!" "Bye!" she said as she closed the door behind her.
A few minutes later I got up and got my backpack. Mom kissed me
goodbye for the day. I walked down the street to the bus stop.
"Hi Tiffany!" Laura shouted when she saw me from a distance. I
quickly ran to where they were. "Hi Emily." I said as I set my
books down next to me while waiting for the bus. "So are you all
ready for third grade" Laura nodded her head and Emily said "Yep
I am!" I was so glad to be with my two best friends. Even though
I had seen them many times in the summer, it was good to go back
to school together. I felt better now that I was with them. I
wasn't nearly as worried as I had been the night before.
The bus arrived and we all got on and sat down in the back. This
was our usual seat. Usually the bad kids would sit at the back of
the bus, but since I usually had wet or poopy diapers, they all
steered clear of the back seats. So My friends and I had the back
to ourselves. That was fine by us. We got to school a while
later. We went to our new classroom and sat down for our first
class. Our third grade teacher introduced herself and we shared
about what we did all summer.
When my turn came I was a bit shy. "So Tiffany, what did you do
that was fun this summer?" the teacher asked. "Well, I went on
vacation and saw my family. I played with my cousins and went
swimming. I stayed at home I played with all my friends. And I
got to be a baby all summer too." "A baby How do you mean
Tiffany?", the teacher asked with a puzzled look on her face.
"Well, my mommy and daddy and my big sister, Tammy, let me be a
baby. That's why I wear diapers see." I lifted up my skirt to
show off my cute diapers. The kids laughed for a moment but most
of them knew about me already. "Well, that sounds very
interesting Tiffany. I'm sure you had allot of fun."
After everyone had introduced themselves and talked about how
their summer was the teacher assigned us our books. Then by this
time, it was recess! As I was sitting with my friends at morning
recess, my teacher asked to speak to me. I went over to a less
crowded area to talk to her. "I got the note from your mommy
about your diapers, so just remember if you need to get changed
just ask to go potty and go to the nurse's office to get changed
ok sweetheart?" "Ok." I started to walk back to where my friends
were when she called out "Tiffany" I turned toward her and paused
a moment. "You do remember me right? I came over to your house to
visit with your mommy and some friends one night a while back?"
Then I remembered that she was the teacher that had hugged me
when I had my diaper on and patted my crinkly bottom. "Yes, I
remember you now." "Well you sure are a cute little baby when
you're all dressed up in your jammies and diapers." I blushed and
said thanks. She just smiled at me as I went back to my friends
to play for the remainder of recess.
After recess we went back to class and went over the rules and
boring stuff like that. It seemed like forever until lunchtime.
Finally it came. I went to go get changed. As usual, my friends
saved me a seat so that when I got back from my diaper change, I
could sit with them. "hi." I said as I set my tray on the table
and sat down next to Emily and across from Laura and another
girl. "Hi what's your name?" I asked the new girl. "My name is
Stacey. What's yours?" "I'm Tiffany, and I guess you already met
Laura & Emily. "It's nice to meet you. Um Can I ask you a
question?" "Sure, go for it." "Why do you wear diapers?" I paused
for a moment thinking of what to say. "Well, I have always wanted
to be a baby, and I wear diapers at night because I wet the bed.
My mom found something I wrote n my diary towards the end of
school last year. It was about how I wished I could be a baby.
Well I was playing house with Emily & Laura one day and I got my
mom to put me in diapers. Then that night she just let me stay in
them and let me be a baby girl ever since." "Wow that's kinda
weird! But, if you like that, then I am happy for you." "Thanks.
I am glad you are cool with it." We finished eating lunch and
talking and then it was time to go back to class.
The afternoon classes went faster than I thought they would. I
guess it was because we were learning new stuff and it was very
interesting to me. Finally the bell rang and we left to go catch
our busses. We boarded the bus and took our seats. Just like
clockwork, I had a poopy diaper on the way home. But it was not
to bad of a mess. And we were almost to our bus stop. Some kids
giggled as Emily & Laura & I walked down the isle to exit the
bus. By this point we were used to the usual ridicule. We walked
down the street together and then stopped at my house and talked
in my front yard for a couple minutes.
"Girls, would you like to come in for a moment and have something
to drink?" My mother said as she stood out on the porch. "Yes
please!" we all said as we ran like a pack of horses up to the
porch and in the door to the kitchen. Mom served us all drinks
and came over to me and kissed me on the cheek and patted my
bottom. "Oh my, looks like little Tiffany has a poopoo diaper.
Come on baby, let's get you changed. We'll be right back girls."
Mom took me to my room and changed me and I came out in my baby
clothes and diaper. My drink was in a bottle instead of a cup
like the other girls. When my mom wasn't looking I unscrewed the
nipple and gulped it down. When she came back in the room she was
shocked. "My goodness darling, you must have been one thirsty
baby!" We all laughed and then Emily & Laura had to go home. I
was tired and mommy laid me down in my crib for a short little
nap before dinner.
Tammy came home while I was sleeping. This year her high school
was within walking distance, so she walked home after school
instead of catching a ride with daddy. She gently woke me for
dinner and asked me how my day was. During dinner Tammy and I
talked to mom and dad about how our day at school went. All Tammy
was talking about was how cute some boy was that sat in front of
her in history class. I still thought boys were yucky. Tammy
smiled at me. You wait, one day you'll change your mind Tiffy.
After dinner Tammy worked on a homework assignment. "How come you
got homework your first day, were you bad or something?" I asked
with a puzzled look. "No silly, when you get to high school they
expect you to do more work." "Me never wanna go high school
Tammy, me go to pre-school!" "Oh you silly baby hush up." She
said as she swatted my diapered bottom playfully. I tackled her
and tried to tickle her. She was to big for me and soon she had
me on the floor and tickled me. "I went tinkle sin my diaper!" I
shouted. She stopped tickling me. "Haha I made baby wet her
diaper I made baby wet her diaper" "No you didn't!" "Yes I did
you silly tinkle diaper baby!" She got up and ran and I tried to
chase her but I was waddling in my diapers and I couldn't keep
up. Then she snuck around behind me and picked me up and held me.
"I was just teasing you, you silly little baby." She kissed my
forehead and my cheek and then my nose and my chin. "Eww! Tammy,
that's yucky! Stop!" Just then mom came in. "What are you two up
to now?" "We are just playing mommy." I said as I smiled. "Well
ok but you two need to simmer down. It's close to Tiffany's
bedtime and we don't need her all wound up ok Tammy." "Yes Mom."
Tammy put me down and I watched TV in the living room while Tammy
finished her assignment.
"Tiffany It's time for bed honey." Mommy said as she got up off
the couch. "Let's go honey" "No mommy, I wanna watch TV!" "No,
It's a school night, you know you can't stay up late on school
nights. Now come on Tiffy, let's go." I reluctantly got up and
fallowed her into the bathroom. She brushed my teeth and then
took my to my room got my diapers changed and put me in my
jammies. She tucked me in. "I miss Tammy tucking me in." "oh
honey, you will have to get used to it. Now Tammy is in high
school and she will be busier. But she will come in and kiss you
goodnight. Ok sweetie?" "No. I don't like high school. It take my
Tam Tam away from me. I not like it at all mommy." I started to
cry. Tammy came in the room. "What's the matter Tiffany?" "She's
upset because you are busy with school stuff. I think she's
afraid that you wont take time to play with her and care for her
like you used to honey." "Oh Tiffany, that's not true. I always
have time for you. Mom, do you mind, I'll go ahead and tuck her
in for the night and you can go read the paper. I need to talk to
her. Is that ok?" "Oh sure Tammy, go ahead. Night Tiffany." She
said as she exited my room.
Tammy picked me up out of my crib and sat on a chair next to my
changing table and held me in her lap. "Now what's all this silly
talk about me not playing with you and taking care of you
anymore? You know better than that Tiffany. I love you. You're my
little baby sister. I will always take care of you. And don't you
forget it either ok. Now come on, cheer up. I am not going
anywhere. Ok?" "Ok." I said as I sniffled. "Aww baby, here let me
wipe away your tears." She wiped my tears from my cheeks with her
t-shirt. She held me there in her lap and let me lay my head on
her shoulder and she hummed quietly to me and patted my diapered
bottom and rocked me slowly side to side. I fell asleep in her
arms and she gently laid me in my crib. I never slept so good as
I did that night. Tammy put to rest all my fears of a new year at
school. She was always good at making me feel better. I hoped she
understood how much I loved her too.
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Tammy woke me up and was changing my diaper before I was fully aware of my surroundings. "Wake up sleepy head." I yawned and Tammy carried me to the kitchen and put me in my highchair. Tammy fed me some oatmeal and orange juice in my baby bottle. Mom said good morning to me and gave me a hug. Dad was home from work today. He had some extra vacation time and so he took off so He could work on a few things around the house.
After I was done eating I got my backpack and walked down the street to the bus stop. When I got their I saw Laura standing their. "Hi Laura. How are you? Where is Emily?" "I'm good. I don't know where she is." "Oh here she comes." "Hi Emily." I shouted. "Hi Laura, Hi Tiffany." We talked for a while and the bus came and we got on and took our seats.
"Hey you know what Tiffany?" "What Laura?" "Halloween is this Friday. What are you going to dress up as?" I thought for a second. "Oh, I know, I will dress up as a baby. I mean I will wear my diaper and plastic pants with nothing over it, I will wear my baby clothes, and have my bib on and my pacifier around my neck. I will even put my hair up in pig tails." "Hey that sounds so cute. Maybe all three of us can be babies for Halloween." "Yeah that'd be so cool!"
When we got to school we went to our class and sat down. Our teacher took attendance and then began teaching. We went to recess and then back to class. Before lunch our teacher talked to us about something special we were going to do this week. "As you all know, Friday is Halloween. I thought it would be nice if we had a Halloween party on Friday afternoon after recess. A lot of the other classes are going to have parties too. We will dress up in our Halloween costumes the whole day and I will even read a ghost story to the class after lunch before recess, and before the Halloween party. So how does this sound to you all?" The whole class was excited and we all agreed that'd be really fun!"
Soon it was lunch. Laura, and Emily and I all three had wet diapers and so we went to the nurse's office before going to lunch. When we got there Mrs. Peters was back. "Hi Mrs. Peters, we missed you a lot. I am glad you are better." "Well thank you Tiffany. I missed you all. What is this? There is a third person to be changed?" "Um yeah, this is my Friend Laura. She was sick for a few days and her mom let her be in diapers because it was easier for her to go in her diapers than to get up and go to the potty when she wasn't feeling well. Now she likes them and her mom said she could be in diapers along with Emily and I." "Well welcome aboard Laura!" "Thanks Mrs. Peters." So why don't you three come back here and I will change you. As usual we lined up, Laura, then Emily, then me. I don't know why I was always last. Probably because I was in diapers the longest, and Emily second longest, and Laura was new at it. Sometimes we'd line up depending on who had poopy diapers and who just had wet diapers. But anyway we got changed and went to lunch.
When we got to the cafeteria there was no line. So we went right through and got our food and found an empty table in the corner. After we were eating a while some kid threw a French fry at Laura. "Hey stop that!" "No you big baby, come over here and make me." "Just ignore him Laura, he's a jerk!" Just then a french-fry hit me in the back of the head. "Ok, I've had it. You people always make fun of me and my friends just because we are different. Well no body is perfect. Everyone has differences. So stop being such a jerk!" The boy got up and pushed me down and I fell on the floor. "Oh hell no you don't!" Emily yelled as she got up and threw her roll at the boy and then came up and hit him. "ALRGIGHT! That will be enough of that. Go to the office, and NOW!"
I was crying and Emily was really mad. They sent Laura down there too and the boy that started the fight. When we were in the principals office I kept crying. "So what happened here?" Laura spoke up. "We were sitting at our table and he threw a french-fry at me. I told him to stop. Then he threw one at Tiffany. Then tiffany got upset and yelled at him and his friends. Then the boy pushed her. She fell down and started crying and then Emily got up and threw a roll at him and punched him in the face." "Ok thank you Laura. You and Tiffany may go outside and wait for Emily. I need to have a talk with her." "Yes sir." We both left. I was still sobbing.
We sat in the secretary's office and Laura held me as I was sobbing and laying my head on her shoulder. She comforted me and I started to feel better. "That boy was mean. I hope Emily doesn't get in trouble for hitting him, because he started it first." "Yeah I know."
A few minutes later Emily came out of the office. She had tears coming down her face. "Come here Emily." I said as I walked up to her and gave her a hug and held her. Laura came to the side and put her arms around both of us. "Everything will be ok. Don't cry Emily." "So what happened?" "He told me that I have to stay after school today and write an apology to that boy." "No way! He started it." I said. Emily was still crying. "Ok look, let's just go back to class. It will be ok Emily. If your mommy asks what happened, we will tell her. Ok?" I hugged Emily and we both walked to class. By this time lunch was over.
At afternoon recess Emily was still mad. "Hey Emily, you know what?" "What Tiffany?" "You need to forgive him for getting you into trouble. Because that's what I learned in Sunday school. Jesus wants us to forgive our enemies and to do good to those that hurt us. I have forgiven him for being mean to me, and now you should let it go to. It will make you feel better, I promise." "Yeah, maybe you're right, but I'm still mad though." "I know, it's not easy, but you can do it." I gave her a hug. When we were on our way back to class Emily came over to him and said that she forgave him. "I didn't apologize you dork, go away." He said. "Well either way, I am not gonna get upset over someone like you. But just leave me and my friends alone. We don't bother you, so don't bother us ok?" "Yeah I guess so. Ok fine." "Thank you." "Yeah whatever."
"Well that didn't' really go as well as I hoped but at least I forgave him and it's not my problem anymore." "Yep, see, I told you." "Thanks Tiffany, for everything." "Aww, you are welcome." We finished our class work and went home. Emily stayed and went to the office. As Laura and I boarded the bus we both realized that our diapers were pretty soaked but it was to late to go for a change or we'd miss the bus.
So we sat down and as the bus started going, so did we! We both wet our diapers more and they felt so squishy. We kept checking our bottom's to see if it leaked. Laura was a little bit wet on her tushie. I told her I'd walk behind her when we got off the bus so no one could see. Finally we got off.
We walked to my house and Laura wet again and this time her diaper leaked and she got soaked. I did the same. Now we both stood there on the side of the road with soaked diapers and wet pants. We both said by and hurried home before anyone noticed us.
I came in the door and mom was on the couch. "My goodness, what happened to you?" "I peed my diaper so much that it leaked." "Well I see that. Why didn't you go to the nurses office and get changed?" "We had just got on the bus and it was to late to go back. Laura leaked too." "Oh my. Well come on then let's go get you changed into a dry dipee." "Otay mommy." "So how was your day?" "it was ok accept for lunch time. Some kid started a fight with us and Emily punched him in the mouth and had to stay after school. He deserved it too because he threw food at Laura and I. He pushed me and I fell on the floor too mommy." "Oh my goodness, what a terrible day, you poor baby. Come here let mommy cuddle with you and make it all better ok?" "Otay mommy, me like that.
I cuddled in her arms and she held me and rocked me to sleep and put me in my crib for a nice nap. Tammy came in and woke me before dinner. "Hey I heard about your day. I'm sorry you got picked on. How's Emily?" "I guess she's ok. She was mad at him and hit him. But I told her to forgive him like Jesus taught us to in the Bible." "Well good. I am glad. She needs a friend like you. I am glad you didn't hit him when he pushed you. That really made me proud, and also God too." "Aww thanks Tam Tam. I love you." "OH baby, I love you too." She gave me a kiss and a hug and then took me out to the living room and sat on the couch with me and waited for dinner to be ready.
Mom called us a few minutes later. Tammy put me in my highchair and we ate. It was so yummy! After a while I began to squirm around in my highchair. "I bet I know what you're doing." Tammy said while feeding me my peaches. I blushed and looked down at the tray. "Oh honey, are you gonna make poo in your diaper at the dinner table?" "Yes mommy." I leaned back and pushed on my tray with my hands and made faces as I pushed and finally loaded my diaper. "You're gonna have to sit in that messy diaper until after dinner because I'm not changing that or I'll lose my appetite." Tammy said. "Oh yucky, but ok I don't really mind. Sometimes me like to sit in it for a lil bit but not too long though ok?" "We'll be done soon honey." Mom said.
We had desert and then Tammy got me out of the highchair and took me to my room and took off the yucky diaper and wiped me and then carried me into the bathroom and sat me on the floor while she drew my bath water. Once it was just right I hopped in the tub. "Now there will be no splashing me this time you hear me?" I grinned at her. She gave me my bath and then dried me off and diapered me. She put me in my jammies and then went to finish some of her homework.
I called Emily to see how she was doing. Her mom answered and I explained everything that happened. Her mom was sort of upset with Emily but I told her that Emily defended me because that boy was pushing me and I fell on the floor." "Well I can understand that. I am not really mad, I just don't like to see Emily get into trouble." "I know." "Well anyway here is Emily, you can talk to her. She is doing ok now, but she was upset that she had to stay after school today." Her mom thanked me for talking to her and then handed the phone to Emily.
Emily and I talked and then mom told me I needed to get ready for bed. Tammy stopped working on her work for a while and got my teeth brushed and made sure I was dry and ready for bed. I told her that I needed a hug. She held me and rocked me a while and hummed softly to me and then put me in my crib. I fell right to sleep.
The next day went by very slowly because we were anticipating Halloween and the party at school and also the party that I was going to after school. Emily and Laura were excited too. After school that day we all met at my house and with my mom's help we got our costumes ready for school and for the party tomorrow. We ordered pizza and watched a movie too. When it got dark my mom piled us all in the car and took Laura and Emily to their houses. They each had their costume in a paper bag so they could get ready the next morning.
After dropping them off, we got home. Tammy gave me a bath and got me ready for bed. "You're going to have to get up a little earlier tomorrow so we can get you in your costume." I smiled and I could hardly wait. After Tammy tucked me in I couldn't fall asleep. She read me 2 stories and hummed to me. "Well I see you won't go to sleep so why don't you just come over to my room and lay in bed with me and watch TV for a little while. Then we can just fall asleep and I'll wake you up when I get up. That way you can get ready for your big day ok?"
So off we went to Tammy's room. I watched TV and fell asleep by 10 o'clock. The next morning I woke up and Tammy changed my diaper and mom came in to the room and they both got my costume on me. Then I had breakfast. Tammy left for school and I left early too. I went to Laura's house and she was ready early so we both went to Emily's house. We waited for her for a couple minutes while her mom was getting her costume on. "You girls will be the cutest in the whole school today." We smiled and thanked her.
Five minutes later we left and went to the bus stop. When the bus pulled up and we boarded, the kids laughed at us. "Wow Is this the pre-school stop or the elementary?" the bus driver said jokingly. We smiled. We took our seats. A lot of kids had costumes. Some were princesses, some were animals and different cartoon characters and so on. A lot of the girls commented on how cute we looked when we dressed as babies.
We got off the buss and as we were walking to our class many teachers and students gave us compliments on our outfits. Some kids made fun of us but it was Halloween so we got away with this. "Don't you wish we could dress like this all the time Tiffany?" "Yeah Laura, this is great!" Emily smiled and agreed with us. As class started the teacher was looking at all of us in our various costumes. "Wow you three girls really look cute!" our teacher said to us.
We had classes as normal, then recess and more classes then lunch time. Of course as usual we went to get our diapers changed. Laura did number two in her diaper as I was on the changing table and Emily was already changed and standing there. "Um Laura? You're going poo aren't you?" She blushed. Mrs. Peters overheard her and said, "Oh my goodness, I better get some more wipies for those poopoo dipees." We all giggled. Finally, we were all changed and went to lunch and ate.
After lunch our teacher read us some ghost stories and stuff. It was pretty neat. We even had the lights turned off and had some pumpkins lighting up the room. Later we went to recess and when we came back in the room was rearranged and we had all our desks put into a long table with a table cloth and candles and decorations. The teacher and some other people from the office got all the rooms ready for their different Halloween parties.
We all sat down and they gave us some candy and some cupcakes and we even had some prizes for different games we played. We had lots of punch and I wet my diaper several times as did Emily and Laura. The bell rang and we left and went to our bus. Again we forgot to go get changed and it was to late. This time we all three leaked even while on the bus. And since we were just in diapers and rubber pants you could see the yellow area where our pee was in the bottom of the diaper. As we got off the bus a lot of kids were like "Eww, your diapers are soaked and leaking!" We even had wet areas on our seat. We giggled and tinkled our diapers some more. By the time we got home, pee was running down our legs. We stopped at my house and my mom saw us. "OH my gosh! You girls are soaking dripping wet in your diapers! Come in here and Ill change you." She had us all three lay down at the entrance because it was tile and she didn't want us to leak on the carpet. It was cold laying on the tile. Tammy came over to us and took off our diapers and mom came back out with more and they diapered us again. "Wow you girls need to make sure you stop at the nurse's office before you come home when your diapers are already wet." "Yeah we will mom." "Thanks for changing us." Laura said. "Yeah thanks." Emily said. Emily and Laura left and I took a nap because I was going to go to a party after dinner. I fell right to sleep.
Tammy came in and got me up from my nap. We had dinner and Tammy put me in double diapers and my pink plastic pants. This way if I wet or messied in my diaper it wouldn't be as noticeable. I even carried a diaper bag with me in addition to my other baby stuff. Emily was going the same way. Laura was also in diapers but she didn't have a diaper bag. We said we'd share ours with her.
Mom dropped us off at the party. All the parents and kids thought we were so cute. We even one prizes for our costumes being original. We had a lot of fun hanging out and playing games. Towards the end of the party we all had our diapers pretty soaked. We went into a room off to the side and were playing spin the bottle. We made up a rule that if the bottle pointed to Laura, Emily or me, that that person would have to change our diaper, and then give us a kiss. It was so funny because this one boy that gave us a hard time the other day had to change Emily's soaking wet diaper. We all laughed at him and he was embarrassed. "I bet he'll never mess with us again." I whispered in Laura's ear. She nodded.
Finally we all went home. Emily's mom came to pick us all up and we went to get some ice cream and then went home. I had lots of candy and prizes from today. Tammy tucked me in for bed. I was so tired I didn't even want a bath. Since I was in double diapers I talked Tammy into letting me stay in my soaking wet diapers over night so I could enjoy them more.
She finally got me to go to sleep which was amazing because of all the sugar in my system. I woke back up in the middle of the night and had to go poo really bad. I held it a while and then totally messy din my diapers. I was tinkling a lot too from all the soda and punch I had the day before. My inner diaper was totally soaked through and my second diaper was beginning to swell up to. I felt the huge thick bulge of the diapers between my legs. Not to mention having my whole bottom loaded with mushy poo and soaked with my warm pee trapped in those thick diapers. For the first time that night I felt some sensations in my diapers that I never had felt before. My body was shaking. I moved my legs apart and then together. I finally went back to sleep.
By the time I woke up Saturday morning I couldn't even close my legs because the diapers were swelled up. I had poo all up my back and it came out of the diaper and onto my jammies. I felt all itchy and yucky. I smelted so terrible too. "Mommy! Help me! I got really gross diapers!"
Shortly after that mom came in. "Oh my, does it smell in here! YUCK! Honey you really loaded your diaper didn't you?" I was blushing. "What are you still doing in your diapers from last night?" "I wanted to keep both of them on." "They were already wet though before you went to bed." "I know but I liked it mommy and I wanted them to get thick and soaked over night."
She picked me up and saw that I had poop all over my back and my shirt and in the crib. "Oh my! Tammy!!!! Tammy!!! Come in here I need help. Your sister has a horrible mess in her diapers and in her crib!" Tammy came in the room and smelled the smell like mom did. "Eww! Tiffy, you are yucky. "You get the bedding off of her crib and I'm gonna take her outside and take off the diaper and take the hose all over her and then I will come in and you can bathe her while I treat these sheets to get the stains out." "Ok mom." Tammy was half asleep still but she went ahead and did as mom asked her to.
Mom held me away from her as she carried me to the back door. We went out behind the porch. She took the hose out. "Ok Tiffany, I want you to turn around as I soak you down and get you cleaned up. She turned the hose on and wet my shirt and put the hose down the front of my diaper. "mommy this is cold!" "I know honey, I'm sorry, but you are so messy."
Then mom sat the hose down and pulled off my shirt. Then she slid off my jammies and my rubber pants. She took the hose and squirted them off. "Ok honey now I want you to squat down over here in the flower bed." She then unpinned my loaded diapers and they fell to the ground. She sprayed my hiney with the hose. It felt weird being naked in the backyard getting sprayed with the hose. "Ok now lay down on your tummy on the grass honey." I laid down she took the hose all over from my back down to my legs making sure she washed away all the yucky poo. "Ok now turn over on your back and spread your legs. This is gonna feel weird but it'll get you clean." "Ok mommy." I rolled over and she took the hose and sprayed from my chest down to my tummy and then between my legs. I giggled because it tickled me a lot and I started to squirm around. "You're ticklish there aren't you honey?" mom said teasingly.
She had me stand up and she gave me a good soaking from head to toe. Tammy came out with a towel and dried me and wrapped me up and carried me inside to get re-diapered. Tammy then put new sheets on the crib while mom prepared to wash the messy ones. Tammy fed me breakfast and we watched cartoons together. "Honey, I think that was the yuckiest diaper you've ever had." I blushed. "Yeah it was. I sowwy." "It's ok. Not your fault. I mean when you gotta go, you gotta go. Right?" "Yeppers."
Tammy put me down for a nap. I slept great. She came in and changed my diaper. "Did you sleep well baby?" "Yes I did." "Very good. Well it's din din time." "Otay Tam Tam." We Sat down at the table and I was in my highchair. We had a yummy dinner and desert was yummy too.
After dinner I went to Emily's house. I talked to her about my day and she talked to me about hers also. I went home later and Tammy got me ready for bed. She tucked me in and we talked for a little bit. "Well you'd better get some sleep. We have church tomorrow." "Ok. Goodie. "Ok sweetie, now go to sleep." She gave me a kiss and left the room.
why are you treating me like this? i have feelings, you know.
i love my grandmother. she's a wise and beautiful woman with so much experience, so many stories to share. she was taco_snotting back before television, cars, or mexico had been invented.
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what about his websauce? what's it really made out of?
get in the oven, you dumb jew.
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Oral-anal lovemaking is popularly known as rimming. The very idea disgusts some people. Others enjoy performing it or allowing themselves to be probed in this special way.
2. Anal stimulation, including intercourse, is not painful if done properly.
The belief that anal stimulation, especially intercourse, has to hurt is a persistent and dangerous myth. Just as pain anywhere in the body indicates that something is wrong, so is the same true of the anal area. With its high concentration of nerve endings, the anus can produce extreme agony when it is mistreated. Yet it can be a source of great pleasure.
When a finger, object or penis is intorduced into the anus, the anal muscles go into spasm, as if fighting off an invasion. Pain will result if the partners do not wait for these muscles to relax. Under sufficient stress they will eventually collapse and the pain subside, unless further damage is done. But, any 'pleasure' afforded from this kind of activity derives mostly from the absence of discomfort.
Maximum anal pleasure requires the elimination of all pain or physical trauma from the anal experience. Self-protection on the part of the passive partner involves being ready to say "no" until he or she is ready to proceed. Readiness is a combination of physical relaxation, usually helped along by plenty of leisurely anal touching, and desire.
Occasionally the anal muscles are relaxes, but the passive partner is still not in the mood. Stimulation should mount only in proportion to the degree of receptivity.
3. Anal sex can be enjoyed even if it has been consistently uncomfortable in the past.
Sufficient desire alone does not necessarily guarantee pleasurable anal sex. Nor is an uncomfortable previous experience always the reason for a lack of interest in or desire for anal sex.
Chronic anal tension is the most common cause of anal discomfort during sex. Hemorrhoids and constipation are usually a sign of this condition. Tension can be relieved by touching the anus and becoming more familiar with it. An ideal time to explore the anal opening is while taking a shower or bath. Deep breathing also affects the anal muscles. Tensing the anus and the letting go in another way of learning to relax it. Anyone who enjoys masturbation might want to experiment with some form of anal stimulation, though he or she should stop if any discomfort occurs.
For many people the turning point in anal sex is when they allow a partner to massage the anus with the understanding that intercourse will not be attempted. Then the recipient of anal caresses can concentrate solely on the pleasure that this erogenous zone is capable of generating.
4. Two muscle rings called sphincters surround the anal opening. Each functions independently.
If you insert a finger about one half-inch into your anus and press your fingertip against the side, you can clearly feel the two sphincter muscles. There is less than a quarter-inch between them. The external sphincter is controlled by the central nervous system - just like the muscles of the hand, for example. You can readily tense and relax this sphincter whenever you want.
The internal sphincter is quite different. This muscle is controlled by the involuntary or autonomic part of the nervous system, which governs such functions as heartbeat and stress response.
The internal sphincter reflects and responds to fear and anxiety during anal sex. It will cause the anus to tense up automatically even if the passive partner is trying to relax. Thus, precautions about safety and comfort are essential here.
Even if a person does feel comfortable during anal sex, he or she may still need to learn voluntary control over his or her internal sphincter in order to relax it at will. Doing so requires regularly inserting a finger, perhaps in the shower each day, and feeling the internal sphincter. The muscle changes spontaneously and in response to behavior. In this instance, simply paying attention is more important than trying to relax. Anyone can gradually learn to control the internal sphincter at will.
5. Anal stimulation provides many kinds of pleasure
The highest concentration of nerve endings is around the anal opening itself. A finger can focus on them especailly effectively. When an object or penis is inserted beyond the anal opening into the rectum, other pleasures are involved. The outer protion of the rectum, like the vagina, has several nerve endings. The inner portion responds mostly to pressure.
Some people enjoy the feelings of pressure and fullness once they understand that these sensations do not presage an impending bowel movement. Rectal pressure is especially important to enthusiasts of "fisting," a form of anal sex in which several fingers or een the entire hand and forearm are inserted into the rectum and sometimes into the lower colon.
In men, the protate - which is just beyond the rectal wall, a few inches in, towards the front of the body - can be a source of pleasure when massaged by a finger, an object, or a penis. Also, the lower end of the penis, or "bulb," is near the anal opening opening. It is stimulated indirectly by most types of anal sex.
Anal pleasure can be psychological as well as physical. The anal taboo adds to the thrill of the forbidden. The most common anti-anal message (it's dirty!) sometimes returns as a source of raunchy, sleazy excitement. Rimming enthusiasts may enjoy the feeling that they are being disgustingly - and delightfully - perverse. Other people regard the anus as a secret, special place. Sharing it with a partner is an act of openness and giving.
6. Anal stimulation can lead to orgasm
A minority of men and women can respond orgasmically to anal sex without direct genital stimulation. Women probably do so through pelvic muscle contractions - and a small minority even though the sheer excitement of being anally penetrated. When men expereience an orgasm from anal stimulation, they tend to focus on the prostate. No doubt they are also responding to indirect stimulation of the penile bulb.
Orgasms from anal stimulation are most likely to occur when the participants become thoroughly absorbed in their sensations and fantasies. An lmost certain way to prevent such an orgasm is to be become determined to have one. Seeking an anal orgasm will create new pressures and disrupt the pleasure.
It must be remembered that most people require direct genital stimulation in order to climax. On the other hand, a few people have orgasms only with anal stimulation.
7. Diet contributes to the enjoyment of anal sex
Regular bowel movements are the major function of the anus and rectum. There must be sufficient fiber in a person's diet to make his or her feces soft, bulky and well formed. This allows a bowel movement to be produced without force or effort. Forced evacuations irritate anal tissues, causing discomfort and adding to muscular tensions. Fresh fruits, vegetables, whole grains or unprocessed bran are important sources of fiber.
8. Different rules of hygiene apply to the vagina and rectum
Since intercourse can be vaginal or rectal, many people assume the the same rules apply for the penetration of the vagina and rectum. Although both are lined with soft tissue and are capable of expanding, they are radically dissimilar.
The rectum is not straight. After the short anal canal which connects the anal opening to the rectum, the rectum tilts toward the front of the body. A few inches in, it curves back - sometimes as much as 90 degrees. Then, after a few more inches, it swoops toward the front of the body once again. A person can learn about the shape of his or her rectum by gently inserting a soft object, trying different angles and body positions and concentrating on how it feels. Make sure the object has a flared base so that if you loose your grip, it won't slip into the rectum and become irretrievable.
The rectum does not produce lubrication like the vagina but only a small amount of mucus. Therefore, rectal penetration always requires a lubricant. Chemical additives should be avoided. Water-based lubricants are latex-compatible.
The main function of the rectum is to act as a passageway for feces. But feces are not normally stored in the rectum except just prior to a bowel movement. Yet small amounts may remain in the rectum, expecially if the feces are not well formed. Anal douching before lovemaking will help some people especailly concerned with cleanliness to relax. For others the idea of dirtiness heightens the joy of the forbidden; for them, douching is anti-erotic.
9. Anal intercourse is not necessarily an act of dominance and submission.
The top-bottom imagery associated with anal intercourse is widespread. No doubt the belief that anal sex has to hurt contributes to this notion. And in fact some people are intensely excited by top-bottom fantasies about anal sex. The thought that they are submitting to such a degrading act is a terrific thrill. However, actual, not fantasized, anal pain can lead to trouble.
For others, the enjoyment of anal sex is inhibited by top-bottom imagery. The idea of surrendering control, and perhaps submitting to humiliation, causes immediate, protective tensing of the anal muscles. These individuals are more likely to relax and enjoy themselves if they can learn to regard anal sex as pleasurable rather than as an expression of power.
10. Anal sex can be perfectly safe, even beneficial.
The taboo against anal eroticism is perpetuated by the almost universal belief among physicians that anal sex is inevitably dangerous. No physical injury from anal stimulation results if both partners refuse to tolerate pain, never use force and avoid the use of drugs.
All the other risks center on sexually transmitted diseases. Each of the common STDs - gonorrhea, syphillis, herpes - can affect the anus. Intestinal parasites, bacteria or tiny bugs are usually passed along when fecal matter finds its way into someone's mouth or vagina, most likely through rimming.
AIDS has complicated the matter. The HIV virus can pass from the semen or blood of an infected person to the bloodstream of a partner through a tiny break in the rectal tissue during anal intercourse.
To avoid this risk, anal intercourse and rimming should not be practiced casually. Those who do enjoy anal intercourse should always use a condom. Rimming should always be accomplished by a latex barrier. Of course, in a monogamous realtionship with two healthy people, the risk of disease transmitted anally is reduced.
Thousands of men and women with chronic anal medical problems have restored their anal health by challenging their negative attitudes. This approach is indespensible for full erotic enjoyment of the anus.
There are many ways to enjoy the anus erotically. The most common techniques include touching the anal opening while masturbating or stimulating a partner's anus during intercourse or oral sex.
Some people enjoy the sensation of a finger - their own or a lover's - insinuated into their anal opening and gently rotated. Others may prefer the insertion of a dildo or vibrator beyond the anal opening and short anal canal into the larger rectum. Many men, including hetereosexuals, prefer this form of penetration.
Oral-anal lovemaking is popularly known as rimming. The very idea disgusts some people. Others enjoy performing it or allowing themselves to be probed in this special way.
2. Anal stimulation, including intercourse, is not painful if done properly.
The belief that anal stimulation, especially intercourse, has to hurt is a persistent and dangerous myth. Just as pain anywhere in the body indicates that something is wrong, so is the same true of the anal area. With its high concentration of nerve endings, the anus can produce extreme agony when it is mistreated. Yet it can be a source of great pleasure.
When a finger, object or penis is intorduced into the anus, the anal muscles go into spasm, as if fighting off an invasion. Pain will result if the partners do not wait for these muscles to relax. Under sufficient stress they will eventually collapse and the pain subside, unless further damage is done. But, any 'pleasure' afforded from this kind of activity derives mostly from the absence of discomfort.
Maximum anal pleasure requires the elimination of all pain or physical trauma from the anal experience. Self-protection on the part of the passive partner involves being ready to say "no" until he or she is ready to proceed. Readiness is a combination of physical relaxation, usually helped along by plenty of leisurely anal touching, and desire.
Occasionally the anal muscles are relaxes, but the passive partner is still not in the mood. Stimulation should mount only in proportion to the degree of receptivity.
3. Anal sex can be enjoyed even if it has been consistently uncomfortable in the past.
Sufficient desire alone does not necessarily guarantee pleasurable anal sex. Nor is an uncomfortable previous experience always the reason for a lack of interest in or desire for anal sex.
Chronic anal tension is the most common cause of anal discomfort during sex. Hemorrhoids and constipation are usually a sign of this condition. Tension can be relieved by touching the anus and becoming more familiar with it. An ideal time to explore the anal opening is while taking a shower or bath. Deep breathing also affects the anal muscles. Tensing the anus and the letting go in another way of learning to relax it. Anyone who enjoys masturbation might want to experiment with some form of anal stimulation, though he or she should stop if any discomfort occurs.
For many people the turning point in anal sex is when they allow a partner to massage the anus with the understanding that intercourse will not be attempted. Then the recipient of anal caresses can concentrate solely on the pleasure that this erogenous zone is capable of generating.
4. Two muscle rings called sphincters surround the anal opening. Each functions independently.
If you insert a finger about one half-inch into your anus and press your fingertip against the side, you can clearly feel the two sphincter muscles. There is less than a quarter-inch between them. The external sphincter is controlled by the central nervous system - just like the muscles of the hand, for example. You can readily tense and relax this sphincter whenever you want.
The internal sphincter is quite different. This muscle is controlled by the involuntary or autonomic part of the nervous system, which governs such functions as heartbeat and stress response.
The internal sphincter reflects and responds to fear and anxiety during anal sex. It will cause the anus to tense up automatically even if the passive partner is trying to relax. Thus, precautions about safety and comfort are essential here.
Even if a person does feel comfortable during anal sex, he or she may still need to learn voluntary control over his or her internal sphincter in order to relax it at will. Doing so requires regularly inserting a finger, perhaps in the shower each day, and feeling the internal sphincter. The muscle changes spontaneously and in response to behavior. In this instance, simply paying attention is more important than trying to relax. Anyone can gradually learn to control the internal sphincter at will.
5. Anal stimulation provides many kinds of pleasure
The highest concentration of nerve endings is around the anal opening itself. A finger can focus on them especailly effectively. When an object or penis is inserted beyond the anal opening into the rectum, other pleasures are involved. The outer protion of the rectum, like the vagina, has several nerve endings. The inner portion responds mostly to pressure.
Some people enjoy the feelings of pressure and fullness once they understand that these sensations do not presage an impending bowel movement. Rectal pressure is especially important to enthusiasts of "fisting," a form of anal sex in which several fingers or een the entire hand and forearm are inserted into the rectum and sometimes into the lower colon.
In men, the protate - which is just beyond the rectal wall, a few inches in, towards the front of the body - can be a source of pleasure when massaged by a finger, an object, or a penis. Also, the lower end of the penis, or "bulb," is near the anal opening opening. It is stimulated indirectly by most types of anal sex.
Anal pleasure can be psychological as well as physical. The anal taboo adds to the thrill of the forbidden. The most common anti-anal message (it's dirty!) sometimes returns as a source of raunchy, sleazy excitement. Rimming enthusiasts may enjoy the feeling that they are being disgustingly - and delightfully - perverse. Other people regard the anus as a secret, special place. Sharing it with a partner is an act of openness and giving.
6. Anal stimulation can lead to orgasm
A minority of men and women can respond orgasmically to anal sex without direct genital stimulation. Women probably do so through pelvic muscle contractions - and a small minority even though the sheer excitement of being anally penetrated. When men expereience an orgasm from anal stimulation, they tend to focus on the prostate. No doubt they are also responding to indirect stimulation of the penile bulb.
Orgasms from anal stimulation are most likely to occur when the participants become thoroughly absorbed in their sensations and fantasies. An lmost certain way to prevent such an orgasm is to be become determined to have one. Seeking an anal orgasm will create new pressures and disrupt the pleasure.
It must be remembered that most people require direct genital stimulation in order to climax. On the other hand, a few people have orgasms only with anal stimulation.
7. Diet contributes to the enjoyment of anal sex
Regular bowel movements are the major function of the anus and rectum. There must be sufficient fiber in a person's diet to make his or her feces soft, bulky and well formed. This allows a bowel movement to be produced without force or effort. Forced evacuations irritate anal tissues, causing discomfort and adding to muscular tensions. Fresh fruits, vegetables, whole grains or unprocessed bran are important sources of fiber.
8. Different rules of hygiene apply to the vagina and rectum
Since intercourse can be vaginal or rectal, many people assume the the same rules apply for the penetration of the vagina and rectum. Although both are lined with soft tissue and are capable of expanding, they are radically dissimilar.
The rectum is not straight. After the short anal canal which connects the anal opening to the rectum, the rectum tilts toward the front of the body. A few inches in, it curves back - sometimes as much as 90 degrees. Then, after a few more inches, it swoops toward the front of the body once again. A person can learn about the shape of his or her rectum by gently inserting a soft object, trying different angles and body positions and concentrating on how it feels. Make sure the object has a flared base so that if you loose your grip, it won't slip into the rectum and become irretrievable.
The rectum does not produce lubrication like the vagina but only a small amount of mucus. Therefore, rectal penetration always requires a lubricant. Chemical additives should be avoided. Water-based lubricants are latex-compatible.
The main function of the rectum is to act as a passageway for feces. But feces are not normally stored in the rectum except just prior to a bowel movement. Yet small amounts may remain in the rectum, expecially if the feces are not well formed. Anal douching before lovemaking will help some people especailly concerned with cleanliness to relax. For others the idea of dirtiness heightens the joy of the forbidden; for them, douching is anti-erotic.
9. Anal intercourse is not necessarily an act of dominance and submission.
The top-bottom imagery associated with anal intercourse is widespread. No doubt the belief that anal sex has to hurt contributes to this notion. And in fact some people are intensely excited by top-bottom fantasies about anal sex. The thought that they are submitting to such a degrading act is a terrific thrill. However, actual, not fantasized, anal pain can lead to trouble.
For others, the enjoyment of anal sex is inhibited by top-bottom imagery. The idea of surrendering control, and perhaps submitting to humiliation, causes immediate, protective tensing of the anal muscles. These individuals are more likely to relax and enjoy themselves if they can learn to regard anal sex as pleasurable rather than as an expression of power.
10. Anal sex can be perfectly safe, even beneficial.
The taboo against anal eroticism is perpetuated by the almost universal belief among physicians that anal sex is inevitably dangerous. No physical injury from anal stimulation results if both partners refuse to tolerate pain, never use force and avoid the use of drugs.
All the other risks center on sexually transmitted diseases. Each of the common STDs - gonorrhea, syphillis, herpes - can affect the anus. Intestinal parasites, bacteria or tiny bugs are usually passed along when fecal matter finds its way into someone's mouth or vagina, most likely through rimming.
AIDS has complicated the matter. The HIV virus can pass from the semen or blood of an infected person to the bloodstream of a partner through a tiny break in the rectal tissue during anal intercourse.
To avoid this risk, anal intercourse and rimming should not be practiced casually. Those who do enjoy anal intercourse should always use a condom. Rimming should always be accomplished by a latex barrier. Of course, in a monogamous realtionship with two healthy people, the risk of disease transmitted anally is reduced.
Thousands of men and women with chronic anal medical problems have restored their anal health by challenging their negative attitudes. This approach is indespensible for full erotic enjoyment of the anus.
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Mom woke me up and changed my diaper and helped me get ready for school. After breakfast I got my backpack and left the house to go to the bus stop. I met up with Emily and she asked if I'd heard from Laura. "Yeah I went to Laura's house last night and she's doing better but she won't come back to school until Tuesday." "Oh ok, lucky her! I'll miss her though." "Yeah I will too." The bus came and we boarded and took our seats. We talked for a while on the way to school.
We went to our classroom and took our seats. The teacher was late but when she got there we began to do our work. We went to recess and Emily went to get her diaper changed but I didn't need to yet so I didn't. We went back to class and then to lunch and back for afternoon classes again. It was just a typical Monday at school. I had to go number two in the middle of the last part of the afternoon classes so I asked if I could go to the bathroom and then went to go see Mrs. Peters.
I got in the door and looked around. I called for Mrs. Peters. Another lady came out to the main area. "Oh Hi, Mrs. Peters left at lunch time, she was sick. I'm here to fill in for her. So what can I do for you?" "Um, I, I, need, to be changed. I need my diaper changed." "Oh, ok, you must be Tiffany. Mrs. Peters told me about you and another girl, Emily?" "Yeah, that's my best friend." "Oh ok, well come on back there with me Tiffany and we'll get that diaper changed for you ok?" I followed her to the back where I usually got changed.
I was up on the table and she slid off my shorts and slid down my rubber pants. "Oh my goodness, you went poopoo in your diapers? I thought you just went tinkle in them. But don't worry I have a baby at home, so I can handle wiping poopy off of lil babies fannies." I giggled and she smiled at me and cleaned me up and re-diapered me. When she was done she picked me up off the table and patted my bottom. "Ok little girl, there you go. I will probably be in tomorrow also.
I thanked her again and then went back to class. Soon after that, the bell rang and we got on the bus and went home. We got off the bus and walked to my house. Emily and I saw that Kimmie and Tammy were talking in the driveway. Then we saw Tammy go around the corner but Kimmie stood there and said hi. He said hi and then we noticed something strange. She was wetting in her pants! "Kimmie, are you peeing your pants?" Kimmie blushed. Just then Tammy came back around and pulled the water hose out of the back of Kimmie's pants. Then Kimmie laughed and so did Tammy. Then Tammy took the hose and went back around the corner. We went inside and put our books down in the living room and came back out to go sit on the swings and talk for a while before Emily had to go home.
As we walked back outside Tammy had the hose on all the way and was soaking Kimmie from head to toe. Emily and I laughed. Then Kimmie got the hose and started to squirt Tammy in her pants with it. "Hey that's not funny." She said and Kimmie just laughed and hosed her down. Now they were both soaking wet from head to toe. I ran up to them. "Me wanna get wet too, wet me! Wet ME!" I said as I danced around. SO Tammy took the hose from Kimmie and started to squirt my clothes then she came up and grabbed me and put the hose down the back of my diaper and my diaper began to swell up and leak down the rest of my clothes. Then she pulled it out and swatted my soaking wet water balloon diaper. She sprayed my hair and down my back and everywhere. Emily was standing to the side and looking at us.
"You want some to Emily?" Tammy smiled with an evil look in her eye. Emily blushed and then stepped forward. Tammy took the hose and squirted her all over her clothes too. She spun around and got soaking wet from head to toe. "Hey Tammy, can you soak my diaper like you did Tiffany's?" "Sure, turn around and I'll get your diapers soaked." Emily turned around and Tammy put the hose down the back of her diapers and let her diaper fill up until it leaked out the bottom. She also swatted Emily's diaper and it sloshed around like a water balloon on her. "WOW that feels good. Emily and I plopped down on our lil tushies in the grass and our diapers just gushed with water.
Mom came out of the house. "What is all this, you all are soaking wet!" We all laughed and I showed off my water filled diaper. "Oh my goodness, I didn't know diapers could hold all that. Just as mom turned from me to go back in the house Tammy sprayed her tushie and all up her back. Then mom spun around in protest and got her front soaked as well. Then mom grabbed the hose from Tammy and finished soaking herself and then turned it on Tammy and Kimmie and Emily and I some more.
We then turned it off and we went in the garage and closed the door and took off our clothes and Emily and I took our diapers off. We all walked naked into the house and mom gave us towels and we all dried off. Tammy and Kimmie went to Tammy's room to get some dry clothes. And Mom put Emily and I in some of my diapers and clothes. Then she went and got dressed. Mom called Emily's mom to let her know where she was and if she could stay for dinner. Her mom said yes. So We ate and then the clothes were dry and we all changed back. It was a really fun time. Emily and Kimmie had to go home and I had to get ready for bed. After Mom gave me my bath and diapered me, I told her how much fun I had playing in the water today. She smiled and said she had fun too.
Tammy came in a little later to kiss me good night. I asked her how come they decided to wet each other today. "Well um, actually, because on the way home from school Kimmie had an accident and wet her pants. So we decided to get wet in the hose to cover it up. I peed my pants too after I was wet, but no one noticed." Tammy blushed. I smiled at her. "I think that's funny. But I don't have to worry about going pee, because I go in my diapers." "Yep you sure do, and what a cute lil baby you are. Now go to sleep little one and I'll see you in the morning. I love you." "I love you to Tammy."
I woke up early on Tuesday and As I saw Tammy walk by my room I said hi. She turned and came into my room. "You're up early today aren't you?" "Yeah." "Do you want me to change you and get you ready for school?" "Yeppers me ready to get up." She picked me up out of my crib and laid me on my changing table and unfastened my diaper pins and wiped and powdered me. She put on a disposable diaper for school and then she got me dressed in jeans and a t-shirt. The weather was a bit chilly out since it was the middle of October.
I went to the kitchen. "Wow you got up early didn't you?" "Yep I did mommy." I gave mom a hug and I ate my breakfast in my highchair. Tammy went to her room to finish getting ready for school I stayed in my highchair until mom got me out. I watched cartoons for a while.
Mom came into the living room. "Hey hone, since you are up early, why don't you go down to Laura's house and walk with her to the bus stop." "Yeah that'd be nice. Oh no!" "What honey, what's the matter?" I forgot that I told Laura I would come see her after school yesterday. And I got side tracked and when we had our little water hose fight yesterday I forgot to go see her." "Oh honey she won't be mad at you. She's your friend she knows that you love her because you have gone to see her a lot while she was sick." "Yeah you're right mommy."
I got my backpack and hugged mom and went out the door. I walked down to Laura's house. I rang her doorbell. Her mother answered. "Oh Hi Tiffany, wow you're ready for school early. Laura is just now finishing breakfast, come on in." I came in and sat my backpack on the floor by the door. "Hi Tiffany." Laura said from the kitchen. I came in and sat across from her at the table. "Hi. I'm sorry I didn't come see you last night." "Oh it's ok, I was watching a movie on TV anyway and I went to bed early." "Oh, ok." I then began to tell her what happened with Emily and I and Tammy and her friend Kimmie. Laura thought that was funny.
As Laura got up to put her cereal bowl in the sink and rinse out her glass of orange juice I noticed that she walked a little different and that she crinkled. I knew what this meant. "Laura, um, are you gonna wear diapers to school now?" "Oh yeah, I forgot to tell you. I talked to my mom and told her how much I liked them when I was sick and that I wanted to wear them like you and Emily. At first she wouldn't let me. But I begged and gave her my look that no one can resist." We both laughed. Her mom called from the living room and told us that we should get going to go catch the bus.
Laura's mom hugged her and as we were leaving she said "Laura, don't forget to bring the bag of diapers to the nurse's office and give your note to the teacher ok." "Ok mom, I wont forget." We walked down the street and Emily was already at the bus stop. "Hey Laura, I'm so glad you are feeling better." Emily gave Laura a hug. Laura smiled. "Hey guess what Emily?" "What Laura?" "I wear diapers now too!" "no way, are you serious? Your mommy let you? WOW that is cool!" "Yeah it is, and I love them to death." "I knew you would." I said as we all laughed. Just then the bus came and we got on.
When we all sat in our seat we were all three in diapers. "Wow, this is so neat!" Emily said. "Yeah it is." We talked for a while and then the bus came to a stop. We looked out of the window. "Hey we're not at school? Why is the bus stopped?" some kids were asking. The bus driver announced that the bus had broken down and we were 10 minutes from school and it would be about 40 minutes before another empty bus would come back and take us to school.
Everyone was glad that we could just hang out here and not have to go to school. We all sat on the bus and talked. A while later one girl said. "I have to go pee." And another boy said he had to go also. The bus driver told us to hold it and we would be back soon. Emily, Laura, and I smiled at each other. "Hey we don't have to worry, because we can go potty in our diapers." "Yep" we all giggled.
After a few minutes I wet my diaper and Laura stood up and was still for a moment and you could tell she was going pee in her diapers too. A few minutes later Emily tinkled in her diapers as well. The bus driver noticed what we were doing. "You girls are lucky to have diapers. The kids already knew so it wasn't a big secret anymore.
One girl came back to us. "Hey, I have to pee so bad, and I can't hold it. I don't wanna wet my pants because everyone will make fun of me. Um, can I, like can I, m can you, um, I mean, do you have any extra, diapers?" Laura nodded. "Yeah my mommy sent a few extra with me. I'll give you one." She handed it to the girl. She looked at it. "I, don't know, um, how to put it on." "There's an empty seat next to us, why don't you lay down, and Emily will put it on you. And Laura and I will make sure no one can see you ok?" She nodded shyly.
Emily lifted up her skirt and pulled down her panties. The girl was blushing and tears came rolling down her cheeks. "hey, it's ok, we know what you're going through, we wont make fun of you, it's gonna be ok in a minute, just hang in there." Laura said to her to calm her down. Emily got the diaper on her and pulled her panties up over it and let her skirt back down. The girl was checking herself out. "Um can I go now?" Yeah just stand their and wet. The diaper will hold it all so don't worry, just go like your doing it in the potty ok?" She nodded. She stood still and after a moment you could see a look of relief on her face. "oh my goodness. This feels good." We smiled at her. "Do you feel better now that you went potty?" "Oh yeah, and its warm and squishy. Now I know why you girls like your diapers so much." "Maybe you should ask your mom if you can wear them too." "Oh no, that wouldn't go over very well at all. When I get to school, I'm gonna ditch this diaper in the trash in the girls room." "Well ok then."
The girl went and sat down and I could tell she was embarrassed about having the diaper on and having wet it but I knew she liked it too. Finally the other bus came and we got on it. As we were boarding I saw one boy had wet in his pants. "Hey, you could have used one of my diapers." Laura said to the boy." "No thanks, I'm not a baby like you." "Well look who has wet pants? I mean, if you wore a diaper you would be dry right now." "I don't care, go away baby!" "Ok whatever." Laura just walked back and we sat down with Emily and I.
We finally got to school. The boy went to the office to get dry pants. Emily Laura and I went to class. But our diapers got wet during class too so on the first recess all three of us went to the nurses office. Laura had already gave the note to her teacher and now she just did like us, asked to go potty and then went to the nurses office.
We walked into the nurse's office. Mrs. Peters was still out sick. But that other nice lady was there. "Wow, now I have three girls to change?" We all nodded. "Well get in line then and I'll change you one by one." We all lined up. Laura first, Emily second and me third.
When we were done we walked back outside and soon after that recess was over. We got back to class and the rest of the day went by uneventful. We boarded the bus and went home with no troubles this time. The girl that had borrowed Laura's diaper thanked her again. Some kids teased her for wearing it, but she came back at them saying "Well at least I kept my pants dry unlike some boy on my bus." On my way home I had to go number two as usual and I loaded my diaper while standing in my driveway talking to Laura. Emily kept going because she needed to get home and be changed. She was already loaded with poo in her diapers. Laura only had wet. Finally Laura went home and I went inside. Mom changed my poopy diaper and put me down for a nap.
Tammy woke me up and put me in my highchair for dinner. After dinner Tammy had homework. I had a little bit and finished it. Then I talked to Laura and Emily on 3-way until mom came in to get me my bath. Then soon after my bath I went to bed. Tammy came in to tuck me in. "Well did you have a nice day?" "Yeppers me did." "That's good. Let's say our prayers and thank the Lord for a great day ok." "Otay, we pray now." Tammy held my hand as we prayed. Then she read me another short story out of a Children's Bible Book. Then I fell asleep. The last thing I remember is her kissing my forehead and walking to the door and turning out the light. After that I was asleep. I dreamed about silly muffins with arms and legs and there was this mean person that kept eating them. And I was hiding muffin people in my closet. And the muffin eaters came in and since they couldn't find any muffins they tried to eat me. But Tammy came in and saved me.
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"Tiffany, honey, sweetiepie, hello? Wake up baby girl." Tammy said as she was nudging me to wake up. As I opened m y eyes I saw her smiling down at me in my crib. I stretched and yawned and then relaxed a minute and tinkled a lil bit in my diaper. "Hi Tam Tam" "Good morning Tiffy. Did you sleep well?" I nodded my head. Tammy picked me up and laid me on the changing table and took off my jammies and my rubber pants. She then unpinned my diaper and wiped & powdered me. She then put me in a disposable diaper and put my church clothes on me. I was wearing a pretty yellow dress with little white flowers as a trim around the border.
I sat in my highchair as Tammy fed me my breakfast. I started to squirm around in my highchair and make faces. "Honey, are you doing what I think you are doing?" Tammy asked. I blushed and nodded. "ok then let me take you out of your highchair and lay you on the couch and let you go poo. She picked me up and laid me on the couch. Mom walked into the living room after getting dressed for church. "What are you doing laying on the couch silly, did you eat? "Yeah mom, I just fed her, but she's doing number two in her diaper, that I JUST put on her 10 minutes ago." "I sowwy Tammy, I didn't know I had to go. "Oh Tiffy, its ok. It's not your fault. Just finish so I can change you again. Mom went and got her breakfast. She came back and I was still laying there. "Honey are you still making poo in your diapers?" I nodded. "Gosh she's taking a while to go this time." Tammy said from the kitchen. Finally Tammy finished eating her breakfast and came in to the living room. "Ok little didee pooper, are you done making poopers in your baby pants?" I giggled and blushed at her. "Come on let's go change your dipees and wipe that yucky poo hiney ok?" She carried me to my changing table and proceeded to change me.
A few minutes after that, we got in the car and went to church. Tammy and I sat in the backseat and mom and dad were up front. We pulled into the parking lot. As I was walking with Tammy I saw Emily and her mom. "Hi Tiffany." She yelled from across the courtyard. I smiled and we met up and went to our Sunday school class. Tammy went over to the teen class and mom and dad went to the adult class.
We had a great lesson and got to do some drawing. I drew a picture for Laura. She still wasn't feeling to well. I was sad to see her sick for so long. When they asked if any of us had a prayer request I asked the class to pray for Laura to get better. We did that and then left ot go into the sanctuary for the morning service.
We sat down and the service started and we sang songs and the preacher preached a great sermon. Tammy stood up again and gave her testimony about what Jesus had done for her on Wednesday evening's service. A few others testified as well.
We left the sanctuary and a lot of people were talking outside the church and Emily & my parents and us kids were gonna go out to lunch together. I always liked going to lunch on Sunday because we always ate really good food.
I wet my diaper a lot and so I needed to be changed during lunch. So did Emily. Tammy took us to the bathroom to change our diapers. "Who wants to go first?" I looked at Emily and she told me to go first because she had ot finish something in her dipees. So Tammy changed me and we waited while Emily loaded her diaper. She didn't do a lot and it was a quick change and then Tammy washed her hands and we all went back out and finished eating.
On the way home from the restaurant I got sleepy. Tammy was tired to. When we got home Tammy went potty and then came into my room. "Hey Tiffany, you wanna take a nap with me?" "Yeah, I am tired." "Ok let's go then. Get your bear and come to my room." No, I want my big pink bunny." "He's too big to fit in my bed with both of us silly." "But I want my pink bunny." "Oh ok bring bunny with you then.
When I walked into her room she was putting on shorts instead of her dress. Mom had already undressed me and put me in casual clothes earlier. I was carrying my enormous pink bunny rabbit with me. "Help Mr. Bunny get in bed Tam Tam." I tried to lift him onto the bed but he was so big and bulky that I fell on my tushie. "Aww. I got Mr. Bunny so come up here and cuddle up with me ok little one. "Otay." I crawled up on the bed and got under the covers. Tammy was to my back with her arms around me holding me. My head laid back on her chest and she could lay her chin right on top of my head. "Hey your chin is bony." "Oh Sorry lil baby." She patted my head softly."
I wet my diaper and squirmed a bit. Tammy noticed and she put her hand on my diaper and fixed it cuz it was sort of bunched up and to the one side. "Thank you Tam Tam." "You welcome lil baby, no go nite nite for me ok sweetiepie." "Otay me will." I well asleep and we both slept great. All snuggled up in Tammy's bed with that big soft pink bunny rabbit. I felt like the meat in a sandwich; I had Tammy behind me, and I was holding the bunny in front of me.
Mom came in and woke us up for dinner and we had some leftovers. After I ate I asked If I could go over to Laura's house and take the drawing that I made in Sunday school. Mom told me I could but I had to be back before dark. Tammy changed my squishy wet diaper and put me in a nice thick cloth one with my rubber pants and a short skirt. This way I would not have to be changed until I got home.
I walked down the sidewalk over to Laura's house. I rang the doorbell. "Hi Tiffany, how are you?" "I am doing good. Is Laura feeling better yet? "Yes, she is getting better, but I will keep her home from school tomorrow to make sure she is all back to health again." "Oh, well, I will miss her." "Aww you and Emily are so sweet. I am glad that you two are her friends. Why don't you come on in, she's in her room." I walked into the house and down the hall to Laura's room.
"Hi Laura." "Oh Hi Tiffany!" We both hugged each other. "I heard you are getting better." "Yep I am. But I not coming to school tomorrow." "Yeah, I know, your mommy told me that." "I've been really bored lately. I also been sort of sad. But when you and Emily brought me the cards you made for me that really cheered me up." "Good, I am glad. Anyway, um, I have something for you now too. Here you go." I handed her the drawing I had made in Sunday school. "Wow Tiffany, that is so neat. Thanks. She hugged me again. The picture was of Jesus kneeling at Laura's bedside and holding her hand. It also had angels in the background hovering above her.
We sat and talked a while and then Laura had to get her diaper changed. After that we both had ice cream. I noticed it was getting dark. "I have to go home because mom wanted me to come home before dark." "Ok, I will see you Tuesday then." "Well, maybe sooner. Emily and I will come see you after school tomorrow, ok?" "Yeah, that'll be great. Thank you so much." Laura walked me to the door and said goodnight to me. I walked home and Mom asked if I had a good visit with Laura. I told her yes and we talked a few minutes then mom took me to get my bath. Tammy was busy working on something for school that was due the next day.
Once I was bathed and diapered and put in my jammies, I gave mom and dad a hug and kiss goodnight. Then I went to Tammy's room and told her I was ready for bed. Since Tammy was busy more often with school stuff she couldn't always get me ready for bed, so when mom gave me a bath or got me ready, then Tammy would make sure she got to tuck me in. That way I felt better. Tammy and I said our prayers together and we thanked God that Laura was feeling better and thanked him for the good day we had at church. Tammy then read me a story and I dozed off to sleep with my soft pink bunny.
"Tiffany, honey, sweetiepie, hello? Wake up baby girl." Tammy said as she was nudging me to wake up. As I opened m y eyes I saw her smiling down at me in my crib. I stretched and yawned and then relaxed a minute and tinkled a lil bit in my diaper. "Hi Tam Tam" "Good morning Tiffy. Did you sleep well?" I nodded my head. Tammy picked me up and laid me on the changing table and took off my jammies and my rubber pants. She then unpinned my diaper and wiped & powdered me. She then put me in a disposable diaper and put my church clothes on me. I was wearing a pretty yellow dress with little white flowers as a trim around the border.
I sat in my highchair as Tammy fed me my breakfast. I started to squirm around in my highchair and make faces. "Honey, are you doing what I think you are doing?" Tammy asked. I blushed and nodded. "ok then let me take you out of your highchair and lay you on the couch and let you go poo. She picked me up and laid me on the couch. Mom walked into the living room after getting dressed for church. "What are you doing laying on the couch silly, did you eat? "Yeah mom, I just fed her, but she's doing number two in her diaper, that I JUST put on her 10 minutes ago." "I sowwy Tammy, I didn't know I had to go. "Oh Tiffy, its ok. It's not your fault. Just finish so I can change you again. Mom went and got her breakfast. She came back and I was still laying there. "Honey are you still making poo in your diapers?" I nodded. "Gosh she's taking a while to go this time." Tammy said from the kitchen. Finally Tammy finished eating her breakfast and came in to the living room. "Ok little didee pooper, are you done making poopers in your baby pants?" I giggled and blushed at her. "Come on let's go change your dipees and wipe that yucky poo hiney ok?" She carried me to my changing table and proceeded to change me.
A few minutes after that, we got in the car and went to church. Tammy and I sat in the backseat and mom and dad were up front. We pulled into the parking lot. As I was walking with Tammy I saw Emily and her mom. "Hi Tiffany." She yelled from across the courtyard. I smiled and we met up and went to our Sunday school class. Tammy went over to the teen class and mom and dad went to the adult class.
We had a great lesson and got to do some drawing. I drew a picture for Laura. She still wasn't feeling to well. I was sad to see her sick for so long. When they asked if any of us had a prayer request I asked the class to pray for Laura to get better. We did that and then left ot go into the sanctuary for the morning service.
We sat down and the service started and we sang songs and the preacher preached a great sermon. Tammy stood up again and gave her testimony about what Jesus had done for her on Wednesday evening's service. A few others testified as well.
We left the sanctuary and a lot of people were talking outside the church and Emily & my parents and us kids were gonna go out to lunch together. I always liked going to lunch on Sunday because we always ate really good food.
I wet my diaper a lot and so I needed to be changed during lunch. So did Emily. Tammy took us to the bathroom to change our diapers. "Who wants to go first?" I looked at Emily and she told me to go first because she had ot finish something in her dipees. So Tammy changed me and we waited while Emily loaded her diaper. She didn't do a lot and it was a quick change and then Tammy washed her hands and we all went back out and finished eating.
On the way home from the restaurant I got sleepy. Tammy was tired to. When we got home Tammy went potty and then came into my room. "Hey Tiffany, you wanna take a nap with me?" "Yeah, I am tired." "Ok let's go then. Get your bear and come to my room." No, I want my big pink bunny." "He's too big to fit in my bed with both of us silly." "But I want my pink bunny." "Oh ok bring bunny with you then.
When I walked into her room she was putting on shorts instead of her dress. Mom had already undressed me and put me in casual clothes earlier. I was carrying my enormous pink bunny rabbit with me. "Help Mr. Bunny get in bed Tam Tam." I tried to lift him onto the bed but he was so big and bulky that I fell on my tushie. "Aww. I got Mr. Bunny so come up here and cuddle up with me ok little one. "Otay." I crawled up on the bed and got under the covers. Tammy was to my back with her arms around me holding me. My head laid back on her chest and she could lay her chin right on top of my head. "Hey your chin is bony." "Oh Sorry lil baby." She patted my head softly."
I wet my diaper and squirmed a bit. Tammy noticed and she put her hand on my diaper and fixed it cuz it was sort of bunched up and to the one side. "Thank you Tam Tam." "You welcome lil baby, no go nite nite for me ok sweetiepie." "Otay me will." I well asleep and we both slept great. All snuggled up in Tammy's bed with that big soft pink bunny rabbit. I felt like the meat in a sandwich; I had Tammy behind me, and I was holding the bunny in front of me.
Mom came in and woke us up for dinner and we had some leftovers. After I ate I asked If I could go over to Laura's house and take the drawing that I made in Sunday school. Mom told me I could but I had to be back before dark. Tammy changed my squishy wet diaper and put me in a nice thick cloth one with my rubber pants and a short skirt. This way I would not have to be changed until I got home.
I walked down the sidewalk over to Laura's house. I rang the doorbell. "Hi Tiffany, how are you?" "I am doing good. Is Laura feeling better yet? "Yes, she is getting better, but I will keep her home from school tomorrow to make sure she is all back to health again." "Oh, well, I will miss her." "Aww you and Emily are so sweet. I am glad that you two are her friends. Why don't you come on in, she's in her room." I walked into the house and down the hall to Laura's room.
"Hi Laura." "Oh Hi Tiffany!" We both hugged each other. "I heard you are getting better." "Yep I am. But I not coming to school tomorrow." "Yeah, I know, your mommy told me that." "I've been really bored lately. I also been sort of sad. But when you and Emily brought me the cards you made for me that really cheered me up." "Good, I am glad. Anyway, um, I have something for you now too. Here you go." I handed her the drawing I had made in Sunday school. "Wow Tiffany, that is so neat. Thanks. She hugged me again. The picture was of Jesus kneeling at Laura's bedside and holding her hand. It also had angels in the background hovering above her.
We sat and talked a while and then Laura had to get her diaper changed. After that we both had ice cream. I noticed it was getting dark. "I have to go home because mom wanted me to come home before dark." "Ok, I will see you Tuesday then." "Well, maybe sooner. Emily and I will come see you after school tomorrow, ok?" "Yeah, that'll be great. Thank you so much." Laura walked me to the door and said goodnight to me. I walked home and Mom asked if I had a good visit with Laura. I told her yes and we talked a few minutes then mom took me to get my bath. Tammy was busy working on something for school that was due the next day.
Once I was bathed and diapered and put in my jammies, I gave mom and dad a hug and kiss goodnight. Then I went to Tammy's room and told her I was ready for bed. Since Tammy was busy more often with school stuff she couldn't always get me ready for bed, so when mom gave me a bath or got me ready, then Tammy would make sure she got to tuck me in. That way I felt better. Tammy and I said our prayers together and we thanked God that Laura was feeling better and thanked him for the good day we had at church. Tammy then read me a story and I dozed off to sleep with my soft pink bunny.
I awoke Saturday morning when Tammy came into my room and leaned over my crib. "Hey baby, did you sleep well last night?" "Yeppers, Me slept really good last night Tam Tam" "That's good sweetie, I did too. "So are your dipees all wettie?" "Yep me wet." "Ok let's change you then." She picked me up out of my crib and laid me on the changing table and slid off my jammies and slid down my rubber pants. Then she un-pinned my squishy and soaked cloth diaper. She smiled at me as she wiped my hiney and my front and she sprinkled powder on me and then put another diaper under me and drew it up between my legs and pinned it nice and snuggly. I enjoyed being babied so much. By this point I couldn't even remember how it all started. To me it seem as if I was always this way.
I hugged Tammy and she walked with me to the kitchen and got some stuff out of the cupboards and made us both breakfast. She even made breakfast in bed for mom and dad and carried it down the hall to their room. They were very happy. Tammy came back out to me and I was sitting in my highchair just banging on the tray and being silly. "Honey, you must be hungry huh?" "Yep me hungry!" I giggled and Tammy just looked at me.
She sat down at the table next to me and would eat some of her oatmeal and then she would spoon-feed me. She kept alternating between us. Finally I was full and Tammy finished the rest of the oatmeal. She then grabbed a washcloth and wet it and then came back over to me and wiped my face and took my bib off. She let me out of my highchair and I walked to the living room and sat down to watch cartoons.
After Tammy took mom and dad's breakfast tray to the kitchen and washed up some of the dishes, she came into the living room and sat on the floor with me. I laid my head in her lap and she leaned against my beanbag. We were laughing and having fun watching cartoons.
The phone rang a short time later and it was one of Tammy's friends. She talked for a while and then came over to me. "Hey Tiffy, Kimmie and I are gonna go over to the mall this afternoon for a couple hours, do you wanna come with us?" I shook my head. "Why not?" "Because me don't wanna walk around all day." "Oh you silly girl, you don't have to walk around." Mom interrupted as her and dad came out into the living room. "Come with us honey." Dad said. I fallowed him out to the garage and he walked to the corner and pulled a blanket off of something. I stared for a minute in disbelief. "A Stroller!" I hugged daddy and mommy and Tammy. "Thank you!" "You are welcome honey. Your father spent a lot of time in the evenings working on it. He welded the metal and I sewed the fabric for it. We ordered some of the plastic handle grips from a store that sells parts for baby strollers. And the wheels are actually training wheels off of some old bikes that we found in the trash. So your daddy and I worked on this for you as a surprise. But since Christmas is still a ways away, we figured we should give it to you now so that you can go more places and not have to walk." I stood there and just had the biggest grin on my face. I hugged and thanked everyone again.
A few minutes later Tammy's friend, Kimmie, rang the doorbell. Tammy invited her in and she said hello to me and to mom and dad as well. We all sat around the living room and talked a bit. As we were getting ready to go Kimmie went to use the potty. "Hey Tiffy, your diaper need changing yet?" I blushed and nodded. Tammy took me to my room and undid my diaper and powdered me. Just then Kimmie returned from the bathroom. "Aww isn't she so cute" Tammy turned and smiled at Kimmie" "Yeah she's the sweetest baby girl in the whole world." I smiled. "Hey I gotta go potty too, can you finish pulling her pants up for me Kimmie?" Tammy said as she went to go potty too. I was a little shy about Kimmie helping me because I didn't know her to well. She knew all about me and we had met before and Kimmie had spent the night. But it was different having her actually help me get dressed after my diaper was changed.
Tammy came back and we all went to the garage. Kimmie was also impressed with the stroller my daddy made for me. They folded the stroller in half and put it in the trunk of Kimmie's car. I Sat in the backseat, Kimmie drove, and Tammy was next to her in the front. Kimmie was 16 and already had her license. Tammy was so mature for her age that she hung out with older kids.
We finally got to the mall and got out. They unloaded my stroller from the trunk. I sat in it and it was so nice and comfy and padded. They buckled me in too! Tammy hung my diaper bag over the back handle and pushed me through the parking lot up to the mall while Tammy walked beside her. They agreed to take turns pushing me.
It was close to lunch time so we hit the food court first. I ate a hamburger and french-fries and had a huge Dr. Pepper! "I guess we'll be changing diapers a few times today." Kimmie smiled at me jokingly. "Yeah, soda just goes right through her, so she'll probably be wet before we get done eating." I blushed and they smiled at me. "Aww poor baby is blushing." We giggled and they talked to each other about school and stuff and we ate.
Sure enough when we were done eating Tammy reached down and put her hand under my outfit to check my diaper. She pushed on it and felt it all squishy and warm. "Oh my goodness, you did go tinkles a lot didn't you?" "Yeah, I still am going right now too." I smiled. "We won't change you for another half hour though, cuz your diaper can hold it. Ok?" "Yeah that otay, me like wet squishy didees.
We went throughout the mal to different stores. We even stopped at a toy store. As we were going through the toy store a lot of kids and their parents were staring at me. Some of them asked how old I was. They thought it was kind of cute that I was still so baby-like.
"Me want that pink bunny wabbit!" I shouted as I saw this huge stuffed bunny on a rack. "Oh my goodness, that bunny is bigger than you are!" Tammy said. "Me want him, pweez?" "Oh ok sweetie." They took the big pink bunny and sat him in the stroller with me as we walked down a few more isles just looking around.
I wet my diaper some more and I asked to be changed. "I don't know where the bathroom is here" Tammy said. "Well hey let's go back to the back of the store and over in that corner behind the rack with the beach balls. We can change her in the stroller. I'll be the lookout and keep people from coming back there." Kimmie said. "Oh ok sure that'll work. They pushed my stroller to the back corner of the store. Tammy took the bunny out of the stroller and sat it on the floor next to it. Kimmie was blocking people's view by standing on the other side of the rack with the balls in it. Tammy got my pants down and slipped off the diaper and was wiping me. As my hiney was in the air, some kid and his mommy came towards us. "Um can you give us a minute, We're changing a diaper back here real quick." The kid couldn't see because he was short but his mommy could see past Kimmie and saw my hiney being wiped and then a diaper being put on me. "Wow isn't she a big baby?" "Yeah she's eight." "Eight? And still in diapers?" Kimmie nodded. Tammy finished diapering me and put the bunny back in the stroller with me and we left to go pay for it.
They pushed me in the stroller around the mall some more with my cute pink bunny. Finally we left and went home around 4pm Kimmie left soon after that. Tammy put me down for a nap with my new pink bunny rabbit. Mom woke me for dinner and then after dinner I was on the living room floor playing with some toys. I fell asleep on the floor and so Tammy got me ready for bed and tucked me in.
It was good that I was going to bed early because we had to get up early for church the next morning. I was excited because it was the last day of our revival services. I said a prayer for Laura to get better and then Tammy read me a story and I dozed off again.
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A few minutes later she got back. We went to recess and then after recess we had our art class which was only 30 minutes. Emily and I made cards for Laura. Our teacher thought it was a very nice thing to do. We went to lunch and got our food and sat down. "Wow, the one day that we didn't have to get our diapers changed before lunch, is the one day Laura isn't here. Isn't that ironic?" "Yeah, especially since she's always complaining that she has to sit alone and wait for us." We both giggled and then continued to eat.
After lunch we went to the auditorium because they had a special speaker come in to talk to us about drugs. It was really boring and so Emily and I talked quietly to each other as we sat in the back of the auditorium. Our teacher told us to be quiet several times but after a few minutes we were at it again. Finally it was over. We went to our classroom. We only had 30 minutes left so the teacher gave us free time. I finished a few assignments so I wouldn't have to do them at home later tonight. I also remembered that tonight was the first night of the revival meetings at church. I asked Emily to come with me. She said she'd ask her mommy.
Finally the bell rang and we got on the bus and went home. We were quieter than usual. I guess because we talked each other's ears off during the "Just Say No To Drugs" thingy. I walked with Emily to her house to see if she could come with me tonight. Her mom said yes. She changed her, and gave her a bag with some extra diapers and let her come home with me. We got to my house. "Hey mom, Emily is gonna go with us to the revival meeting tonight at church." "Oh great, I was hoping you would invite someone. "Where's Laura, did you invite her?" "No mommy, she's sick. She wasn't even at school today." "Oh I'm sorry to hear that." "But we made her get well cards in art class today. Hey mommy, can Emily and I take them over to her before dinner? Please?" "Oh ok, but don't take to long, I'm sure if she's sick she doesn't want to talk to long ok girls?" "ok mommy."
We walked over to Laura's house and rang the doorbell. A moment later her mom came out. "Hi girls. How are you?" We both said we were good and that we also wanted to give Laura the cards we made in school. She invited us in. Laura was laying on the couch. "Hi." She said faintly. "Wow you really do look sick. I hope you get better soon." I said. "Yeah me too." Emily said as she handed Laura her card. Laura's face lit up and she smiled as she read it. I also gave her mine. "Thank you SO much! I would hug you but I don't want you to get what I have." "Oh it's ok, you can hug us later." We all laughed. "Well we will go and let you rest. We are going to revival at church tonight. But don't worry, it will be all the way through Sunday, so if you get better, we will bring you with us then. Ok?" Laura nodded. She thanked us again as we left. Her mother came outside just as we were a heading down the street. "Girls!" We turned to look at her. "Yes?" "That was very kind of you to make those cards for Laura. I am sure that made her feel better." "Your welcome." We both said as we turned and continued on the way back to my house.
We got in the door. Mom had ordered pizza and it arrived shortly after Tammy got home. "Hey Emily, are you coming with us tonight for revival?" "Yep, I sure am." "Cool." "We're having pizza honey. Can you do me a favor?" "Sure mom." "Go change both of the girls and wash up and Ill get the plates and drinks and all that ready ok?" "Sure Come on you two. Let's get you changed ok?" We fallowed her into my room. Mom was in the kitchen getting dinner ready. After changing us, Tammy washed her hands and then helped Emily and I. She treated us like babies, and we played along. It was fun. Tammy was so nice to me and to my friends.
We ate and I got stuff all over my hands and face and chin. "It's a good thing you and Emily have bibs on or you'd be a mess." "Yeah you would." Tammy smiled at us. We got washed up again and then got in the car. We pulled into the church around 6:30. We had to come early to get good seats. Usually when we had revival, we had allot more people than usual.
We all talked and had a good time with some of the other kids. As it got close to time to start Tammy came and got us and we all sat down. We were in the seventh row back. We had lots of singing and it was really fun. Then the evangelist came up and opened up with prayer and then began to preach."
"We are going to be talking tonight about religion." Everyone looked at him with a puzzled look for a moment. "You see, we got a whole lot of religion today. We got ALL kinds of people who are religions. I am here to tell you that your religion will NOT get you into heaven. Some of you been in church you whole life and all you got is religion! Some of yall been reading the bible, been baptized, taking communion. All this to fulfill your religious duty? Religion. Let's look at religion for a moment. Religion is a set of rules and regulations that if fallowed will get you to heaven. Everyone has their own ideas and their own religion it seems today. I am here to tell you that Jesus came 2000 years ago, he died to get you out of your religion and into a relationship. He came not to teach more religion, not to start more religions and sects, but to save us! Can I get an amen!" "AMEN"
"The bible tells us that we are ALL born in sin. There is not one righteous, no NOT ONE! Christ came to die for us to take away our sins. He died on the cross so that you could go free. There is no name given under heaven by which you can be saved, but the name of Jesus. Religion says you can earn God's approval by your outward actions. Jesus faced the religious community of his days. Going around, condemning people with there laws and ways. And Jesus was preaching deliverance, and an inner working. Which would only come through salvation and that salvation comes only from Jesus Christ. I want to tell you this. You may be out there saying I go to church, I give money, I give my time, I help teach Sunday school. If you been teaching the bible and missing Jesus as savior, you have missed the boat. But it's not to late. That's hwy You are here tonight. Jesus can even save church people! Hallelujah!" AMEN!
"Some of you look good on the outside. But you are UGLY on the inside. You and your selfish motives. Jesus came to set you free! Not so you can walk around like some holly roller and preach and be all high and mighty on the outside, and have sin in your life and be defeated and lost on the inside! God so loved the world, He gave His ONLY begotten son JESUS, to DIE on the cross for us. And who ever believes! I said who ever believes on HIM, will not die, but have everlasting life! That life I'm talking about is not just when you die and go to heaven, but it begins right here and now. The minute you confess your sins, and ask Jesus into your heart he will come in. He will put his Holy Spirit in you. You won't be the old you anymore. You'll have JOY unspeakable and FULL of glory! Hallelujah!" AMEN!
"Now I'm gonna ask some of you to come down here to this altar tonight. I'm calling for anyone who doesn't have Jesus in there life and hasn't been saved. You may say, I THINK I am saved. But let me tell you this, if you are truly saved, you WILL KNOW IT! It will be clear not only to you but to those around you. I'm calling good people to come down here tonight and confess there sins. WE ALL were BORN into SIN! I don't care if you love your family, love your friends, give to your church. Kids I don't care if you have a 4.0 GPA, I don't care if you are good, and helpful to your mother! If you don't have Jesus, you are lost. Good works will not get you into the kingdom of God. I'm calling moms, dads, kids, anyone who's here tonight. If you haven't asked Jesus to come into your life and SAVE you, I hope you will do so before you leave here tonight."
"Dear Lord, I pray that you will work mightily with these people. Lord Jesus I pray that you will convict their hearts. Show them that they have a need for a personal relationship with you. Show them father, that they need to have their sins washed away by the blood of your Son. In Jesus' Name Amen."
"As they play some soft music we will sing 2 verses of Just as I am. I do not believe in dragging out the altar call. If you are going to come you will do it within the first verse. Just remember, you take the first step, and He will walk with you the rest of the way. Jesus said that if we were ashamed to profess him publicly that He would receive you in the final day. Don't worry about what the person sitting next to you will think. Don't worry about what you've done. You may be a murderer, a rapist, or anything. You may be a nice person, but no matter what. COME TO JESUS TONIGHT. Come now as we sing"
They began to sing the song. Emily and I were being very quiet. We could feel that something awesome was going on there. I looked over at Tammy and she had tears running down her face. A few seconds later I looked over and she was gone. I looked to my right and then I saw her going down the isle to the altar. Mom was praying and so were some people in front of us. I saw lots of people going forward. There was a guy in the back who looked like he was homeless and he went down. I even saw one of the drug dealers from down town going forward. I was amazed at all this. I didn't completely get it all, but I was watching everything intently.
The evangelist was kneeling at the altar praying with each person who went down. They continued to play very softly in the background as he prayed with each person. I heard allot of people crying. I wondered why they were all so sad. When he kneeled to pray with Tammy I could here her crying too. I watched as he finished going down the row. They all came back to their seats. I hugged Tammy. "What's wrong? Why you crying Tammy?" She smiled at me and hugged me. "I'm so happy now. And I was so sad before, I'll try to explain later ok. All I can tell you is Jesus is in my heart now."
"Well now I see the Lord was working here tonight in a mighty way. It always does my heart good to see people come to the Lord Jesus. I would like at this time to open it up for testimonies. Why don't some of you stand up and tell us what the Lord has done for you tonight."
A lady in her mid thirties stood up. She too was crying. "I have been saved since I was a little girl. But it seemed like in the past few years I have got to busy with thigns and I lost track of that. I stopped spending time with God and reading his word. But tonight I just felt God convict me of that and I rededicated my life to Christ tonight." She sat down and the evangelist said praise God and asked for others to stand and share what God had done for them.
A man in the back stood up. "I been dealing drugs and in the gang for years now. I don't got no family, I can't keep no job. It been living hell most of my life. I came in here tonight just to see if there was any hope for me. I finally understood what this guy was preachin' and I went forward. I confessed my sins to Jesus, and I got joy now. I am so happy. Yeah, I ain't got a lot still in my life, but It don't matter no more. Cuz now I got Jesus, and I am trusting him. I don't know what will happen if I try to leave the gang and all that, but I know that if I die, I gonna go to heaven with Jesus. I hope yall will pray for me. I'm gonna start coming here and I wanna serve God with the rest of my life. Lord know I wasted enough of it doing the devil's thang. I'm done with his junk man, I'm following God now." We all clapped and said Amen and were very excited for this guy. The evangelist was just talking about how Jesus can save anyone and he gave his testimony about growing up and stuff. "Well I don't wanna stop now, let's continue to share. Anyone else?"
Tammy stood up and was wiping away her tears with a tissue. "I... I got saved tonight. I have been in church since I was a baby. I was always nice. I get good grades in school. I just thought because I was a member of the church and because I was good that I was gonna make it to heaven. But I realized tonight that I was lost and headed for hell. And... I... I love Jesus, H's in my heart now. He forgave my sins and..." She was crying even more now. "I... I have joy now more than ever before. I have more love than I ever had. I can't explain this, I just know that I am truly saved tonight. I am glad God spoke to my heart and that I know the truth now, and I will share him with my friends & family that don't know him. I I just can't explain what I feel. It's good, I am so thankful that Jesus loved me enough to die like that for me and I'm glad I am not deceived by thinking that being good and going to church will save me. I think a lot of people get that way. I am so thankful for what God has done in my life." She sat down and blew her nose and then mom hugged her and so did I. Emily gave her a hug as well.
When everyone was done the evangelist closed the service and we all had some refreshments and then went home. I could really tell that Tammy was different now. It was late so when we got home Tammy took me inside while mom dropped off Emily. Tammy got me ready for bed and she tucked me in. "Jesus loves you Tiffany, and so do I." She gave me a kiss and told me that tomorrow after school she was going to talk to me more about Jesus, and try to help me understand how to have him in my heart." I was happy. I could feel something different tonight. Just being their at the revival meeting did something to me. I fell asleep after thinking a while.
The next morning I woke up and Tammy was getting ready to leave for school. She came in and gave me a hug and kiss goodbye and then mom came in to change me. I was soaked as usual. I had my breakfast and then went down the street to catch the bus.
I stood there for a while talking to my friends. The bus came late and we even got to school late. Our teacher knew we would be late due to the bus being late. We came into the classroom and took our seats. We were studying reading. I had to read out loud, which I hated to do. Finally morning recess came. I stopped by the nurse's office for a quick change since I was wet. I then rejoined my friends outside.
We were playing tag and running around the school yard. When I came up to Emily to tag her I noticed that her pants were all wet. "Um Emily, I think you wet yourself." "Oh no, not again." she said as she started to cry. "Oh its ok, don't cry, come on I'll walk with you to the office and you can call your mom and get dry clothes ok. I asked the teacher if I could go with Emily to the office. She said I could so I walked with her.
The secretary saw that Emily was wet and then directed us back to a room where they had some extra clothes for other kids that had accidents. Emily was sort of embarrassed but I comforted her and told her everything would be ok. By the time she got changed we had to go back to class.
Later on at lunch a lot of kids were making fun of her. She started to cry but Laura and I were sticking up for her. "Leave her alone you big ugly jerk!" I yelled at one boy who kept teasing her. They backed off a little bit but still some of them would make sly comments to her. "Don't worry Emily, it's gonna be ok. They are just being mean. Laura and I love you and we are your bestest friends." I gave her another hug. We then went back to the classroom for our afternoon classes.
Emily raised her hand in the middle of social studies and asked to go to the restroom. When she stood up to leave the room all of a sudden she started to pee in her pants. She started crying again. The teacher took her to the office this time and she came back in yet another set of dry clothes. This time the kids were really being mean to her. "Emily needs diapers like Tiffany!", one boy kept saying. He was always being mean to everyone. I told him to shut up and he started teasing me about my diapers. I didn't really care though because I was more concerned for Emily. I wondered why she was having so many accidents lately.
The bell finally rang and we all got up and went to the bus. Emily, Laura, and I sat at our usual seat. "Hey Emily?" "Yeah?" "Um what's wrong? I mean you have been going potty in your pants a lot lately. Is something bothering you? You wanna talk about it. Laura and I are always here for you. You know we love you." We both turned inward toward Emily who was sitting in the middle. I was on the isle seat this time. We both put an arm around her. She started to cry. She told us that her parents put her in diapers at night because she also started wetting the bed, like me. She said that she also has had a lot of day time accidents lately too. She told us that if her mom found out about what happened at school that she'd probably have to be in diapers all day too. I told her that it would be ok if she was. She said she kind of liked them a little, but was to embarrassed to wear them to school. She was afraid that the kids would really tease her a lot. I just kept telling her that things would be ok and that they teased me at first but they don't do it nearly as much anymore. Laura even liked diapers and wore them when she came over to play at my house sometimes. "Emily, its ok , diapers feel good, I mean I don't wear them, but I have a few times at Tiffany's house. It's ok if you wear diapers. It is cool with me."
Finally we got Emily to stop crying. We walked her up the road to her house today. Her mom was waiting for her on the porch. She knew what had happened at school and was mad at Emily. She told us to go on home and that she needed to talk to Emily. Laura and I left and went to our houses. I was worried about Emily though. Her mom was nice usually, but she seemed upset about this.
"So how was your day sweetie?" my mom asked when I came in the door. "oh it was ok I guess." "Is something bothering you honey?" "Um, well yeah kinda. Emily wet her pants today at school twice. And she told me that she had other accidents at home too. Her mommy is gonna put her in diapers now, like me. But she is scared because she doesn't want the kids at school to tease her. But Laura and I made her feel better." "Aww, well maybe I will go talk to her mommy tonight and see if I can be of any help. I am sure she's just worried about Emily" "Yeah but she seemed mad though mommy" "Well sometimes people get mad when they are worried about something. I am sure she's not mad at Emily." "Yeah you're right mommy." "So how's this diaper doing" mommy said as she patted my diaper and put her hand on the front side. "Do you have to go poopy? Usually you do a load on the way home from school, but you only wet this time." "Yeah um, I do have to go poo. I guess I was to busy talking with Emily to take time to do it." Oh ok baby, well go sit down and watch cartoons and call me when your diaper is messy ok?" "Ok mommy." I sat down at the TV and laid back on my bean bag and relaxed.
After a while I felt the need to go poo, so I began to fill my diaper. I fell asleep in my poopy diaper and mom nudged me awake later. "Honey, you were supposed to come get me when you did a messy in your diaper." "Oh I sowwy mommy I fell asleep." "It's ok little one. Come on let's go get you changed." Mom carried me to my room and changed my diaper. Soon after that Tammy got home.
"Hey Tiffany, hi mom.", She said as she threw her books down on the floor in the living room. "Hey sweetie, how was school today?" "Oh it was a drag. My math teacher sucks." "Now Tammy, be nice." "oh ok, but still, he is such a jerk. I got a 75 on my stupid math quiz." "Well dear, maybe if you would have studied more you would have gotten a better grade." "Yeah, I guess. I gotta pee, I'll be back in a little while."
A few minutes later she came out of the bathroom. She sat on the couch and talked to me a bit while mom was making dinner. Dad soon came home and we ate dinner. After dinner Tammy was busy doing her homework. I was playing with my toys. I had already finished my home work in class. Since I was in 3'rd grade, I didn't really have that much.
I walked into Tammy's room. "Hey Tiffy, what's up?" "Oh nothing. I am just worried about Emily." "What's wrong with Emily?" "Well she's been wetting her pants a lot lately and her mommy is worried about her. I am too." "Oh I'm sure its just a phase she's going through or something. It will be ok Tiffy." "Me hope so. Hey Tammy, can you play with me?" "In a little while, I need to finis 10 more math problems and then I will be done my homework. Ok?" "Otay Tam Tam." I left the room and as I was walking down the hall I stopped for a moment and tinkled in my diaper. "Do you need changing yet?" I was startled, mom had snuck up behind me. "I saw you going potty in your diaper just now. Do you need changing yet?" I blushed. "I will take that as a yes. Come on, lets go." She put me on the changing table and changed me.
About 15 minutes later Tammy came into my room. "You ready to play? I nodded and then I got a game out. "First, do you need to be changed?" "No, mommy just changed me a while ago." "Oh ok cool. So what are we playing tonight?" "Candy Land!" I smiled at Tammy. "Again? We played that 3 times this week." "Yeah but me like this game." I put on my cute little irresistible face. "Oh ok then, we will play Candy Land." Tammy got the game out and set it up. We played for a while until mom came in and told me it was bedtime. Tammy got me ready for bed and tucked me in.
"Go to sleep now ok Tiffany." Tammy said as she finished reading me a bed time story. Mom came in and kissed me goodnight too. They both left the room and closed the door. I didn't fall asleep right away. I was still thinking about Emily. I finally wore myself out from thinking and fell asleep. I was hugging my teddy bear tightly.
Tammy woke me up the next morning. I was very sleepy. "Wake up sleepy head." She said while picking me up out of my crib and checking my diapers. "Well someone went potty in there dipees last night huh?" I smiled at her. She changed me and then left for school. Mom dressed me and then I had breakfast.
As I walked down the street to the bus stop, I saw some pretty flowers growing along side the road. I picked a few of them and when I got to the bus stop I gave them to Emily. "Aww thanks! That is so sweet of you." Laura grinned at me and jokingly asked where her flowers were. "Well go potty in your pants and I'll give you flowers too." "Yeah right, I don't think so Tiffany." She giggled. "So how did it go with your mom last night Emily?" "Um well" Emily blushed and then grinned as she lifted her skirt a bit and let Laura and I see her cute little diapers. "Oh my goodness! You are in diapers?" I whispered. "Yeppers. My mommy said I should wear diapers and that I can get changed with you at the nurse's office. Your mommy came to my house last night and talked with my mom for a while. " "Cool!" I said. "Aren't you embarrassed though?" Laura asked her. "Well sort of, but my mommy said that since I'm not the only kid in my class in diapers that they probably won't tease me to much. And besides I got my real friends right here." She gave Laura and I a hug.
The bus came, we got on and took our seats. We continued to talk on the way to school about everything. I told Emily that I was worried about her all last night. I was glad that everything worked out ok for her though. When we got to school Emily took a bag by the nurse's office which had a few diapers that her mom had sent along with her. When she came to the class and sat down in front of me I leaned forward and whispered in her ear. "Hey crinkle butt." She turned around and blushed. I just smiled at her. She knew I was just teasing her in a playful way. Since I was in diapers she didn't mind if I joked with her. Some kids noticed her crinkling sound as well and made fun of her but the teacher stopped them.
At lunch we both went to the nurse's office. "Wow now there is two cute little babies with diapers to be changed." Mrs. Peters jokingly said. "So who is going first?" "Let Emily go, since she's new to this." I said. So Emily hopped up on the table and got changed. Then I did as well. We went to lunch and got through the line and sat with Laura. "Well I might as well get diapers too, so I can be late for lunch. It's weird sitting here by myself while you two go get changed." We both laughed. We ate and then went outside for a while and then went back to class.
The afternoon dragged on. I was sort of board with what we were studying. I kept daydreaming. "Tiffany, do you know the answer to question seven?", the teacher asked. I was not really paying attention. "Um, well I, uh, I think" "Tiffany, you need to pay attention and stop daydreaming ok?" "Ok." Finally the bell rang and we went out to catch the bus home. "I'm wet Tiffany." "me too Emily." "I gotta go pee." Laura said as she ran from the bus area to the girls room and then rejoined us. Just then I wet my diaper more. "You just wet again didn't you Tiffany?" Emily asked. "Yeah." Emily whispered in my ear, "I really gotta go number two, I don't know if I can wait till we get home." "Oh it's ok, I've done that plenty of times, they will probably all think it's me" We both laughed.
Finally the bus got to our stop and we got off. Emily stopped for a moment as we walked down the street. "What are you doing?" Laura asked. "You don't wanna know." I smiled at her. "You're going poopy in your diapers aren't you?" "Yeah Tiffany, How did you know? "You silly, I know because I do it all the time, duh." Laura just shook her head. A moment later Emily was done and we continued to walk to our homes.
I got home and was changed out of my wet diaper and I took a nap because I was tired. We ate dinner after Tammy and daddy got home. As usual Tammy was working on her homework. I just played a little, did some work, and called Laura and Emily on 3-way for a while. Mom came in and got me ready for bed around nine. Tammy came in to kiss me goodnight and daddy came in after her. I fell right to sleep. I don't know why I was so tired, but I was, and so I slept very soundly and had a good night sleep.
A few weeks went by after we got back from our vacation. It was 3 weeks before school was to start again. Mom and Tammy were working with me trying to get me to get used to being a normal eight year old again. I had been regressing so much over the summer that I not only had become totally dependant on my diapers, but I was talking baby talk and exhibiting social skills of a toddler. My family didn't mind that I took summer time to be a true baby, but if I was going to be able to function in school I had to get my social skills back up to normal. But I would still be kept in diapers, and they would not force me to potty train. Mommy had talked to me about this for a while. I was sad that I had to "grow up" but I realized that I had to do it. So as the time wound down for school I once again was able to feed myself. They still bathed, dressed, and diapered me, but all the to her things I had to work on improving. By the week before school I was feeding myself, I was talking "normally" again.
"Wow honey, mommy is so proud of you. You have been such a good girl and cooperated with Daddy and Tammy and I. So we want to take you out to eat and then to a movie ok sweetie?" my mother said to me. "Oh goodie mommy, I am so glad. Thank you for helping me to grow back up for school too." "Your so welcome sweetie."
We got in the car and Tammy, Mommy, Daddy, and I went to Dairy Queen and I had a hot dog and a cookie dough blizzard. Mommy complimented me on how well I was eating and using my manners and all that good stuff. I felt so happy. I was glad I could be a baby and also be an eight year-old girl too.
After we ate we went to the movies and I drank lots of soda and I totally soaked my diaper before the movie was half over. Since it was dark in the theater, Tammy just laid me on some empty seats and changed my diaper since it was just a wet one. I think some people noticed but I didn't really care. I sat in mommy's lap for the rest of the movie and she didn't let me have as much soda this time. It didn't really make ay difference, because when we left the theater my diaper was soaked and squishy as ever. As we headed for the car mommy patted my diapered bottom. "You're such a little squishy butt honey." She said teasingly. I giggled at that and smiled at her. Tammy again changed me in the backseat.
I was so exhausted that I fell asleep on the way home. Daddy carried me into the house and put me in my crib. I vaguely remember Tammy and mommy giving me a kiss goodnight. The next day I woke up it was Sunday. We got ready for church as usual After church we went out to eat with some friends and I made a messy in my diaper. Mommy excused us from the table and took me to the ladies room. She lifted my dress and untapped my disposable diaper and wiped my hiney and powdered me and put another diaper on me. She then got my dress pulled back down and straightened me up. She told me to stay on the changing table while she went into the stall. She had to go poopoo. So after a few minutes I heard the toilet flush and mommy came out and washed her hands. "What a good girl you are. You stayed right where I told you. You're such a good little baby girl." She kissed my forehead and then picked me up and carried me like a little baby out to the table. I always liked it when mommy would pick me up and carry me. But I knew one day I would get to big for her to carry me. But until then, I was very content to be carried.
We finished eating and drove home. Mom put me down for a nap. Mom and Tammy went shopping for back to school supplies since the next day was the first day of school. They always had sales on stuff at the last minute so they could clear it out. SO that is what they were waiting for. Daddy woke me up from my nap and held me on his recliner chair as he watched football. Shortly their after, mommy and Tammy got back. We had dinner and went back to church that night for the evening service. I went in the other building with the kids my age to do a kid's lesson and some activities. While I was there I had a soaked diaper, so I asked an adult if I could leave to go get my mommy to change me. She walked me to the church and got my mother to come back and change me. After that, I returned and we had a snack. By this time everyone was out of church and socializing in the lobby. I found my mom and showed her what I made during arts and crafts. We then left to come home. Tammy didn't go with us because she was at home figuring out what she wanted to wear to her first day of high school. When we got home Tammy was on the phone with her friend Julie. They were coordinating their outfits for the first day of school. I thought this seemed silly.
Mommy came into my room and helped me get my clothes ready for the next day as well. "Honey, are you excited about being third grade?" "Yes mommy I am. I can't wait to see all my friends again at school and to learn new stuff." Mom smiled at me and then left the room. About an hour later she came up and told me it was time for bed. "Why isn't Tammy gonna get me ready for bed tonight mommy?" "She is still busy getting some last minute things together for tomorrow honey. She'll come in and kiss you goodnight though, Ok?" I nodded. Mom helped me brush my teeth and get my diaper changed and got me in my jammies and all tucked in. A few minutes later Tammy came in and stood by the crib next to me. "Hi baby girl. So are you all ready for your big day tomorrow?" I nodded. "Aww. I am kinda nervous about high school, but I will be ok, and so will you Tiffy." "I love you Tammy." "Aww honey, I love you too!" She leaned down and kissed my forehead and stood there looking at me for a while. "You are just so cute and adorable. Now you sleep tight ok?" "otay me will."
Later on that night I awoke in the middle of the night. My diaper wasn't soaked, just a little wet. I lay their for a while thinking about school. I started worrying about my teacher, and the kids at school and everything. I heard someone in the bathroom then I saw Tammy walk past my door to go to her room.
"Tammy Tammy", I whispered. She just leaned back in the doorway. "What is it Tiffy?" "Um I scared Tammy." She came into the room and picked me up out of my crib and held me. "Oh baby there is nothing to be afraid of. Shhh. Go to sleep little one." I started to cry and was sobbing with my head on her shoulder. "Oh baby, do you wanna come sleep with me tonight, hmm?" I looked up at her and nodded. "Ok let's go then." She picked up my blankie and my teddy bear from my crib and carried me and the blanket and the bear into her room. She laid me on her bed, wrapped me in the blanket, and gently placed the soft fluffy teddy bear on me so I could hug him. She then closed her door and crawled into bed with me. She reached out and held onto me, and my bear. She softly talked to me until I was fast asleep.
The next morning we awoke early. Tammy nudged me to wake up. "Come on baby your diapers are all squishy and wetie. Let's go get you changed ok." She picked me up and carried me back over to my room and laid me on the changing table and diapered and dressed me for school. Then from their mommy took me and got me some breakfast while Tammy was getting ready for school.
Tammy left while I was sitting on the floor watching TV. "Bye Tiffy, have a good day ok?" "Ok Tam Tam, you too. Oh, and thank you for being there for me last night when I was scared. I love you. Bye!" "Bye!" she said as she closed the door behind her.
A few minutes later I got up and got my backpack. Mom kissed me goodbye for the day. I walked down the street to the bus stop. "Hi Tiffany!" Laura shouted when she saw me from a distance. I quickly ran to where they were. "Hi Emily." I said as I set my books down next to me while waiting for the bus. "So are you all ready for third grade" Laura nodded her head and Emily said "Yep I am!" I was so glad to be with my two best friends. Even though I had seen them many times in the summer, it was good to go back to school together. I felt better now that I was with them. I wasn't nearly as worried as I had been the night before.
The bus arrived and we all got on and sat down in the back. This was our usual seat. Usually the bad kids would sit at the back of the bus, but since I usually had wet or poopy diapers, they all steered clear of the back seats. So My friends and I had the back to ourselves. That was fine by us. We got to school a while later. We went to our new classroom and sat down for our first class. Our third grade teacher introduced herself and we shared about what we did all summer.
When my turn came I was a bit shy. "So Tiffany, what did you do that was fun this summer?" the teacher asked. "Well, I went on vacation and saw my family. I played with my cousins and went swimming. I stayed at home I played with all my friends. And I got to be a baby all summer too." "A baby How do you mean Tiffany?", the teacher asked with a puzzled look on her face. "Well, my mommy and daddy and my big sister, Tammy, let me be a baby. That's why I wear diapers see." I lifted up my skirt to show off my cute diapers. The kids laughed for a moment but most of them knew about me already. "Well, that sounds very interesting Tiffany. I'm sure you had allot of fun."
After everyone had introduced themselves and talked about how their summer was the teacher assigned us our books. Then by this time, it was recess! As I was sitting with my friends at morning recess, my teacher asked to speak to me. I went over to a less crowded area to talk to her. "I got the note from your mommy about your diapers, so just remember if you need to get changed just ask to go potty and go to the nurse's office to get changed ok sweetheart?" "Ok." I started to walk back to where my friends were when she called out "Tiffany" I turned toward her and paused a moment. "You do remember me right? I came over to your house to visit with your mommy and some friends one night a while back?" Then I remembered that she was the teacher that had hugged me when I had my diaper on and patted my crinkly bottom. "Yes, I remember you now." "Well you sure are a cute little baby when you're all dressed up in your jammies and diapers." I blushed and said thanks. She just smiled at me as I went back to my friends to play for the remainder of recess.
After recess we went back to class and went over the rules and boring stuff like that. It seemed like forever until lunchtime. Finally it came. I went to go get changed. As usual, my friends saved me a seat so that when I got back from my diaper change, I could sit with them. "hi." I said as I set my tray on the table and sat down next to Emily and across from Laura and another girl. "Hi what's your name?" I asked the new girl. "My name is Stacey. What's yours?" "I'm Tiffany, and I guess you already met Laura & Emily. "It's nice to meet you. Um Can I ask you a question?" "Sure, go for it." "Why do you wear diapers?" I paused for a moment thinking of what to say. "Well, I have always wanted to be a baby, and I wear diapers at night because I wet the bed. My mom found something I wrote n my diary towards the end of school last year. It was about how I wished I could be a baby. Well I was playing house with Emily & Laura one day and I got my mom to put me in diapers. Then that night she just let me stay in them and let me be a baby girl ever since." "Wow that's kinda weird! But, if you like that, then I am happy for you." "Thanks. I am glad you are cool with it." We finished eating lunch and talking and then it was time to go back to class.
The afternoon classes went faster than I thought they would. I guess it was because we were learning new stuff and it was very interesting to me. Finally the bell rang and we left to go catch our busses. We boarded the bus and took our seats. Just like clockwork, I had a poopy diaper on the way home. But it was not to bad of a mess. And we were almost to our bus stop. Some kids giggled as Emily & Laura & I walked down the isle to exit the bus. By this point we were used to the usual ridicule. We walked down the street together and then stopped at my house and talked in my front yard for a couple minutes.
"Girls, would you like to come in for a moment and have something to drink?" My mother said as she stood out on the porch. "Yes please!" we all said as we ran like a pack of horses up to the porch and in the door to the kitchen. Mom served us all drinks and came over to me and kissed me on the cheek and patted my bottom. "Oh my, looks like little Tiffany has a poopoo diaper. Come on baby, let's get you changed. We'll be right back girls." Mom took me to my room and changed me and I came out in my baby clothes and diaper. My drink was in a bottle instead of a cup like the other girls. When my mom wasn't looking I unscrewed the nipple and gulped it down. When she came back in the room she was shocked. "My goodness darling, you must have been one thirsty baby!" We all laughed and then Emily & Laura had to go home. I was tired and mommy laid me down in my crib for a short little nap before dinner.
Tammy came home while I was sleeping. This year her high school was within walking distance, so she walked home after school instead of catching a ride with daddy. She gently woke me for dinner and asked me how my day was. During dinner Tammy and I talked to mom and dad about how our day at school went. All Tammy was talking about was how cute some boy was that sat in front of her in history class. I still thought boys were yucky. Tammy smiled at me. You wait, one day you'll change your mind Tiffy.
After dinner Tammy worked on a homework assignment. "How come you got homework your first day, were you bad or something?" I asked with a puzzled look. "No silly, when you get to high school they expect you to do more work." "Me never wanna go high school Tammy, me go to pre-school!" "Oh you silly baby hush up." She said as she swatted my diapered bottom playfully. I tackled her and tried to tickle her. She was to big for me and soon she had me on the floor and tickled me. "I went tinkle sin my diaper!" I shouted. She stopped tickling me. "Haha I made baby wet her diaper I made baby wet her diaper" "No you didn't!" "Yes I did you silly tinkle diaper baby!" She got up and ran and I tried to chase her but I was waddling in my diapers and I couldn't keep up. Then she snuck around behind me and picked me up and held me. "I was just teasing you, you silly little baby." She kissed my forehead and my cheek and then my nose and my chin. "Eww! Tammy, that's yucky! Stop!" Just then mom came in. "What are you two up to now?" "We are just playing mommy." I said as I smiled. "Well ok but you two need to simmer down. It's close to Tiffany's bedtime and we don't need her all wound up ok Tammy." "Yes Mom." Tammy put me down and I watched TV in the living room while Tammy finished her assignment.
"Tiffany It's time for bed honey." Mommy said as she got up off the couch. "Let's go honey" "No mommy, I wanna watch TV!" "No, It's a school night, you know you can't stay up late on school nights. Now come on Tiffy, let's go." I reluctantly got up and fallowed her into the bathroom. She brushed my teeth and then took my to my room got my diapers changed and put me in my jammies. She tucked me in. "I miss Tammy tucking me in." "oh honey, you will have to get used to it. Now Tammy is in high school and she will be busier. But she will come in and kiss you goodnight. Ok sweetie?" "No. I don't like high school. It take my Tam Tam away from me. I not like it at all mommy." I started to cry. Tammy came in the room. "What's the matter Tiffany?" "She's upset because you are busy with school stuff. I think she's afraid that you wont take time to play with her and care for her like you used to honey." "Oh Tiffany, that's not true. I always have time for you. Mom, do you mind, I'll go ahead and tuck her in for the night and you can go read the paper. I need to talk to her. Is that ok?" "Oh sure Tammy, go ahead. Night Tiffany." She said as she exited my room.
Tammy picked me up out of my crib and sat on a chair next to my changing table and held me in her lap. "Now what's all this silly talk about me not playing with you and taking care of you anymore? You know better than that Tiffany. I love you. You're my little baby sister. I will always take care of you. And don't you forget it either ok. Now come on, cheer up. I am not going anywhere. Ok?" "Ok." I said as I sniffled. "Aww baby, here let me wipe away your tears." She wiped my tears from my cheeks with her t-shirt. She held me there in her lap and let me lay my head on her shoulder and she hummed quietly to me and patted my diapered bottom and rocked me slowly side to side. I fell asleep in her arms and she gently laid me in my crib. I never slept so good as I did that night. Tammy put to rest all my fears of a new year at school. She was always good at making me feel better. I hoped she understood how much I loved her too.