i was looking for my parent's guns in their bedroom while they were still at work and i came across a drawer full of mags..
later, a friend and i found a whole garbage bag full of cum-crusted magazines in this alley that homeless people slept in. it was nasty pr0n too, like Over 50 and naked black girls.:(
YUP!!!!!!#!@ and i jacked off to it, replacing ian with cmdr taco in my fantasy. i also imagined hitting him in the face with my dick when he wouldn't tell me what happened.
i meant "whether or not we get to see Natalie Portman's delicious little tits." TITS_N_GRITS tits_N_grits! TITS_N_GRITS tits_N_grits! TITS_N_GRITS tits_N_grits! TITS_N_GRITS tits_N_grits! TITS_N_GRITS tits_N_grits! TITS_N_GRITS tits_N_grits! TITS_N_GRITS tits_N_grits! TITS_N_GRITS tits_N_grits! TITS_N_GRITS tits_N_grits! TITS_N_GRITS tits_N_grits! TITS_N_GRITS tits_N_grits! TITS_N_GRITS tits_N_grits!
20020302tn_dream
Dreamed I was at a banquet or a large, crowded (but not overloud) family style restaurant with an attractive female friend and her very jealous boyfriend. He kept trying to stare me down or something, which was annoying but amusing, because though I found her attractive in the abstract, I was not interested at all in stealing his girlfriend. At first I thought it was funny to watch his reactions to anything I would say, any friendly gesture I made toward her, but then it got tiresome, and I wished he would just go away for a while.
Here we have another one of Timmeh's fantasy gaydreams. The setting here (a loud family-style restaurant) indickates his feelings of brotherhood with fellow members of the gayballs community. Now take the line "..I was not interested at all in stealing his girlfriend.". This doesn't need any explanation, I think it speaks for itself. The passage following (At first I thought it was funny to watch his reactions to anything...) is Timmy dreaming about how he's teasing his assprey, luring him in for the kill.
20020302tn_dream
Dreamed I was at a banquet or a large, crowded (but not overloud) family style restaurant with an attractive female friend and her very jealous boyfriend. He kept trying to stare me down or something, which was annoying but amusing, because though I found her attractive in the abstract, I was not interested at all in stealing his girlfriend. At first I thought it was funny to watch his reactions to anything I would say, any friendly gesture I made toward her, but then it got tiresome, and I wished he would just go away for a while.
Here we have another one of Timmeh's fantasy gaydreams. The setting here (a loud family-style restaurant) indickates his feelings of brotherhood with fellow members of the gayballs community. Now take the line "..I was not interested at all in stealing his girlfriend.". This doesn't need any explanation, I think it speaks for itself. The passage following (At first I thought it was funny to watch his reactions to anything...) is Timmy dreaming about how he's teasing his assprey, luring him in for the kill.
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I found a reason to keep living
Oh and the reason, dear, is you
I found a reason to keep singing
Oh and the reason, dear, is you
Oh I do believe
If you don't like things you live
For some place you never gone before
Honey, I found a reason to keep living
And you know the reason, dear it's you
And I've walked down life's lonely highways
Hand in hand with myself
And I realized how many paths have crossed between us
Oh I do believe
You're all what you perceive
What come is better that what came before
Oh I do believe
You're all what you perceive
What come is better that what came before
And you'd better come, come come, come to me
Come come, come to me
I woke up the next morning around 9:30. Mom came in to change
me because Tammy was sleeping in. I was ready to get up. Mom
changed me out of my wet diaper and into a nice dry cloth
diaper. Mom put me in my highchair and made me a very yummy
breakfast. Soon after I was done eating Tammy came into the
kitchen. "Good morning honey. Did you sleep well?" "Yeah." She
yawned and rubbed her eyes as she sat down at the table.
I woke up the next morning around 9:30. Mom came in to change
me because Tammy was sleeping in. I was ready to get up. Mom
changed me out of my wet diaper and into a nice dry cloth
diaper. Mom put me in my highchair and made me a very yummy
breakfast. Soon after I was done eating Tammy came into the
kitchen. "Good morning honey. Did you sleep well?" "Yeah." She
yawned and rubbed her eyes as she sat down at the table.
I sat in my highchair and watched her eat. Mom and dad had
already eaten earlier. Dad was out in the garage. Mom was
doing some laundry. I called Emily and she was watching a
video. She said she would be over at 11. So we hung up and
then I played in my room with my toys for a while.
The doorbell rang and I ran out of my room and answered the
door. To my surprise it was not Emily. "Hello little girl. Is
your mommy home?" "Yes, me go get her." I ran into the laundry
room and got mom. She came out to the door. "Hello. We are
from the FBI and we are here to talk to your husband." "FBI?"
"Yes ma'am." They showed mom their badges. I was sitting on
the couch in the living room and I could see everything that
was going on. "We just want to talk to him." "Well ok, let me
go get him." Mom ran into the garage and got dad. Dad came out
to the door. "Hello sir. We're from the FBI. We would like to
ask you a few questions." "Ok, come on in, sit down. They all
came in. Mom, dad, and I sat on the couch. Just then Tammy
walked in. "What's going on?" Mom motioned for her to come sit
with us on the couch. She sat down.
The man who came to the door began to talk to my dad and
accuse him of some crime or something. He denied it but they
handcuffed him and took him away. He went willingly. I started
to cry and asked them why they were taking my daddy away.
"Don't worry honey, daddy will be back home. I just have to go
answer some questions, that's all. Don't worry baby." Somehow
I knew that more was going on than he told me. Tammy was
crying too and we both held on to each other. Mom came over
and hugged us. She had tears in her eyes too.
A while later Emily came over to play. Mom answered the door
and let her in. She could tell we were all sad. "What's
wrong?" "Um, the FBI came here and took our daddy away." Tammy
said as she fell to her knees and started to cry. Emily was
shocked by all this. Mom knelt down and held onto Tammy.
I started to cry too. Emily hugged me and we sat on the floor
and I laid my head on her shoulder and cried. After a while we
all wiped our tears away and stuff. Tammy and I went up stairs
and sat in my room. Mom went to her room and so did Tammy. The
house was very quiet. I was still sad. Emily didn't know what
to say to me either. We just sat in my room on my bed in
silence. Finally I broke down and cried some more and laid
face down on my bed. Tammy leaned over and laid on top of me
and hugged me and turned me onto my back and looked into my
eyes. "Listen to me. I know your sad. I don't know what else
to do, but hold you. You know I love you. You and Laura are my
bestest friends. All I can do to make you feel better is to
hold you and stuff." "I know. Thank you. I love you too."
We both laid in my bed cuddling and hugging each other. Emily
pooped in her diaper but we didn't wanna bother Tammy or mommy
so we just laid there anyway. Finally she got uncomfortable. I
told her I could change it for her. I had never changed a
dirty diaper before but I knew how to do it since I had it
done for me quite a few times.
I laid her on my changing table and took off her pants and her
diaper. I wiped her. It was yucky. But I managed to get her
all clean. I put another diaper on her. I went down the hall
and put the dirty diaper out in the trash. Then I came back.
Emily had just put her pants on. She laid back down and I
picked up my bear and came over to her.
"I wish we could both fit in my crib. Then we could just take
a nap like little babies." "Yeppers you're right Tiffany."
"Well at least you have a bed and a crib in your room. I only
have a crib. So when friends come over they gotta sleep on the
floor now." "Yeah that's why mommy left my old bed in here. So
that if we needed an extra bed for someone, we'd have it." "I
think when I go home tonight I'm gonna get mom to put my old
bed back in the corner, that way I can have friends over and
they'll be more comfy." "Yeah, that'll be nice."
I cheered up a bit. Tammy stayed with us all day. We got a
phone call that night though and when mom hung up the phone
she sat us all down. "Girls, I have some bad news." She had
tears in her eyes. "Daddy is in jail. He will go to court next
Thursday. They say that he used to hack into Federal computers
and steel blueprints for top secret weapons and sell them to
other countries. I don't know if your daddy did it or not. All
I know is when I met him he was well off, and we got married
and I just never thought.." She paused and then started to
cry. "Tammy jumped up and hugged her. I started crying again.
Even Emily was crying this time. She hugged me.
Later on Emily's mom came and took her home. She noticed that
things were very sad around our house. My mom talked to her
and started crying again. Emily's mom was very nice to her and
told her if she needed anything, just to call. I hugged Emily
and she and her mommy went bye bye. I went up to Tammy's room
and she was laying on her bed and sobbing into her pillow. I
walked over to her and laid down beside her and snuggled up to
her and she turned over and I gave her a hug. I grabbed some
tissues of her nightstand and wiped her tears and then she
blew her nose. She hugged me and pulled me down on top of her
as she laid back down. We stayed there for a while. Then mom
came in and she sat on the bed next to us.
Later on we all got ready for bed. Tammy and I and my fluffy
teddy bear all slept in mom's bed. This way we were all with
each other all night. Mommy cried for a while and then fell
asleep. I finally got tired and fell asleep as well.
The next morning I woke up. My diaper had leaked and the bed
was wet and Tammy was wet too. "Looks like you had a little
leak huh?" Tammy said as she got up. "I sorry I got everything
all wet." I started to cry. "Oh honey, it's ok." She hugged
me. She took my diaper off and threw it in the diaper pail.
We both went into the bathroom and took a shower together.
Mom got up and took the sheets off the bed. Luckily she didn't
get wet. When Tammy and I got out of the shower Tammy went to
her room and got dressed and then I went to my room and waited
for her to come change me into a diaper and an outfit for the
day. She finally came and changed me.
Then we went to the kitchen and had breakfast. Just oatmeal
today. Mom didn't feel like doing much. Emily called and asked
If I still wanted to come over to her house. Mom said I should
go because it would get my mind off of things for a while.
Tammy also got a call from Kimmie. She wanted to go to her
house. "Mom, I don't wanna leave you here by yourself though."
"Honey, I'll be ok. You two go play. Mommy needs to be alone
for a while anyway ok."
Tammy walked me to Emily's house. Then she went back. As she
was going back Kimmie pulled up and gave her a ride to the
house. They went in and saw mom. Kimmie already knew what had
happened because Tammy had called her last night. Kimmie
brought my mom flowers which I saw later on when I got home.
Meanwhile, I was at Emily's house. Laura hadn't came over yet
but she would be there soon. Emily's mom gave me a hug when I
came in. Everyone was really being nice to me. Even more than
usual. It made me feel better though. Laura came over and we
started to play. She still didn't know what had happened with
my dad yet. When we were playing I bumped my head on the edge
of Emily's desk. I started to cry. Laura hugged me and Emily
got a damp wash cloth and put it on my head where I hit it.
After a while I stopped crying. We played some more and then I
started to cry. For no reason. Well it was for a reason.
Because my daddy was gone. "I want my daddy." I cried and
Laura said she would walk me home to see him. "NO! my daddy is
gone!" "What do you mean?" Laura asked. I just cried. Laura
hugged me again and Emily explained what happened. Laura
started to cry too. Emily came over to us both and hugged us.
Emily's mom came in. "What's wrong? Did Tiffany hit her head
again?" "No mommy, she sad because her daddy is in jail." "oh
honey come here. Emily's mom picked me up and held me and
patted my diapered bottom and rocked me. Emily hugged Laura
because she was crying too. Laura liked my dad and had gone
camping with us last year. Emily knew him, but not the same
way Laura did. So this was kind of hard on Laura too.
Emily's mom carried me to the kitchen and sat me in her lap at
the table. She got one of Emily's bottles and fed me. I fell
asleep in her arms. She brought me back into Emily's room
where Emily and Laura were still playing. "Shhh. She's
sleeping. I'm gonna lay her here to take a nap. Why don't you
two come out to the living room and play."
Later on I woke up from my nap. I started to cry again. Not
just because I was sad but because I was still half asleep and
in an unfamiliar room. And no one was there either. Emily ran
into the room. "Hey baby, its ok come here. I sat up and she
came over to the bed and hugged me. Laura came in and sat next
to me. Laura rubbed my back while I laid my head on Emily's
shoulder. Finally I stopped crying. Emily wiped my tears from
my eyes with her shirt. "There you go Tiffy." "Thanks. I love
you guys. I sorry I'm crying so much." "Oh it's ok. We know
you're going through a lot right now."
As I sat there and hugged Emily I pooped in my diaper. Emily
smiled at me. "You just went poopy didn't you?" "Yep." "I'm
going poopoo in my didees too." Laura said as she laid back on
the bed and finished doing a load in her diaper. "Oh my gosh
you know what?" "What I asked as I was bouncing on my poopy
diaper bottom. On the bed." "I gotta go poop too." "Well what
are you waiting for. GO!" Laura said as she began to bounce
with me. Laura and I were mushing our poopy all over our
hiney. Emily squatted down and held onto the bed frame and
leaned back and was pushing. Finally she had a load in her
diaper too. She sat on my lap and started bouncing. I could
feel her lumpy poo-filled diaper getting more squishy as she
mushed it all." "Hey, get off of my poopy butt." I said as I
pushed her onto Laura. Laura got onto her and sat on her and
pinned her down. We all were yucky in our poopy diapers.
Emily's mom came in to see what all the commotion was about.
She could smell poopy diapers and she asked which one of us
did number two in our diaper." "I said me." Then Emily said
"ME!" then Laura said "ME!!!" "Ok so which one of you?" "We
all did poopoo in our diapers." Emily said. "All at the same
time?" "Yeppers." I said. "oh my goodness. Well Emily, you
come over here first and I'll change you." Emily laid down on
the floor and got her poopy hiney wipied and powdered. Then
she got a new diaper put on her and then her mom rolled her
out of the way and I sat on the floor and leaned back and she
took off my cloth diaper. "Eww, you really really did a big
yucky load in your diaper honey." I blushed. Laura laughed a
little bit. Finally after a half a box of wipes, my hiney was
clean and then she powdered me and put me in a disposable
diaper and then asked Emily to take my poopy diaper and dump
the crap out into the toilet and then throw my diaper in a
bucket of soapy water for now. So she left the room. Then
Laura laid down and got her diaper changed. "Wow, you and
Tiffany both have some pretty gross diapers." She said to
Laura. Finally we all were changed. Then she went and washed
her hands and got rid of the disposable diapers. She then told
me that she would wash mine and next time I came over that
she'd give it back to me. I thanked her for doing that. Cloth
diapers are a pain to wash, so it was nice of her to do that.
That way mom or Tammy wouldn't have to.
Finally we all had something to eat and watched a movie. I
then went home and Tammy was already back home with mom.
I felt better since I was with Emily and Laura but when I got
home it kind of hit me again. I didn't cry, but I felt sad.
Mom gave me a bath and put me in my jammies. Tammy was on the
phone talking to another one of her friends from school.
I didn't go to bed until 9. We were going to church the next
day. Of all times to need God, we surely needed his guidance
now. Tammy got off the phone and came in and tucked me in.
"You know what. We haven't prayed in a day or so. We need to
pray for dad and ask God to help our family." "Yeah you're
right Tammy." So we knelt by my toy box and prayed. It seemed
like we were there for quite a while. But when we got up we
really felt the peace and the presence of God. Tammy put me in
my crib and kissed me goodnight. She turned out the light and
left. I laid away for a while. I thought of all the good times
we had with daddy. I also prayed some more. After a while I
finally fell asleep.
As I slept, I had a dream about being in a field with some
trees to one side and a river to the other. It was sunny and
windy. There were pretty flowers every where. I woke up after
that but it was still the middle of the night. I wet my diaper
and then turned over and hugged my teddy bear.
I sat in my highchair and watched her eat. Mom and dad had
already eaten earlier. Dad was out in the garage. Mom was
doing some laundry. I called Emily and she was watching a
video. She said she would be over at 11. So we hung up and
then I played in my room with my toys for a while.
The doorbell rang and I ran out of my room and answered the
door. To my surprise it was not Emily. "Hello little girl. Is
your mommy home?" "Yes, me go get her." I ran into the laundry
room and got mom. She came out to the door. "Hello. We are
from the FBI and we are here to talk to your husband." "FBI?"
"Yes ma'am." They showed mom their badges. I was sitting on
the couch in the living room and I could see everything that
was going on. "We just want to talk to him." "Well ok, let me
go get him." Mom ran into the garage and got dad. Dad came out
to the door. "Hello sir. We're from the FBI. We would like to
ask you a few questions." "Ok, come on in, sit down. They all
came in. Mom, dad, and I sat on the couch. Just then Tammy
walked in. "What's going on?" Mom motioned for her to come sit
with us on the couch. She sat down.
The man who came to the door began to talk to my dad and
accuse him of some crime or something. He denied it but they
handcuffed him and took him away. He went willingly. I started
to cry and asked them why they were taking my daddy away.
"Don't worry honey, daddy will be back home. I just have to go
answer some questions, that's all. Don't worry baby." Somehow
I knew that more was going on than he told me. Tammy was
crying too and we both held on to each other. Mom came over
and hugged us. She had tears in her eyes too.
A while later Emily came over to play. Mom answered the door
and let her in. She could tell we were all sad. "What's
wrong?" "Um, the FBI came here and took our daddy away." Tammy
said as she fell to her knees and started to cry. Emily was
shocked by all this. Mom knelt down and held onto Tammy.
I started to cry too. Emily hugged me and we sat on the floor
and I laid my head on her shoulder and cried. After a while we
all wiped our tears away and stuff. Tammy and I went up stairs
and sat in my room. Mom went to her room and so did Tammy. The
house was very quiet. I was still sad. Emily didn't know what
to say to me either. We just sat in my room on my bed in
silence. Finally I broke down and cried some more and laid
face down on my bed. Tammy leaned over and laid on top of me
and hugged me and turned me onto my back and looked into my
eyes. "Listen to me. I know your sad. I don't know what else
to do, but hold you. You know I love you. You and Laura are my
bestest friends. All I can do to make you feel better is to
hold you and stuff." "I know. Thank you. I love you too."
We both laid in my bed cuddling and hugging each other. Emily
pooped in her diaper but we didn't wanna bother Tammy or mommy
so we just laid there anyway. Finally she got uncomfortable. I
told her I could change it for her. I had never changed a
dirty diaper before but I knew how to do it since I had it
done for me quite a few times.
I laid her on my changing table and took off her pants and her
diaper. I wiped her. It was yucky. But I managed to get her
all clean. I put another diaper on her. I went down the hall
and put the dirty diaper out in the trash. Then I came back.
Emily had just put her pants on. She laid back down and I
picked up my bear and came over to her.
"I wish we could both fit in my crib. Then we could just take
a nap like little babies." "Yeppers you're right Tiffany."
"Well at least you have a bed and a crib in your room. I only
have a crib. So when friends come over they gotta sleep on the
floor now." "Yeah that's why mommy left my old bed in here. So
that if we needed an extra bed for someone, we'd have it." "I
think when I go home tonight I'm gonna get mom to put my old
bed back in the corner, that way I can have friends over and
they'll be more comfy." "Yeah, that'll be nice."
I cheered up a bit. Tammy stayed with us all day. We got a
phone call that night though and when mom hung up the phone
she sat us all down. "Girls, I have some bad news." She had
tears in her eyes. "Daddy is in jail. He will go to court next
Thursday. They say that he used to hack into Federal computers
and steel blueprints for top secret weapons and sell them to
other countries. I don't know if your daddy did it or not. All
I know is when I met him he was well off, and we got married
and I just never thought.." She paused and then started to
cry. "Tammy jumped up and hugged her. I started crying again.
Even Emily was crying this time. She hugged me.
Later on Emily's mom came and took her home. She noticed that
things were very sad around our house. My mom talked to her
and started crying again. Emily's mom was very nice to her and
told her if she needed anything, just to call. I hugged Emily
and she and her mommy went bye bye. I went up to Tammy's room
and she was laying on her bed and sobbing into her pillow. I
walked over to her and laid down beside her and snuggled up to
her and she turned over and I gave her a hug. I grabbed some
tissues of her nightstand and wiped her tears and then she
blew her nose. She hugged me and pulled me down on top of her
as she laid back down. We stayed there for a while. Then mom
came in and she sat on the bed next to us.
Later on we all got ready for bed. Tammy and I and my fluffy
teddy bear all slept in mom's bed. This way we were all with
each other all night. Mommy cried for a while and then fell
asleep. I finally got tired and fell asleep as well.
The next morning I woke up. My diaper had leaked and the bed
was wet and Tammy was wet too. "Looks like you had a little
leak huh?" Tammy said as she got up. "I sorry I got everything
all wet." I started to cry. "Oh honey, it's ok." She hugged
me. She took my diaper off and threw it in the diaper pail.
We both went into the bathroom and took a shower together.
Mom got up and took the sheets off the bed. Luckily she didn't
get wet. When Tammy and I got out of the shower Tammy went to
her room and got dressed and then I went to my room and waited
for her to come change me into a diaper and an outfit for the
day. She finally came and changed me.
Then we went to the kitchen and had breakfast. Just oatmeal
today. Mom didn't feel like doing much. Emily called and asked
If I still wanted to come over to her house. Mom said I should
go because it would get my mind off of things for a while.
Tammy also got a call from Kimmie. She wanted to go to her
house. "Mom, I don't wanna leave you here by yourself though."
"Honey, I'll be ok. You two go play. Mommy needs to be alone
for a while anyway ok."
Tammy walked me to Emily's house. Then she went back. As she
was going back Kimmie pulled up and gave her a ride to the
house. They went in and saw mom. Kimmie already knew what had
happened because Tammy had called her last night. Kimmie
brought my mom flowers which I saw later on when I got home.
Meanwhile, I was at Emily's house. Laura hadn't came over yet
but she would be there soon. Emily's mom gave me a hug when I
came in. Everyone was really being nice to me. Even more than
usual. It made me feel better though. Laura came over and we
started to play. She still didn't know what had happened with
my dad yet. When we were playing I bumped my head on the edge
of Emily's desk. I started to cry. Laura hugged me and Emily
got a damp wash cloth and put it on my head where I hit it.
After a while I stopped crying. We played some more and then I
started to cry. For no reason. Well it was for a reason.
Because my daddy was gone. "I want my daddy." I cried and
Laura said she would walk me home to see him. "NO! my daddy is
gone!" "What do you mean?" Laura asked. I just cried. Laura
hugged me again and Emily explained what happened. Laura
started to cry too. Emily came over to us both and hugged us.
Emily's mom came in. "What's wrong? Did Tiffany hit her head
again?" "No mommy, she sad because her daddy is in jail." "oh
honey come here. Emily's mom picked me up and held me and
patted my diapered bottom and rocked me. Emily hugged Laura
because she was crying too. Laura liked my dad and had gone
camping with us last year. Emily knew him, but not the same
way Laura did. So this was kind of hard on Laura too.
Emily's mom carried me to the kitchen and sat me in her lap at
the table. She got one of Emily's bottles and fed me. I fell
asleep in her arms. She brought me back into Emily's room
where Emily and Laura were still playing. "Shhh. She's
sleeping. I'm gonna lay her here to take a nap. Why don't you
two come out to the living room and play."
Later on I woke up from my nap. I started to cry again. Not
just because I was sad but because I was still half asleep and
in an unfamiliar room. And no one was there either. Emily ran
into the room. "Hey baby, its ok come here. I sat up and she
came over to the bed and hugged me. Laura came in and sat next
to me. Laura rubbed my back while I laid my head on Emily's
shoulder. Finally I stopped crying. Emily wiped my tears from
my eyes with her shirt. "There you go Tiffy." "Thanks. I love
you guys. I sorry I'm crying so much." "Oh it's ok. We know
you're going through a lot right now."
As I sat there and hugged Emily I pooped in my diaper. Emily
smiled at me. "You just went poopy didn't you?" "Yep." "I'm
going poopoo in my didees too." Laura said as she laid back on
the bed and finished doing a load in her diaper. "Oh my gosh
you know what?" "What I asked as I was bouncing on my poopy
diaper bottom. On the bed." "I gotta go poop too." "Well what
are you waiting for. GO!" Laura said as she began to bounce
with me. Laura and I were mushing our poopy all over our
hiney. Emily squatted down and held onto the bed frame and
leaned back and was pushing. Finally she had a load in her
diaper too. She sat on my lap and started bouncing. I could
feel her lumpy poo-filled diaper getting more squishy as she
mushed it all." "Hey, get off of my poopy butt." I said as I
pushed her onto Laura. Laura got onto her and sat on her and
pinned her down. We all were yucky in our poopy diapers.
Emily's mom came in to see what all the commotion was about.
She could smell poopy diapers and she asked which one of us
did number two in our diaper." "I said me." Then Emily said
"ME!" then Laura said "ME!!!" "Ok so which one of you?" "We
all did poopoo in our diapers." Emily said. "All at the same
time?" "Yeppers." I said. "oh my goodness. Well Emily, you
come over here first and I'll change you." Emily laid down on
the floor and got her poopy hiney wipied and powdered. Then
she got a new diaper put on her and then her mom rolled her
out of the way and I sat on the floor and leaned back and she
took off my cloth diaper. "Eww, you really really did a big
yucky load in your diaper honey." I blushed. Laura laughed a
little bit. Finally after a half a box of wipes, my hiney was
clean and then she powdered me and put me in a disposable
diaper and then asked Emily to take my poopy diaper and dump
the crap out into the toilet and then throw my diaper in a
bucket of soapy water for now. So she left the room. Then
Laura laid down and got her diaper changed. "Wow, you and
Tiffany both have some pretty gross diapers." She said to
Laura. Finally we all were changed. Then she went and washed
her hands and got rid of the disposable diapers. She then told
me that she would wash mine and next time I came over that
she'd give it back to me. I thanked her for doing that. Cloth
diapers are a pain to wash, so it was nice of her to do that.
That way mom or Tammy wouldn't have to.
Finally we all had something to eat and watched a movie. I
then went home and Tammy was already back home with mom.
I felt better since I was with Emily and Laura but when I got
home it kind of hit me again. I didn't cry, but I felt sad.
Mom gave me a bath and put me in my jammies. Tammy was on the
phone talking to another one of her friends from school.
I didn't go to bed until 9. We were going to church the next
day. Of all times to need God, we surely needed his guidance
now. Tammy got off the phone and came in and tucked me in.
"You know what. We haven't prayed in a day or so. We need to
pray for dad and ask God to help our family." "Yeah you're
right Tammy." So we knelt by my toy box and prayed. It seemed
like we were there for quite a while. But when we got up we
really felt the peace and the presence of God. Tammy put me in
my crib and kissed me goodnight. She turned out the light and
left. I laid away for a while. I thought of all the good times
we had with daddy. I also prayed some more. After a while I
finally fell asleep.
As I slept, I had a dream about being in a field with some
trees to one side and a river to the other. It was sunny and
windy. There were pretty flowers every where. I woke up after
that but it was still the middle of the night. I wet my diaper
and then turned over and hugged my teddy bear.
I woke up the next morning around 9:30. Mom came in to change
me because Tammy was sleeping in. I was ready to get up. Mom
changed me out of my wet diaper and into a nice dry cloth
diaper. Mom put me in my highchair and made me a very yummy
breakfast. Soon after I was done eating Tammy came into the
kitchen. "Good morning honey. Did you sleep well?" "Yeah." She
yawned and rubbed her eyes as she sat down at the table.
I woke up the next morning around 9:30. Mom came in to change
me because Tammy was sleeping in. I was ready to get up. Mom
changed me out of my wet diaper and into a nice dry cloth
diaper. Mom put me in my highchair and made me a very yummy
breakfast. Soon after I was done eating Tammy came into the
kitchen. "Good morning honey. Did you sleep well?" "Yeah." She
yawned and rubbed her eyes as she sat down at the table.
I sat in my highchair and watched her eat. Mom and dad had
already eaten earlier. Dad was out in the garage. Mom was
doing some laundry. I called Emily and she was watching a
video. She said she would be over at 11. So we hung up and
then I played in my room with my toys for a while.
The doorbell rang and I ran out of my room and answered the
door. To my surprise it was not Emily. "Hello little girl. Is
your mommy home?" "Yes, me go get her." I ran into the laundry
room and got mom. She came out to the door. "Hello. We are
from the FBI and we are here to talk to your husband." "FBI?"
"Yes ma'am." They showed mom their badges. I was sitting on
the couch in the living room and I could see everything that
was going on. "We just want to talk to him." "Well ok, let me
go get him." Mom ran into the garage and got dad. Dad came out
to the door. "Hello sir. We're from the FBI. We would like to
ask you a few questions." "Ok, come on in, sit down. They all
came in. Mom, dad, and I sat on the couch. Just then Tammy
walked in. "What's going on?" Mom motioned for her to come sit
with us on the couch. She sat down.
The man who came to the door began to talk to my dad and
accuse him of some crime or something. He denied it but they
handcuffed him and took him away. He went willingly. I started
to cry and asked them why they were taking my daddy away.
"Don't worry honey, daddy will be back home. I just have to go
answer some questions, that's all. Don't worry baby." Somehow
I knew that more was going on than he told me. Tammy was
crying too and we both held on to each other. Mom came over
and hugged us. She had tears in her eyes too.
A while later Emily came over to play. Mom answered the door
and let her in. She could tell we were all sad. "What's
wrong?" "Um, the FBI came here and took our daddy away." Tammy
said as she fell to her knees and started to cry. Emily was
shocked by all this. Mom knelt down and held onto Tammy.
I started to cry too. Emily hugged me and we sat on the floor
and I laid my head on her shoulder and cried. After a while we
all wiped our tears away and stuff. Tammy and I went up stairs
and sat in my room. Mom went to her room and so did Tammy. The
house was very quiet. I was still sad. Emily didn't know what
to say to me either. We just sat in my room on my bed in
silence. Finally I broke down and cried some more and laid
face down on my bed. Tammy leaned over and laid on top of me
and hugged me and turned me onto my back and looked into my
eyes. "Listen to me. I know your sad. I don't know what else
to do, but hold you. You know I love you. You and Laura are my
bestest friends. All I can do to make you feel better is to
hold you and stuff." "I know. Thank you. I love you too."
We both laid in my bed cuddling and hugging each other. Emily
pooped in her diaper but we didn't wanna bother Tammy or mommy
so we just laid there anyway. Finally she got uncomfortable. I
told her I could change it for her. I had never changed a
dirty diaper before but I knew how to do it since I had it
done for me quite a few times.
I laid her on my changing table and took off her pants and her
diaper. I wiped her. It was yucky. But I managed to get her
all clean. I put another diaper on her. I went down the hall
and put the dirty diaper out in the trash. Then I came back.
Emily had just put her pants on. She laid back down and I
picked up my bear and came over to her.
"I wish we could both fit in my crib. Then we could just take
a nap like little babies." "Yeppers you're right Tiffany."
"Well at least you have a bed and a crib in your room. I only
have a crib. So when friends come over they gotta sleep on the
floor now." "Yeah that's why mommy left my old bed in here. So
that if we needed an extra bed for someone, we'd have it." "I
think when I go home tonight I'm gonna get mom to put my old
bed back in the corner, that way I can have friends over and
they'll be more comfy." "Yeah, that'll be nice."
I cheered up a bit. Tammy stayed with us all day. We got a
phone call that night though and when mom hung up the phone
she sat us all down. "Girls, I have some bad news." She had
tears in her eyes. "Daddy is in jail. He will go to court next
Thursday. They say that he used to hack into Federal computers
and steel blueprints for top secret weapons and sell them to
other countries. I don't know if your daddy did it or not. All
I know is when I met him he was well off, and we got married
and I just never thought.." She paused and then started to
cry. "Tammy jumped up and hugged her. I started crying again.
Even Emily was crying this time. She hugged me.
Later on Emily's mom came and took her home. She noticed that
things were very sad around our house. My mom talked to her
and started crying again. Emily's mom was very nice to her and
told her if she needed anything, just to call. I hugged Emily
and she and her mommy went bye bye. I went up to Tammy's room
and she was laying on her bed and sobbing into her pillow. I
walked over to her and laid down beside her and snuggled up to
her and she turned over and I gave her a hug. I grabbed some
tissues of her nightstand and wiped her tears and then she
blew her nose. She hugged me and pulled me down on top of her
as she laid back down. We stayed there for a while. Then mom
came in and she sat on the bed next to us.
Later on we all got ready for bed. Tammy and I and my fluffy
teddy bear all slept in mom's bed. This way we were all with
each other all night. Mommy cried for a while and then fell
asleep. I finally got tired and fell asleep as well.
The next morning I woke up. My diaper had leaked and the bed
was wet and Tammy was wet too. "Looks like you had a little
leak huh?" Tammy said as she got up. "I sorry I got everything
all wet." I started to cry. "Oh honey, it's ok." She hugged
me. She took my diaper off and threw it in the diaper pail.
We both went into the bathroom and took a shower together.
Mom got up and took the sheets off the bed. Luckily she didn't
get wet. When Tammy and I got out of the shower Tammy went to
her room and got dressed and then I went to my room and waited
for her to come change me into a diaper and an outfit for the
day. She finally came and changed me.
Then we went to the kitchen and had breakfast. Just oatmeal
today. Mom didn't feel like doing much. Emily called and asked
If I still wanted to come over to her house. Mom said I should
go because it would get my mind off of things for a while.
Tammy also got a call from Kimmie. She wanted to go to her
house. "Mom, I don't wanna leave you here by yourself though."
"Honey, I'll be ok. You two go play. Mommy needs to be alone
for a while anyway ok."
Tammy walked me to Emily's house. Then she went back. As she
was going back Kimmie pulled up and gave her a ride to the
house. They went in and saw mom. Kimmie already knew what had
happened because Tammy had called her last night. Kimmie
brought my mom flowers which I saw later on when I got home.
Meanwhile, I was at Emily's house. Laura hadn't came over yet
but she would be there soon. Emily's mom gave me a hug when I
came in. Everyone was really being nice to me. Even more than
usual. It made me feel better though. Laura came over and we
started to play. She still didn't know what had happened with
my dad yet. When we were playing I bumped my head on the edge
of Emily's desk. I started to cry. Laura hugged me and Emily
got a damp wash cloth and put it on my head where I hit it.
After a while I stopped crying. We played some more and then I
started to cry. For no reason. Well it was for a reason.
Because my daddy was gone. "I want my daddy." I cried and
Laura said she would walk me home to see him. "NO! my daddy is
gone!" "What do you mean?" Laura asked. I just cried. Laura
hugged me again and Emily explained what happened. Laura
started to cry too. Emily came over to us both and hugged us.
Emily's mom came in. "What's wrong? Did Tiffany hit her head
again?" "No mommy, she sad because her daddy is in jail." "oh
honey come here. Emily's mom picked me up and held me and
patted my diapered bottom and rocked me. Emily hugged Laura
because she was crying too. Laura liked my dad and had gone
camping with us last year. Emily knew him, but not the same
way Laura did. So this was kind of hard on Laura too.
Emily's mom carried me to the kitchen and sat me in her lap at
the table. She got one of Emily's bottles and fed me. I fell
asleep in her arms. She brought me back into Emily's room
where Emily and Laura were still playing. "Shhh. She's
sleeping. I'm gonna lay her here to take a nap. Why don't you
two come out to the living room and play."
Later on I woke up from my nap. I started to cry again. Not
just because I was sad but because I was still half asleep and
in an unfamiliar room. And no one was there either. Emily ran
into the room. "Hey baby, its ok come here. I sat up and she
came over to the bed and hugged me. Laura came in and sat next
to me. Laura rubbed my back while I laid my head on Emily's
shoulder. Finally I stopped crying. Emily wiped my tears from
my eyes with her shirt. "There you go Tiffy." "Thanks. I love
you guys. I sorry I'm crying so much." "Oh it's ok. We know
you're going through a lot right now."
As I sat there and hugged Emily I pooped in my diaper. Emily
smiled at me. "You just went poopy didn't you?" "Yep." "I'm
going poopoo in my didees too." Laura said as she laid back on
the bed and finished doing a load in her diaper. "Oh my gosh
you know what?" "What I asked as I was bouncing on my poopy
diaper bottom. On the bed." "I gotta go poop too." "Well what
are you waiting for. GO!" Laura said as she began to bounce
with me. Laura and I were mushing our poopy all over our
hiney. Emily squatted down and held onto the bed frame and
leaned back and was pushing. Finally she had a load in her
diaper too. She sat on my lap and started bouncing. I could
feel her lumpy poo-filled diaper getting more squishy as she
mushed it all." "Hey, get off of my poopy butt." I said as I
pushed her onto Laura. Laura got onto her and sat on her and
pinned her down. We all were yucky in our poopy diapers.
Emily's mom came in to see what all the commotion was about.
She could smell poopy diapers and she asked which one of us
did number two in our diaper." "I said me." Then Emily said
"ME!" then Laura said "ME!!!" "Ok so which one of you?" "We
all did poopoo in our diapers." Emily said. "All at the same
time?" "Yeppers." I said. "oh my goodness. Well Emily, you
come over here first and I'll change you." Emily laid down on
the floor and got her poopy hiney wipied and powdered. Then
she got a new diaper put on her and then her mom rolled her
out of the way and I sat on the floor and leaned back and she
took off my cloth diaper. "Eww, you really really did a big
yucky load in your diaper honey." I blushed. Laura laughed a
little bit. Finally after a half a box of wipes, my hiney was
clean and then she powdered me and put me in a disposable
diaper and then asked Emily to take my poopy diaper and dump
the crap out into the toilet and then throw my diaper in a
bucket of soapy water for now. So she left the room. Then
Laura laid down and got her diaper changed. "Wow, you and
Tiffany both have some pretty gross diapers." She said to
Laura. Finally we all were changed. Then she went and washed
her hands and got rid of the disposable diapers. She then told
me that she would wash mine and next time I came over that
she'd give it back to me. I thanked her for doing that. Cloth
diapers are a pain to wash, so it was nice of her to do that.
That way mom or Tammy wouldn't have to.
Finally we all had something to eat and watched a movie. I
then went home and Tammy was already back home with mom.
I felt better since I was with Emily and Laura but when I got
home it kind of hit me again. I didn't cry, but I felt sad.
Mom gave me a bath and put me in my jammies. Tammy was on the
phone talking to another one of her friends from school.
I didn't go to bed until 9. We were going to church the next
day. Of all times to need God, we surely needed his guidance
now. Tammy got off the phone and came in and tucked me in.
"You know what. We haven't prayed in a day or so. We need to
pray for dad and ask God to help our family." "Yeah you're
right Tammy." So we knelt by my toy box and prayed. It seemed
like we were there for quite a while. But when we got up we
really felt the peace and the presence of God. Tammy put me in
my crib and kissed me goodnight. She turned out the light and
left. I laid away for a while. I thought of all the good times
we had with daddy. I also prayed some more. After a while I
finally fell asleep.
As I slept, I had a dream about being in a field with some
trees to one side and a river to the other. It was sunny and
windy. There were pretty flowers every where. I woke up after
that but it was still the middle of the night. I wet my diaper
and then turned over and hugged my teddy bear.
I sat in my highchair and watched her eat. Mom and dad had
already eaten earlier. Dad was out in the garage. Mom was
doing some laundry. I called Emily and she was watching a
video. She said she would be over at 11. So we hung up and
then I played in my room with my toys for a while.
The doorbell rang and I ran out of my room and answered the
door. To my surprise it was not Emily. "Hello little girl. Is
your mommy home?" "Yes, me go get her." I ran into the laundry
room and got mom. She came out to the door. "Hello. We are
from the FBI and we are here to talk to your husband." "FBI?"
"Yes ma'am." They showed mom their badges. I was sitting on
the couch in the living room and I could see everything that
was going on. "We just want to talk to him." "Well ok, let me
go get him." Mom ran into the garage and got dad. Dad came out
to the door. "Hello sir. We're from the FBI. We would like to
ask you a few questions." "Ok, come on in, sit down. They all
came in. Mom, dad, and I sat on the couch. Just then Tammy
walked in. "What's going on?" Mom motioned for her to come sit
with us on the couch. She sat down.
The man who came to the door began to talk to my dad and
accuse him of some crime or something. He denied it but they
handcuffed him and took him away. He went willingly. I started
to cry and asked them why they were taking my daddy away.
"Don't worry honey, daddy will be back home. I just have to go
answer some questions, that's all. Don't worry baby." Somehow
I knew that more was going on than he told me. Tammy was
crying too and we both held on to each other. Mom came over
and hugged us. She had tears in her eyes too.
A while later Emily came over to play. Mom answered the door
and let her in. She could tell we were all sad. "What's
wrong?" "Um, the FBI came here and took our daddy away." Tammy
said as she fell to her knees and started to cry. Emily was
shocked by all this. Mom knelt down and held onto Tammy.
I started to cry too. Emily hugged me and we sat on the floor
and I laid my head on her shoulder and cried. After a while we
all wiped our tears away and stuff. Tammy and I went up stairs
and sat in my room. Mom went to her room and so did Tammy. The
house was very quiet. I was still sad. Emily didn't know what
to say to me either. We just sat in my room on my bed in
silence. Finally I broke down and cried some more and laid
face down on my bed. Tammy leaned over and laid on top of me
and hugged me and turned me onto my back and looked into my
eyes. "Listen to me. I know your sad. I don't know what else
to do, but hold you. You know I love you. You and Laura are my
bestest friends. All I can do to make you feel better is to
hold you and stuff." "I know. Thank you. I love you too."
We both laid in my bed cuddling and hugging each other. Emily
pooped in her diaper but we didn't wanna bother Tammy or mommy
so we just laid there anyway. Finally she got uncomfortable. I
told her I could change it for her. I had never changed a
dirty diaper before but I knew how to do it since I had it
done for me quite a few times.
I laid her on my changing table and took off her pants and her
diaper. I wiped her. It was yucky. But I managed to get her
all clean. I put another diaper on her. I went down the hall
and put the dirty diaper out in the trash. Then I came back.
Emily had just put her pants on. She laid back down and I
picked up my bear and came over to her.
"I wish we could both fit in my crib. Then we could just take
a nap like little babies." "Yeppers you're right Tiffany."
"Well at least you have a bed and a crib in your room. I only
have a crib. So when friends come over they gotta sleep on the
floor now." "Yeah that's why mommy left my old bed in here. So
that if we needed an extra bed for someone, we'd have it." "I
think when I go home tonight I'm gonna get mom to put my old
bed back in the corner, that way I can have friends over and
they'll be more comfy." "Yeah, that'll be nice."
I cheered up a bit. Tammy stayed with us all day. We got a
phone call that night though and when mom hung up the phone
she sat us all down. "Girls, I have some bad news." She had
tears in her eyes. "Daddy is in jail. He will go to court next
Thursday. They say that he used to hack into Federal computers
and steel blueprints for top secret weapons and sell them to
other countries. I don't know if your daddy did it or not. All
I know is when I met him he was well off, and we got married
and I just never thought.." She paused and then started to
cry. "Tammy jumped up and hugged her. I started crying again.
Even Emily was crying this time. She hugged me.
Later on Emily's mom came and took her home. She noticed that
things were very sad around our house. My mom talked to her
and started crying again. Emily's mom was very nice to her and
told her if she needed anything, just to call. I hugged Emily
and she and her mommy went bye bye. I went up to Tammy's room
and she was laying on her bed and sobbing into her pillow. I
walked over to her and laid down beside her and snuggled up to
her and she turned over and I gave her a hug. I grabbed some
tissues of her nightstand and wiped her tears and then she
blew her nose. She hugged me and pulled me down on top of her
as she laid back down. We stayed there for a while. Then mom
came in and she sat on the bed next to us.
Later on we all got ready for bed. Tammy and I and my fluffy
teddy bear all slept in mom's bed. This way we were all with
each other all night. Mommy cried for a while and then fell
asleep. I finally got tired and fell asleep as well.
The next morning I woke up. My diaper had leaked and the bed
was wet and Tammy was wet too. "Looks like you had a little
leak huh?" Tammy said as she got up. "I sorry I got everything
all wet." I started to cry. "Oh honey, it's ok." She hugged
me. She took my diaper off and threw it in the diaper pail.
We both went into the bathroom and took a shower together.
Mom got up and took the sheets off the bed. Luckily she didn't
get wet. When Tammy and I got out of the shower Tammy went to
her room and got dressed and then I went to my room and waited
for her to come change me into a diaper and an outfit for the
day. She finally came and changed me.
Then we went to the kitchen and had breakfast. Just oatmeal
today. Mom didn't feel like doing much. Emily called and asked
If I still wanted to come over to her house. Mom said I should
go because it would get my mind off of things for a while.
Tammy also got a call from Kimmie. She wanted to go to her
house. "Mom, I don't wanna leave you here by yourself though."
"Honey, I'll be ok. You two go play. Mommy needs to be alone
for a while anyway ok."
Tammy walked me to Emily's house. Then she went back. As she
was going back Kimmie pulled up and gave her a ride to the
house. They went in and saw mom. Kimmie already knew what had
happened because Tammy had called her last night. Kimmie
brought my mom flowers which I saw later on when I got home.
Meanwhile, I was at Emily's house. Laura hadn't came over yet
but she would be there soon. Emily's mom gave me a hug when I
came in. Everyone was really being nice to me. Even more than
usual. It made me feel better though. Laura came over and we
started to play. She still didn't know what had happened with
my dad yet. When we were playing I bumped my head on the edge
of Emily's desk. I started to cry. Laura hugged me and Emily
got a damp wash cloth and put it on my head where I hit it.
After a while I stopped crying. We played some more and then I
started to cry. For no reason. Well it was for a reason.
Because my daddy was gone. "I want my daddy." I cried and
Laura said she would walk me home to see him. "NO! my daddy is
gone!" "What do you mean?" Laura asked. I just cried. Laura
hugged me again and Emily explained what happened. Laura
started to cry too. Emily came over to us both and hugged us.
Emily's mom came in. "What's wrong? Did Tiffany hit her head
again?" "No mommy, she sad because her daddy is in jail." "oh
honey come here. Emily's mom picked me up and held me and
patted my diapered bottom and rocked me. Emily hugged Laura
because she was crying too. Laura liked my dad and had gone
camping with us last year. Emily knew him, but not the same
way Laura did. So this was kind of hard on Laura too.
Emily's mom carried me to the kitchen and sat me in her lap at
the table. She got one of Emily's bottles and fed me. I fell
asleep in her arms. She brought me back into Emily's room
where Emily and Laura were still playing. "Shhh. She's
sleeping. I'm gonna lay her here to take a nap. Why don't you
two come out to the living room and play."
Later on I woke up from my nap. I started to cry again. Not
just because I was sad but because I was still half asleep and
in an unfamiliar room. And no one was there either. Emily ran
into the room. "Hey baby, its ok come here. I sat up and she
came over to the bed and hugged me. Laura came in and sat next
to me. Laura rubbed my back while I laid my head on Emily's
shoulder. Finally I stopped crying. Emily wiped my tears from
my eyes with her shirt. "There you go Tiffy." "Thanks. I love
you guys. I sorry I'm crying so much." "Oh it's ok. We know
you're going through a lot right now."
As I sat there and hugged Emily I pooped in my diaper. Emily
smiled at me. "You just went poopy didn't you?" "Yep." "I'm
going poopoo in my didees too." Laura said as she laid back on
the bed and finished doing a load in her diaper. "Oh my gosh
you know what?" "What I asked as I was bouncing on my poopy
diaper bottom. On the bed." "I gotta go poop too." "Well what
are you waiting for. GO!" Laura said as she began to bounce
with me. Laura and I were mushing our poopy all over our
hiney. Emily squatted down and held onto the bed frame and
leaned back and was pushing. Finally she had a load in her
diaper too. She sat on my lap and started bouncing. I could
feel her lumpy poo-filled diaper getting more squishy as she
mushed it all." "Hey, get off of my poopy butt." I said as I
pushed her onto Laura. Laura got onto her and sat on her and
pinned her down. We all were yucky in our poopy diapers.
Emily's mom came in to see what all the commotion was about.
She could smell poopy diapers and she asked which one of us
did number two in our diaper." "I said me." Then Emily said
"ME!" then Laura said "ME!!!" "Ok so which one of you?" "We
all did poopoo in our diapers." Emily said. "All at the same
time?" "Yeppers." I said. "oh my goodness. Well Emily, you
come over here first and I'll change you." Emily laid down on
the floor and got her poopy hiney wipied and powdered. Then
she got a new diaper put on her and then her mom rolled her
out of the way and I sat on the floor and leaned back and she
took off my cloth diaper. "Eww, you really really did a big
yucky load in your diaper honey." I blushed. Laura laughed a
little bit. Finally after a half a box of wipes, my hiney was
clean and then she powdered me and put me in a disposable
diaper and then asked Emily to take my poopy diaper and dump
the crap out into the toilet and then throw my diaper in a
bucket of soapy water for now. So she left the room. Then
Laura laid down and got her diaper changed. "Wow, you and
Tiffany both have some pretty gross diapers." She said to
Laura. Finally we all were changed. Then she went and washed
her hands and got rid of the disposable diapers. She then told
me that she would wash mine and next time I came over that
she'd give it back to me. I thanked her for doing that. Cloth
diapers are a pain to wash, so it was nice of her to do that.
That way mom or Tammy wouldn't have to.
Finally we all had something to eat and watched a movie. I
then went home and Tammy was already back home with mom.
I felt better since I was with Emily and Laura but when I got
home it kind of hit me again. I didn't cry, but I felt sad.
Mom gave me a bath and put me in my jammies. Tammy was on the
phone talking to another one of her friends from school.
I didn't go to bed until 9. We were going to church the next
day. Of all times to need God, we surely needed his guidance
now. Tammy got off the phone and came in and tucked me in.
"You know what. We haven't prayed in a day or so. We need to
pray for dad and ask God to help our family." "Yeah you're
right Tammy." So we knelt by my toy box and prayed. It seemed
like we were there for quite a while. But when we got up we
really felt the peace and the presence of God. Tammy put me in
my crib and kissed me goodnight. She turned out the light and
left. I laid away for a while. I thought of all the good times
we had with daddy. I also prayed some more. After a while I
finally fell asleep.
As I slept, I had a dream about being in a field with some
trees to one side and a river to the other. It was sunny and
windy. There were pretty flowers every where. I woke up after
that but it was still the middle of the night. I wet my diaper
and then turned over and hugged my teddy bear.
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slashdot's 20second timer sucks. it resets itself after you hit submit too early :*(
what's a thread in my linux? why do i need to know this i just run irc and nmap on my firewall , (go! debian apt-get),
LINUX FUCK YEAH!
those songs suck penis. i'm gonna have to start using linux if they keep that shit up.
i look like brad pitt. i'm also fucking my boss. he's so hot, his ass is so tight :)
hahahahah you so awwwwwesome ! suck my dick?
forst posteh!!!
*punches self in the balls*
i was looking for my parent's guns in their bedroom while they were still at work and i came across a drawer full of mags..
:(
later, a friend and i found a whole garbage bag full of cum-crusted magazines in this alley that homeless people slept in. it was nasty pr0n too, like Over 50 and naked black girls.
YUP!!!!!!#!@ and i jacked off to it, replacing ian with cmdr taco in my fantasy. i also imagined hitting him in the face with my dick when he wouldn't tell me what happened.
write a chapter two dawg!!!!
and the acting in this one is total penis.
did you guys ever do anything else? a threeway with ian's brother perhaps?
i meant "whether or not we get to see Natalie Portman's delicious little tits." TITS_N_GRITS tits_N_grits! TITS_N_GRITS tits_N_grits! TITS_N_GRITS tits_N_grits! TITS_N_GRITS tits_N_grits! TITS_N_GRITS tits_N_grits! TITS_N_GRITS tits_N_grits! TITS_N_GRITS tits_N_grits! TITS_N_GRITS tits_N_grits! TITS_N_GRITS tits_N_grits! TITS_N_GRITS tits_N_grits! TITS_N_GRITS tits_N_grits! TITS_N_GRITS tits_N_grits!
You left out whether or not we get to too Natalie Portman's delicious little tits. Are there at least any good stiff-nipple shots?
Why wait to see the movie when Timmy can just post everything that happens in a frontpage headline?
TIMOFY IS GAYNATION!!!!@!@!
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Read on for PROOF!!!
From http://www.monkey.org/~timothy/dreams.20020303.ht
20020302tn_dream
Dreamed I was at a banquet or a large, crowded (but not overloud) family style restaurant with an attractive female friend and her very jealous boyfriend. He kept trying to stare me down or something, which was annoying but amusing, because though I found her attractive in the abstract, I was not interested at all in stealing his girlfriend. At first I thought it was funny to watch his reactions to anything I would say, any friendly gesture I made toward her, but then it got tiresome, and I wished he would just go away for a while.
Here we have another one of Timmeh's fantasy gaydreams. The setting here (a loud family-style restaurant) indickates his feelings of brotherhood with fellow members of the gayballs community. Now take the line "..I was not interested at all in stealing his girlfriend.". This doesn't need any explanation, I think it speaks for itself. The passage following (At first I thought it was funny to watch his reactions to anything...) is Timmy dreaming about how he's teasing his assprey, luring him in for the kill.
TIMOFY IS GAYNATION!!!!@!@!
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Read on for PROOF!!!
From http://www.monkey.org/~timothy/dreams.20020303.ht
20020302tn_dream
Dreamed I was at a banquet or a large, crowded (but not overloud) family style restaurant with an attractive female friend and her very jealous boyfriend. He kept trying to stare me down or something, which was annoying but amusing, because though I found her attractive in the abstract, I was not interested at all in stealing his girlfriend. At first I thought it was funny to watch his reactions to anything I would say, any friendly gesture I made toward her, but then it got tiresome, and I wished he would just go away for a while.
Here we have another one of Timmeh's fantasy gaydreams. The setting here (a loud family-style restaurant) indickates his feelings of brotherhood with fellow members of the gayballs community. Now take the line "..I was not interested at all in stealing his girlfriend.". This doesn't need any explanation, I think it speaks for itself. The passage following (At first I thought it was funny to watch his reactions to anything...) is Timmy dreaming about how he's teasing his assprey, luring him in for the kill.
admit it, you just got a boner over the chance to slang open-sores software links around..right?
have you ever masturbated in front of the mirror?
retard. you obviously have no idea what you're talking about.
netscape 4.x doesn't even render standard html. i'm sure you have a lonely windows cd laying around somewhere. internet explorer comes with!!! a fine browser, internet explorer..
I Found a Reason
Velvet Underground
I found a reason to keep living
Oh and the reason, dear, is you
I found a reason to keep singing
Oh and the reason, dear, is you
Oh I do believe
If you don't like things you live
For some place you never gone before
Honey, I found a reason to keep living
And you know the reason, dear it's you
And I've walked down life's lonely highways
Hand in hand with myself
And I realized how many paths have crossed between us
Oh I do believe
You're all what you perceive
What come is better that what came before
Oh I do believe
You're all what you perceive
What come is better that what came before
And you'd better come, come come, come to me
Come come, come to me
I woke up the next morning around 9:30. Mom came in to change me because Tammy was sleeping in. I was ready to get up. Mom changed me out of my wet diaper and into a nice dry cloth diaper. Mom put me in my highchair and made me a very yummy breakfast. Soon after I was done eating Tammy came into the kitchen. "Good morning honey. Did you sleep well?" "Yeah." She yawned and rubbed her eyes as she sat down at the table.
I woke up the next morning around 9:30. Mom came in to change me because Tammy was sleeping in. I was ready to get up. Mom changed me out of my wet diaper and into a nice dry cloth diaper. Mom put me in my highchair and made me a very yummy breakfast. Soon after I was done eating Tammy came into the kitchen. "Good morning honey. Did you sleep well?" "Yeah." She yawned and rubbed her eyes as she sat down at the table.
I sat in my highchair and watched her eat. Mom and dad had already eaten earlier. Dad was out in the garage. Mom was doing some laundry. I called Emily and she was watching a video. She said she would be over at 11. So we hung up and then I played in my room with my toys for a while.
The doorbell rang and I ran out of my room and answered the door. To my surprise it was not Emily. "Hello little girl. Is your mommy home?" "Yes, me go get her." I ran into the laundry room and got mom. She came out to the door. "Hello. We are from the FBI and we are here to talk to your husband." "FBI?" "Yes ma'am." They showed mom their badges. I was sitting on the couch in the living room and I could see everything that was going on. "We just want to talk to him." "Well ok, let me go get him." Mom ran into the garage and got dad. Dad came out to the door. "Hello sir. We're from the FBI. We would like to ask you a few questions." "Ok, come on in, sit down. They all came in. Mom, dad, and I sat on the couch. Just then Tammy walked in. "What's going on?" Mom motioned for her to come sit with us on the couch. She sat down.
The man who came to the door began to talk to my dad and accuse him of some crime or something. He denied it but they handcuffed him and took him away. He went willingly. I started to cry and asked them why they were taking my daddy away. "Don't worry honey, daddy will be back home. I just have to go answer some questions, that's all. Don't worry baby." Somehow I knew that more was going on than he told me. Tammy was crying too and we both held on to each other. Mom came over and hugged us. She had tears in her eyes too.
A while later Emily came over to play. Mom answered the door and let her in. She could tell we were all sad. "What's wrong?" "Um, the FBI came here and took our daddy away." Tammy said as she fell to her knees and started to cry. Emily was shocked by all this. Mom knelt down and held onto Tammy.
I started to cry too. Emily hugged me and we sat on the floor and I laid my head on her shoulder and cried. After a while we all wiped our tears away and stuff. Tammy and I went up stairs and sat in my room. Mom went to her room and so did Tammy. The house was very quiet. I was still sad. Emily didn't know what to say to me either. We just sat in my room on my bed in silence. Finally I broke down and cried some more and laid face down on my bed. Tammy leaned over and laid on top of me and hugged me and turned me onto my back and looked into my eyes. "Listen to me. I know your sad. I don't know what else to do, but hold you. You know I love you. You and Laura are my bestest friends. All I can do to make you feel better is to hold you and stuff." "I know. Thank you. I love you too."
We both laid in my bed cuddling and hugging each other. Emily pooped in her diaper but we didn't wanna bother Tammy or mommy so we just laid there anyway. Finally she got uncomfortable. I told her I could change it for her. I had never changed a dirty diaper before but I knew how to do it since I had it done for me quite a few times.
I laid her on my changing table and took off her pants and her diaper. I wiped her. It was yucky. But I managed to get her all clean. I put another diaper on her. I went down the hall and put the dirty diaper out in the trash. Then I came back. Emily had just put her pants on. She laid back down and I picked up my bear and came over to her.
"I wish we could both fit in my crib. Then we could just take a nap like little babies." "Yeppers you're right Tiffany." "Well at least you have a bed and a crib in your room. I only have a crib. So when friends come over they gotta sleep on the floor now." "Yeah that's why mommy left my old bed in here. So that if we needed an extra bed for someone, we'd have it." "I think when I go home tonight I'm gonna get mom to put my old bed back in the corner, that way I can have friends over and they'll be more comfy." "Yeah, that'll be nice."
I cheered up a bit. Tammy stayed with us all day. We got a phone call that night though and when mom hung up the phone she sat us all down. "Girls, I have some bad news." She had tears in her eyes. "Daddy is in jail. He will go to court next Thursday. They say that he used to hack into Federal computers and steel blueprints for top secret weapons and sell them to other countries. I don't know if your daddy did it or not. All I know is when I met him he was well off, and we got married and I just never thought.." She paused and then started to cry. "Tammy jumped up and hugged her. I started crying again. Even Emily was crying this time. She hugged me.
Later on Emily's mom came and took her home. She noticed that things were very sad around our house. My mom talked to her and started crying again. Emily's mom was very nice to her and told her if she needed anything, just to call. I hugged Emily and she and her mommy went bye bye. I went up to Tammy's room and she was laying on her bed and sobbing into her pillow. I walked over to her and laid down beside her and snuggled up to her and she turned over and I gave her a hug. I grabbed some tissues of her nightstand and wiped her tears and then she blew her nose. She hugged me and pulled me down on top of her as she laid back down. We stayed there for a while. Then mom came in and she sat on the bed next to us.
Later on we all got ready for bed. Tammy and I and my fluffy teddy bear all slept in mom's bed. This way we were all with each other all night. Mommy cried for a while and then fell asleep. I finally got tired and fell asleep as well.
The next morning I woke up. My diaper had leaked and the bed was wet and Tammy was wet too. "Looks like you had a little leak huh?" Tammy said as she got up. "I sorry I got everything all wet." I started to cry. "Oh honey, it's ok." She hugged me. She took my diaper off and threw it in the diaper pail. We both went into the bathroom and took a shower together. Mom got up and took the sheets off the bed. Luckily she didn't get wet. When Tammy and I got out of the shower Tammy went to her room and got dressed and then I went to my room and waited for her to come change me into a diaper and an outfit for the day. She finally came and changed me.
Then we went to the kitchen and had breakfast. Just oatmeal today. Mom didn't feel like doing much. Emily called and asked If I still wanted to come over to her house. Mom said I should go because it would get my mind off of things for a while. Tammy also got a call from Kimmie. She wanted to go to her house. "Mom, I don't wanna leave you here by yourself though." "Honey, I'll be ok. You two go play. Mommy needs to be alone for a while anyway ok."
Tammy walked me to Emily's house. Then she went back. As she was going back Kimmie pulled up and gave her a ride to the house. They went in and saw mom. Kimmie already knew what had happened because Tammy had called her last night. Kimmie brought my mom flowers which I saw later on when I got home.
Meanwhile, I was at Emily's house. Laura hadn't came over yet but she would be there soon. Emily's mom gave me a hug when I came in. Everyone was really being nice to me. Even more than usual. It made me feel better though. Laura came over and we started to play. She still didn't know what had happened with my dad yet. When we were playing I bumped my head on the edge of Emily's desk. I started to cry. Laura hugged me and Emily got a damp wash cloth and put it on my head where I hit it.
After a while I stopped crying. We played some more and then I started to cry. For no reason. Well it was for a reason. Because my daddy was gone. "I want my daddy." I cried and Laura said she would walk me home to see him. "NO! my daddy is gone!" "What do you mean?" Laura asked. I just cried. Laura hugged me again and Emily explained what happened. Laura started to cry too. Emily came over to us both and hugged us. Emily's mom came in. "What's wrong? Did Tiffany hit her head again?" "No mommy, she sad because her daddy is in jail." "oh honey come here. Emily's mom picked me up and held me and patted my diapered bottom and rocked me. Emily hugged Laura because she was crying too. Laura liked my dad and had gone camping with us last year. Emily knew him, but not the same way Laura did. So this was kind of hard on Laura too.
Emily's mom carried me to the kitchen and sat me in her lap at the table. She got one of Emily's bottles and fed me. I fell asleep in her arms. She brought me back into Emily's room where Emily and Laura were still playing. "Shhh. She's sleeping. I'm gonna lay her here to take a nap. Why don't you two come out to the living room and play."
Later on I woke up from my nap. I started to cry again. Not just because I was sad but because I was still half asleep and in an unfamiliar room. And no one was there either. Emily ran into the room. "Hey baby, its ok come here. I sat up and she came over to the bed and hugged me. Laura came in and sat next to me. Laura rubbed my back while I laid my head on Emily's shoulder. Finally I stopped crying. Emily wiped my tears from my eyes with her shirt. "There you go Tiffy." "Thanks. I love you guys. I sorry I'm crying so much." "Oh it's ok. We know you're going through a lot right now."
As I sat there and hugged Emily I pooped in my diaper. Emily smiled at me. "You just went poopy didn't you?" "Yep." "I'm going poopoo in my didees too." Laura said as she laid back on the bed and finished doing a load in her diaper. "Oh my gosh you know what?" "What I asked as I was bouncing on my poopy diaper bottom. On the bed." "I gotta go poop too." "Well what are you waiting for. GO!" Laura said as she began to bounce with me. Laura and I were mushing our poopy all over our hiney. Emily squatted down and held onto the bed frame and leaned back and was pushing. Finally she had a load in her diaper too. She sat on my lap and started bouncing. I could feel her lumpy poo-filled diaper getting more squishy as she mushed it all." "Hey, get off of my poopy butt." I said as I pushed her onto Laura. Laura got onto her and sat on her and pinned her down. We all were yucky in our poopy diapers.
Emily's mom came in to see what all the commotion was about. She could smell poopy diapers and she asked which one of us did number two in our diaper." "I said me." Then Emily said "ME!" then Laura said "ME!!!" "Ok so which one of you?" "We all did poopoo in our diapers." Emily said. "All at the same time?" "Yeppers." I said. "oh my goodness. Well Emily, you come over here first and I'll change you." Emily laid down on the floor and got her poopy hiney wipied and powdered. Then she got a new diaper put on her and then her mom rolled her out of the way and I sat on the floor and leaned back and she took off my cloth diaper. "Eww, you really really did a big yucky load in your diaper honey." I blushed. Laura laughed a little bit. Finally after a half a box of wipes, my hiney was clean and then she powdered me and put me in a disposable diaper and then asked Emily to take my poopy diaper and dump the crap out into the toilet and then throw my diaper in a bucket of soapy water for now. So she left the room. Then Laura laid down and got her diaper changed. "Wow, you and Tiffany both have some pretty gross diapers." She said to Laura. Finally we all were changed. Then she went and washed her hands and got rid of the disposable diapers. She then told me that she would wash mine and next time I came over that she'd give it back to me. I thanked her for doing that. Cloth diapers are a pain to wash, so it was nice of her to do that. That way mom or Tammy wouldn't have to.
Finally we all had something to eat and watched a movie. I then went home and Tammy was already back home with mom. I felt better since I was with Emily and Laura but when I got home it kind of hit me again. I didn't cry, but I felt sad. Mom gave me a bath and put me in my jammies. Tammy was on the phone talking to another one of her friends from school. I didn't go to bed until 9. We were going to church the next day. Of all times to need God, we surely needed his guidance now. Tammy got off the phone and came in and tucked me in.
"You know what. We haven't prayed in a day or so. We need to pray for dad and ask God to help our family." "Yeah you're right Tammy." So we knelt by my toy box and prayed. It seemed like we were there for quite a while. But when we got up we really felt the peace and the presence of God. Tammy put me in my crib and kissed me goodnight. She turned out the light and left. I laid away for a while. I thought of all the good times we had with daddy. I also prayed some more. After a while I finally fell asleep.
As I slept, I had a dream about being in a field with some trees to one side and a river to the other. It was sunny and windy. There were pretty flowers every where. I woke up after that but it was still the middle of the night. I wet my diaper and then turned over and hugged my teddy bear. I sat in my highchair and watched her eat. Mom and dad had already eaten earlier. Dad was out in the garage. Mom was doing some laundry. I called Emily and she was watching a video. She said she would be over at 11. So we hung up and then I played in my room with my toys for a while.
The doorbell rang and I ran out of my room and answered the door. To my surprise it was not Emily. "Hello little girl. Is your mommy home?" "Yes, me go get her." I ran into the laundry room and got mom. She came out to the door. "Hello. We are from the FBI and we are here to talk to your husband." "FBI?" "Yes ma'am." They showed mom their badges. I was sitting on the couch in the living room and I could see everything that was going on. "We just want to talk to him." "Well ok, let me go get him." Mom ran into the garage and got dad. Dad came out to the door. "Hello sir. We're from the FBI. We would like to ask you a few questions." "Ok, come on in, sit down. They all came in. Mom, dad, and I sat on the couch. Just then Tammy walked in. "What's going on?" Mom motioned for her to come sit with us on the couch. She sat down.
The man who came to the door began to talk to my dad and accuse him of some crime or something. He denied it but they handcuffed him and took him away. He went willingly. I started to cry and asked them why they were taking my daddy away. "Don't worry honey, daddy will be back home. I just have to go answer some questions, that's all. Don't worry baby." Somehow I knew that more was going on than he told me. Tammy was crying too and we both held on to each other. Mom came over and hugged us. She had tears in her eyes too.
A while later Emily came over to play. Mom answered the door and let her in. She could tell we were all sad. "What's wrong?" "Um, the FBI came here and took our daddy away." Tammy said as she fell to her knees and started to cry. Emily was shocked by all this. Mom knelt down and held onto Tammy.
I started to cry too. Emily hugged me and we sat on the floor and I laid my head on her shoulder and cried. After a while we all wiped our tears away and stuff. Tammy and I went up stairs and sat in my room. Mom went to her room and so did Tammy. The house was very quiet. I was still sad. Emily didn't know what to say to me either. We just sat in my room on my bed in silence. Finally I broke down and cried some more and laid face down on my bed. Tammy leaned over and laid on top of me and hugged me and turned me onto my back and looked into my eyes. "Listen to me. I know your sad. I don't know what else to do, but hold you. You know I love you. You and Laura are my bestest friends. All I can do to make you feel better is to hold you and stuff." "I know. Thank you. I love you too."
We both laid in my bed cuddling and hugging each other. Emily pooped in her diaper but we didn't wanna bother Tammy or mommy so we just laid there anyway. Finally she got uncomfortable. I told her I could change it for her. I had never changed a dirty diaper before but I knew how to do it since I had it done for me quite a few times.
I laid her on my changing table and took off her pants and her diaper. I wiped her. It was yucky. But I managed to get her all clean. I put another diaper on her. I went down the hall and put the dirty diaper out in the trash. Then I came back. Emily had just put her pants on. She laid back down and I picked up my bear and came over to her.
"I wish we could both fit in my crib. Then we could just take a nap like little babies." "Yeppers you're right Tiffany." "Well at least you have a bed and a crib in your room. I only have a crib. So when friends come over they gotta sleep on the floor now." "Yeah that's why mommy left my old bed in here. So that if we needed an extra bed for someone, we'd have it." "I think when I go home tonight I'm gonna get mom to put my old bed back in the corner, that way I can have friends over and they'll be more comfy." "Yeah, that'll be nice."
I cheered up a bit. Tammy stayed with us all day. We got a phone call that night though and when mom hung up the phone she sat us all down. "Girls, I have some bad news." She had tears in her eyes. "Daddy is in jail. He will go to court next Thursday. They say that he used to hack into Federal computers and steel blueprints for top secret weapons and sell them to other countries. I don't know if your daddy did it or not. All I know is when I met him he was well off, and we got married and I just never thought.." She paused and then started to cry. "Tammy jumped up and hugged her. I started crying again. Even Emily was crying this time. She hugged me.
Later on Emily's mom came and took her home. She noticed that things were very sad around our house. My mom talked to her and started crying again. Emily's mom was very nice to her and told her if she needed anything, just to call. I hugged Emily and she and her mommy went bye bye. I went up to Tammy's room and she was laying on her bed and sobbing into her pillow. I walked over to her and laid down beside her and snuggled up to her and she turned over and I gave her a hug. I grabbed some tissues of her nightstand and wiped her tears and then she blew her nose. She hugged me and pulled me down on top of her as she laid back down. We stayed there for a while. Then mom came in and she sat on the bed next to us.
Later on we all got ready for bed. Tammy and I and my fluffy teddy bear all slept in mom's bed. This way we were all with each other all night. Mommy cried for a while and then fell asleep. I finally got tired and fell asleep as well.
The next morning I woke up. My diaper had leaked and the bed was wet and Tammy was wet too. "Looks like you had a little leak huh?" Tammy said as she got up. "I sorry I got everything all wet." I started to cry. "Oh honey, it's ok." She hugged me. She took my diaper off and threw it in the diaper pail. We both went into the bathroom and took a shower together. Mom got up and took the sheets off the bed. Luckily she didn't get wet. When Tammy and I got out of the shower Tammy went to her room and got dressed and then I went to my room and waited for her to come change me into a diaper and an outfit for the day. She finally came and changed me.
Then we went to the kitchen and had breakfast. Just oatmeal today. Mom didn't feel like doing much. Emily called and asked If I still wanted to come over to her house. Mom said I should go because it would get my mind off of things for a while. Tammy also got a call from Kimmie. She wanted to go to her house. "Mom, I don't wanna leave you here by yourself though." "Honey, I'll be ok. You two go play. Mommy needs to be alone for a while anyway ok."
Tammy walked me to Emily's house. Then she went back. As she was going back Kimmie pulled up and gave her a ride to the house. They went in and saw mom. Kimmie already knew what had happened because Tammy had called her last night. Kimmie brought my mom flowers which I saw later on when I got home.
Meanwhile, I was at Emily's house. Laura hadn't came over yet but she would be there soon. Emily's mom gave me a hug when I came in. Everyone was really being nice to me. Even more than usual. It made me feel better though. Laura came over and we started to play. She still didn't know what had happened with my dad yet. When we were playing I bumped my head on the edge of Emily's desk. I started to cry. Laura hugged me and Emily got a damp wash cloth and put it on my head where I hit it.
After a while I stopped crying. We played some more and then I started to cry. For no reason. Well it was for a reason. Because my daddy was gone. "I want my daddy." I cried and Laura said she would walk me home to see him. "NO! my daddy is gone!" "What do you mean?" Laura asked. I just cried. Laura hugged me again and Emily explained what happened. Laura started to cry too. Emily came over to us both and hugged us. Emily's mom came in. "What's wrong? Did Tiffany hit her head again?" "No mommy, she sad because her daddy is in jail." "oh honey come here. Emily's mom picked me up and held me and patted my diapered bottom and rocked me. Emily hugged Laura because she was crying too. Laura liked my dad and had gone camping with us last year. Emily knew him, but not the same way Laura did. So this was kind of hard on Laura too.
Emily's mom carried me to the kitchen and sat me in her lap at the table. She got one of Emily's bottles and fed me. I fell asleep in her arms. She brought me back into Emily's room where Emily and Laura were still playing. "Shhh. She's sleeping. I'm gonna lay her here to take a nap. Why don't you two come out to the living room and play."
Later on I woke up from my nap. I started to cry again. Not just because I was sad but because I was still half asleep and in an unfamiliar room. And no one was there either. Emily ran into the room. "Hey baby, its ok come here. I sat up and she came over to the bed and hugged me. Laura came in and sat next to me. Laura rubbed my back while I laid my head on Emily's shoulder. Finally I stopped crying. Emily wiped my tears from my eyes with her shirt. "There you go Tiffy." "Thanks. I love you guys. I sorry I'm crying so much." "Oh it's ok. We know you're going through a lot right now."
As I sat there and hugged Emily I pooped in my diaper. Emily smiled at me. "You just went poopy didn't you?" "Yep." "I'm going poopoo in my didees too." Laura said as she laid back on the bed and finished doing a load in her diaper. "Oh my gosh you know what?" "What I asked as I was bouncing on my poopy diaper bottom. On the bed." "I gotta go poop too." "Well what are you waiting for. GO!" Laura said as she began to bounce with me. Laura and I were mushing our poopy all over our hiney. Emily squatted down and held onto the bed frame and leaned back and was pushing. Finally she had a load in her diaper too. She sat on my lap and started bouncing. I could feel her lumpy poo-filled diaper getting more squishy as she mushed it all." "Hey, get off of my poopy butt." I said as I pushed her onto Laura. Laura got onto her and sat on her and pinned her down. We all were yucky in our poopy diapers.
Emily's mom came in to see what all the commotion was about. She could smell poopy diapers and she asked which one of us did number two in our diaper." "I said me." Then Emily said "ME!" then Laura said "ME!!!" "Ok so which one of you?" "We all did poopoo in our diapers." Emily said. "All at the same time?" "Yeppers." I said. "oh my goodness. Well Emily, you come over here first and I'll change you." Emily laid down on the floor and got her poopy hiney wipied and powdered. Then she got a new diaper put on her and then her mom rolled her out of the way and I sat on the floor and leaned back and she took off my cloth diaper. "Eww, you really really did a big yucky load in your diaper honey." I blushed. Laura laughed a little bit. Finally after a half a box of wipes, my hiney was clean and then she powdered me and put me in a disposable diaper and then asked Emily to take my poopy diaper and dump the crap out into the toilet and then throw my diaper in a bucket of soapy water for now. So she left the room. Then Laura laid down and got her diaper changed. "Wow, you and Tiffany both have some pretty gross diapers." She said to Laura. Finally we all were changed. Then she went and washed her hands and got rid of the disposable diapers. She then told me that she would wash mine and next time I came over that she'd give it back to me. I thanked her for doing that. Cloth diapers are a pain to wash, so it was nice of her to do that. That way mom or Tammy wouldn't have to.
Finally we all had something to eat and watched a movie. I then went home and Tammy was already back home with mom. I felt better since I was with Emily and Laura but when I got home it kind of hit me again. I didn't cry, but I felt sad. Mom gave me a bath and put me in my jammies. Tammy was on the phone talking to another one of her friends from school. I didn't go to bed until 9. We were going to church the next day. Of all times to need God, we surely needed his guidance now. Tammy got off the phone and came in and tucked me in.
"You know what. We haven't prayed in a day or so. We need to pray for dad and ask God to help our family." "Yeah you're right Tammy." So we knelt by my toy box and prayed. It seemed like we were there for quite a while. But when we got up we really felt the peace and the presence of God. Tammy put me in my crib and kissed me goodnight. She turned out the light and left. I laid away for a while. I thought of all the good times we had with daddy. I also prayed some more. After a while I finally fell asleep.
As I slept, I had a dream about being in a field with some trees to one side and a river to the other. It was sunny and windy. There were pretty flowers every where. I woke up after that but it was still the middle of the night. I wet my diaper and then turned over and hugged my teddy bear.
I woke up the next morning around 9:30. Mom came in to change me because Tammy was sleeping in. I was ready to get up. Mom changed me out of my wet diaper and into a nice dry cloth diaper. Mom put me in my highchair and made me a very yummy breakfast. Soon after I was done eating Tammy came into the kitchen. "Good morning honey. Did you sleep well?" "Yeah." She yawned and rubbed her eyes as she sat down at the table.
I woke up the next morning around 9:30. Mom came in to change me because Tammy was sleeping in. I was ready to get up. Mom changed me out of my wet diaper and into a nice dry cloth diaper. Mom put me in my highchair and made me a very yummy breakfast. Soon after I was done eating Tammy came into the kitchen. "Good morning honey. Did you sleep well?" "Yeah." She yawned and rubbed her eyes as she sat down at the table.
I sat in my highchair and watched her eat. Mom and dad had already eaten earlier. Dad was out in the garage. Mom was doing some laundry. I called Emily and she was watching a video. She said she would be over at 11. So we hung up and then I played in my room with my toys for a while.
The doorbell rang and I ran out of my room and answered the door. To my surprise it was not Emily. "Hello little girl. Is your mommy home?" "Yes, me go get her." I ran into the laundry room and got mom. She came out to the door. "Hello. We are from the FBI and we are here to talk to your husband." "FBI?" "Yes ma'am." They showed mom their badges. I was sitting on the couch in the living room and I could see everything that was going on. "We just want to talk to him." "Well ok, let me go get him." Mom ran into the garage and got dad. Dad came out to the door. "Hello sir. We're from the FBI. We would like to ask you a few questions." "Ok, come on in, sit down. They all came in. Mom, dad, and I sat on the couch. Just then Tammy walked in. "What's going on?" Mom motioned for her to come sit with us on the couch. She sat down.
The man who came to the door began to talk to my dad and accuse him of some crime or something. He denied it but they handcuffed him and took him away. He went willingly. I started to cry and asked them why they were taking my daddy away. "Don't worry honey, daddy will be back home. I just have to go answer some questions, that's all. Don't worry baby." Somehow I knew that more was going on than he told me. Tammy was crying too and we both held on to each other. Mom came over and hugged us. She had tears in her eyes too.
A while later Emily came over to play. Mom answered the door and let her in. She could tell we were all sad. "What's wrong?" "Um, the FBI came here and took our daddy away." Tammy said as she fell to her knees and started to cry. Emily was shocked by all this. Mom knelt down and held onto Tammy.
I started to cry too. Emily hugged me and we sat on the floor and I laid my head on her shoulder and cried. After a while we all wiped our tears away and stuff. Tammy and I went up stairs and sat in my room. Mom went to her room and so did Tammy. The house was very quiet. I was still sad. Emily didn't know what to say to me either. We just sat in my room on my bed in silence. Finally I broke down and cried some more and laid face down on my bed. Tammy leaned over and laid on top of me and hugged me and turned me onto my back and looked into my eyes. "Listen to me. I know your sad. I don't know what else to do, but hold you. You know I love you. You and Laura are my bestest friends. All I can do to make you feel better is to hold you and stuff." "I know. Thank you. I love you too."
We both laid in my bed cuddling and hugging each other. Emily pooped in her diaper but we didn't wanna bother Tammy or mommy so we just laid there anyway. Finally she got uncomfortable. I told her I could change it for her. I had never changed a dirty diaper before but I knew how to do it since I had it done for me quite a few times.
I laid her on my changing table and took off her pants and her diaper. I wiped her. It was yucky. But I managed to get her all clean. I put another diaper on her. I went down the hall and put the dirty diaper out in the trash. Then I came back. Emily had just put her pants on. She laid back down and I picked up my bear and came over to her.
"I wish we could both fit in my crib. Then we could just take a nap like little babies." "Yeppers you're right Tiffany." "Well at least you have a bed and a crib in your room. I only have a crib. So when friends come over they gotta sleep on the floor now." "Yeah that's why mommy left my old bed in here. So that if we needed an extra bed for someone, we'd have it." "I think when I go home tonight I'm gonna get mom to put my old bed back in the corner, that way I can have friends over and they'll be more comfy." "Yeah, that'll be nice."
I cheered up a bit. Tammy stayed with us all day. We got a phone call that night though and when mom hung up the phone she sat us all down. "Girls, I have some bad news." She had tears in her eyes. "Daddy is in jail. He will go to court next Thursday. They say that he used to hack into Federal computers and steel blueprints for top secret weapons and sell them to other countries. I don't know if your daddy did it or not. All I know is when I met him he was well off, and we got married and I just never thought.." She paused and then started to cry. "Tammy jumped up and hugged her. I started crying again. Even Emily was crying this time. She hugged me.
Later on Emily's mom came and took her home. She noticed that things were very sad around our house. My mom talked to her and started crying again. Emily's mom was very nice to her and told her if she needed anything, just to call. I hugged Emily and she and her mommy went bye bye. I went up to Tammy's room and she was laying on her bed and sobbing into her pillow. I walked over to her and laid down beside her and snuggled up to her and she turned over and I gave her a hug. I grabbed some tissues of her nightstand and wiped her tears and then she blew her nose. She hugged me and pulled me down on top of her as she laid back down. We stayed there for a while. Then mom came in and she sat on the bed next to us.
Later on we all got ready for bed. Tammy and I and my fluffy teddy bear all slept in mom's bed. This way we were all with each other all night. Mommy cried for a while and then fell asleep. I finally got tired and fell asleep as well.
The next morning I woke up. My diaper had leaked and the bed was wet and Tammy was wet too. "Looks like you had a little leak huh?" Tammy said as she got up. "I sorry I got everything all wet." I started to cry. "Oh honey, it's ok." She hugged me. She took my diaper off and threw it in the diaper pail. We both went into the bathroom and took a shower together. Mom got up and took the sheets off the bed. Luckily she didn't get wet. When Tammy and I got out of the shower Tammy went to her room and got dressed and then I went to my room and waited for her to come change me into a diaper and an outfit for the day. She finally came and changed me.
Then we went to the kitchen and had breakfast. Just oatmeal today. Mom didn't feel like doing much. Emily called and asked If I still wanted to come over to her house. Mom said I should go because it would get my mind off of things for a while. Tammy also got a call from Kimmie. She wanted to go to her house. "Mom, I don't wanna leave you here by yourself though." "Honey, I'll be ok. You two go play. Mommy needs to be alone for a while anyway ok."
Tammy walked me to Emily's house. Then she went back. As she was going back Kimmie pulled up and gave her a ride to the house. They went in and saw mom. Kimmie already knew what had happened because Tammy had called her last night. Kimmie brought my mom flowers which I saw later on when I got home.
Meanwhile, I was at Emily's house. Laura hadn't came over yet but she would be there soon. Emily's mom gave me a hug when I came in. Everyone was really being nice to me. Even more than usual. It made me feel better though. Laura came over and we started to play. She still didn't know what had happened with my dad yet. When we were playing I bumped my head on the edge of Emily's desk. I started to cry. Laura hugged me and Emily got a damp wash cloth and put it on my head where I hit it.
After a while I stopped crying. We played some more and then I started to cry. For no reason. Well it was for a reason. Because my daddy was gone. "I want my daddy." I cried and Laura said she would walk me home to see him. "NO! my daddy is gone!" "What do you mean?" Laura asked. I just cried. Laura hugged me again and Emily explained what happened. Laura started to cry too. Emily came over to us both and hugged us. Emily's mom came in. "What's wrong? Did Tiffany hit her head again?" "No mommy, she sad because her daddy is in jail." "oh honey come here. Emily's mom picked me up and held me and patted my diapered bottom and rocked me. Emily hugged Laura because she was crying too. Laura liked my dad and had gone camping with us last year. Emily knew him, but not the same way Laura did. So this was kind of hard on Laura too.
Emily's mom carried me to the kitchen and sat me in her lap at the table. She got one of Emily's bottles and fed me. I fell asleep in her arms. She brought me back into Emily's room where Emily and Laura were still playing. "Shhh. She's sleeping. I'm gonna lay her here to take a nap. Why don't you two come out to the living room and play."
Later on I woke up from my nap. I started to cry again. Not just because I was sad but because I was still half asleep and in an unfamiliar room. And no one was there either. Emily ran into the room. "Hey baby, its ok come here. I sat up and she came over to the bed and hugged me. Laura came in and sat next to me. Laura rubbed my back while I laid my head on Emily's shoulder. Finally I stopped crying. Emily wiped my tears from my eyes with her shirt. "There you go Tiffy." "Thanks. I love you guys. I sorry I'm crying so much." "Oh it's ok. We know you're going through a lot right now."
As I sat there and hugged Emily I pooped in my diaper. Emily smiled at me. "You just went poopy didn't you?" "Yep." "I'm going poopoo in my didees too." Laura said as she laid back on the bed and finished doing a load in her diaper. "Oh my gosh you know what?" "What I asked as I was bouncing on my poopy diaper bottom. On the bed." "I gotta go poop too." "Well what are you waiting for. GO!" Laura said as she began to bounce with me. Laura and I were mushing our poopy all over our hiney. Emily squatted down and held onto the bed frame and leaned back and was pushing. Finally she had a load in her diaper too. She sat on my lap and started bouncing. I could feel her lumpy poo-filled diaper getting more squishy as she mushed it all." "Hey, get off of my poopy butt." I said as I pushed her onto Laura. Laura got onto her and sat on her and pinned her down. We all were yucky in our poopy diapers.
Emily's mom came in to see what all the commotion was about. She could smell poopy diapers and she asked which one of us did number two in our diaper." "I said me." Then Emily said "ME!" then Laura said "ME!!!" "Ok so which one of you?" "We all did poopoo in our diapers." Emily said. "All at the same time?" "Yeppers." I said. "oh my goodness. Well Emily, you come over here first and I'll change you." Emily laid down on the floor and got her poopy hiney wipied and powdered. Then she got a new diaper put on her and then her mom rolled her out of the way and I sat on the floor and leaned back and she took off my cloth diaper. "Eww, you really really did a big yucky load in your diaper honey." I blushed. Laura laughed a little bit. Finally after a half a box of wipes, my hiney was clean and then she powdered me and put me in a disposable diaper and then asked Emily to take my poopy diaper and dump the crap out into the toilet and then throw my diaper in a bucket of soapy water for now. So she left the room. Then Laura laid down and got her diaper changed. "Wow, you and Tiffany both have some pretty gross diapers." She said to Laura. Finally we all were changed. Then she went and washed her hands and got rid of the disposable diapers. She then told me that she would wash mine and next time I came over that she'd give it back to me. I thanked her for doing that. Cloth diapers are a pain to wash, so it was nice of her to do that. That way mom or Tammy wouldn't have to.
Finally we all had something to eat and watched a movie. I then went home and Tammy was already back home with mom. I felt better since I was with Emily and Laura but when I got home it kind of hit me again. I didn't cry, but I felt sad. Mom gave me a bath and put me in my jammies. Tammy was on the phone talking to another one of her friends from school. I didn't go to bed until 9. We were going to church the next day. Of all times to need God, we surely needed his guidance now. Tammy got off the phone and came in and tucked me in.
"You know what. We haven't prayed in a day or so. We need to pray for dad and ask God to help our family." "Yeah you're right Tammy." So we knelt by my toy box and prayed. It seemed like we were there for quite a while. But when we got up we really felt the peace and the presence of God. Tammy put me in my crib and kissed me goodnight. She turned out the light and left. I laid away for a while. I thought of all the good times we had with daddy. I also prayed some more. After a while I finally fell asleep.
As I slept, I had a dream about being in a field with some trees to one side and a river to the other. It was sunny and windy. There were pretty flowers every where. I woke up after that but it was still the middle of the night. I wet my diaper and then turned over and hugged my teddy bear. I sat in my highchair and watched her eat. Mom and dad had already eaten earlier. Dad was out in the garage. Mom was doing some laundry. I called Emily and she was watching a video. She said she would be over at 11. So we hung up and then I played in my room with my toys for a while.
The doorbell rang and I ran out of my room and answered the door. To my surprise it was not Emily. "Hello little girl. Is your mommy home?" "Yes, me go get her." I ran into the laundry room and got mom. She came out to the door. "Hello. We are from the FBI and we are here to talk to your husband." "FBI?" "Yes ma'am." They showed mom their badges. I was sitting on the couch in the living room and I could see everything that was going on. "We just want to talk to him." "Well ok, let me go get him." Mom ran into the garage and got dad. Dad came out to the door. "Hello sir. We're from the FBI. We would like to ask you a few questions." "Ok, come on in, sit down. They all came in. Mom, dad, and I sat on the couch. Just then Tammy walked in. "What's going on?" Mom motioned for her to come sit with us on the couch. She sat down.
The man who came to the door began to talk to my dad and accuse him of some crime or something. He denied it but they handcuffed him and took him away. He went willingly. I started to cry and asked them why they were taking my daddy away. "Don't worry honey, daddy will be back home. I just have to go answer some questions, that's all. Don't worry baby." Somehow I knew that more was going on than he told me. Tammy was crying too and we both held on to each other. Mom came over and hugged us. She had tears in her eyes too.
A while later Emily came over to play. Mom answered the door and let her in. She could tell we were all sad. "What's wrong?" "Um, the FBI came here and took our daddy away." Tammy said as she fell to her knees and started to cry. Emily was shocked by all this. Mom knelt down and held onto Tammy.
I started to cry too. Emily hugged me and we sat on the floor and I laid my head on her shoulder and cried. After a while we all wiped our tears away and stuff. Tammy and I went up stairs and sat in my room. Mom went to her room and so did Tammy. The house was very quiet. I was still sad. Emily didn't know what to say to me either. We just sat in my room on my bed in silence. Finally I broke down and cried some more and laid face down on my bed. Tammy leaned over and laid on top of me and hugged me and turned me onto my back and looked into my eyes. "Listen to me. I know your sad. I don't know what else to do, but hold you. You know I love you. You and Laura are my bestest friends. All I can do to make you feel better is to hold you and stuff." "I know. Thank you. I love you too."
We both laid in my bed cuddling and hugging each other. Emily pooped in her diaper but we didn't wanna bother Tammy or mommy so we just laid there anyway. Finally she got uncomfortable. I told her I could change it for her. I had never changed a dirty diaper before but I knew how to do it since I had it done for me quite a few times.
I laid her on my changing table and took off her pants and her diaper. I wiped her. It was yucky. But I managed to get her all clean. I put another diaper on her. I went down the hall and put the dirty diaper out in the trash. Then I came back. Emily had just put her pants on. She laid back down and I picked up my bear and came over to her.
"I wish we could both fit in my crib. Then we could just take a nap like little babies." "Yeppers you're right Tiffany." "Well at least you have a bed and a crib in your room. I only have a crib. So when friends come over they gotta sleep on the floor now." "Yeah that's why mommy left my old bed in here. So that if we needed an extra bed for someone, we'd have it." "I think when I go home tonight I'm gonna get mom to put my old bed back in the corner, that way I can have friends over and they'll be more comfy." "Yeah, that'll be nice."
I cheered up a bit. Tammy stayed with us all day. We got a phone call that night though and when mom hung up the phone she sat us all down. "Girls, I have some bad news." She had tears in her eyes. "Daddy is in jail. He will go to court next Thursday. They say that he used to hack into Federal computers and steel blueprints for top secret weapons and sell them to other countries. I don't know if your daddy did it or not. All I know is when I met him he was well off, and we got married and I just never thought.." She paused and then started to cry. "Tammy jumped up and hugged her. I started crying again. Even Emily was crying this time. She hugged me.
Later on Emily's mom came and took her home. She noticed that things were very sad around our house. My mom talked to her and started crying again. Emily's mom was very nice to her and told her if she needed anything, just to call. I hugged Emily and she and her mommy went bye bye. I went up to Tammy's room and she was laying on her bed and sobbing into her pillow. I walked over to her and laid down beside her and snuggled up to her and she turned over and I gave her a hug. I grabbed some tissues of her nightstand and wiped her tears and then she blew her nose. She hugged me and pulled me down on top of her as she laid back down. We stayed there for a while. Then mom came in and she sat on the bed next to us.
Later on we all got ready for bed. Tammy and I and my fluffy teddy bear all slept in mom's bed. This way we were all with each other all night. Mommy cried for a while and then fell asleep. I finally got tired and fell asleep as well.
The next morning I woke up. My diaper had leaked and the bed was wet and Tammy was wet too. "Looks like you had a little leak huh?" Tammy said as she got up. "I sorry I got everything all wet." I started to cry. "Oh honey, it's ok." She hugged me. She took my diaper off and threw it in the diaper pail. We both went into the bathroom and took a shower together. Mom got up and took the sheets off the bed. Luckily she didn't get wet. When Tammy and I got out of the shower Tammy went to her room and got dressed and then I went to my room and waited for her to come change me into a diaper and an outfit for the day. She finally came and changed me.
Then we went to the kitchen and had breakfast. Just oatmeal today. Mom didn't feel like doing much. Emily called and asked If I still wanted to come over to her house. Mom said I should go because it would get my mind off of things for a while. Tammy also got a call from Kimmie. She wanted to go to her house. "Mom, I don't wanna leave you here by yourself though." "Honey, I'll be ok. You two go play. Mommy needs to be alone for a while anyway ok."
Tammy walked me to Emily's house. Then she went back. As she was going back Kimmie pulled up and gave her a ride to the house. They went in and saw mom. Kimmie already knew what had happened because Tammy had called her last night. Kimmie brought my mom flowers which I saw later on when I got home.
Meanwhile, I was at Emily's house. Laura hadn't came over yet but she would be there soon. Emily's mom gave me a hug when I came in. Everyone was really being nice to me. Even more than usual. It made me feel better though. Laura came over and we started to play. She still didn't know what had happened with my dad yet. When we were playing I bumped my head on the edge of Emily's desk. I started to cry. Laura hugged me and Emily got a damp wash cloth and put it on my head where I hit it.
After a while I stopped crying. We played some more and then I started to cry. For no reason. Well it was for a reason. Because my daddy was gone. "I want my daddy." I cried and Laura said she would walk me home to see him. "NO! my daddy is gone!" "What do you mean?" Laura asked. I just cried. Laura hugged me again and Emily explained what happened. Laura started to cry too. Emily came over to us both and hugged us. Emily's mom came in. "What's wrong? Did Tiffany hit her head again?" "No mommy, she sad because her daddy is in jail." "oh honey come here. Emily's mom picked me up and held me and patted my diapered bottom and rocked me. Emily hugged Laura because she was crying too. Laura liked my dad and had gone camping with us last year. Emily knew him, but not the same way Laura did. So this was kind of hard on Laura too.
Emily's mom carried me to the kitchen and sat me in her lap at the table. She got one of Emily's bottles and fed me. I fell asleep in her arms. She brought me back into Emily's room where Emily and Laura were still playing. "Shhh. She's sleeping. I'm gonna lay her here to take a nap. Why don't you two come out to the living room and play."
Later on I woke up from my nap. I started to cry again. Not just because I was sad but because I was still half asleep and in an unfamiliar room. And no one was there either. Emily ran into the room. "Hey baby, its ok come here. I sat up and she came over to the bed and hugged me. Laura came in and sat next to me. Laura rubbed my back while I laid my head on Emily's shoulder. Finally I stopped crying. Emily wiped my tears from my eyes with her shirt. "There you go Tiffy." "Thanks. I love you guys. I sorry I'm crying so much." "Oh it's ok. We know you're going through a lot right now."
As I sat there and hugged Emily I pooped in my diaper. Emily smiled at me. "You just went poopy didn't you?" "Yep." "I'm going poopoo in my didees too." Laura said as she laid back on the bed and finished doing a load in her diaper. "Oh my gosh you know what?" "What I asked as I was bouncing on my poopy diaper bottom. On the bed." "I gotta go poop too." "Well what are you waiting for. GO!" Laura said as she began to bounce with me. Laura and I were mushing our poopy all over our hiney. Emily squatted down and held onto the bed frame and leaned back and was pushing. Finally she had a load in her diaper too. She sat on my lap and started bouncing. I could feel her lumpy poo-filled diaper getting more squishy as she mushed it all." "Hey, get off of my poopy butt." I said as I pushed her onto Laura. Laura got onto her and sat on her and pinned her down. We all were yucky in our poopy diapers.
Emily's mom came in to see what all the commotion was about. She could smell poopy diapers and she asked which one of us did number two in our diaper." "I said me." Then Emily said "ME!" then Laura said "ME!!!" "Ok so which one of you?" "We all did poopoo in our diapers." Emily said. "All at the same time?" "Yeppers." I said. "oh my goodness. Well Emily, you come over here first and I'll change you." Emily laid down on the floor and got her poopy hiney wipied and powdered. Then she got a new diaper put on her and then her mom rolled her out of the way and I sat on the floor and leaned back and she took off my cloth diaper. "Eww, you really really did a big yucky load in your diaper honey." I blushed. Laura laughed a little bit. Finally after a half a box of wipes, my hiney was clean and then she powdered me and put me in a disposable diaper and then asked Emily to take my poopy diaper and dump the crap out into the toilet and then throw my diaper in a bucket of soapy water for now. So she left the room. Then Laura laid down and got her diaper changed. "Wow, you and Tiffany both have some pretty gross diapers." She said to Laura. Finally we all were changed. Then she went and washed her hands and got rid of the disposable diapers. She then told me that she would wash mine and next time I came over that she'd give it back to me. I thanked her for doing that. Cloth diapers are a pain to wash, so it was nice of her to do that. That way mom or Tammy wouldn't have to.
Finally we all had something to eat and watched a movie. I then went home and Tammy was already back home with mom. I felt better since I was with Emily and Laura but when I got home it kind of hit me again. I didn't cry, but I felt sad. Mom gave me a bath and put me in my jammies. Tammy was on the phone talking to another one of her friends from school. I didn't go to bed until 9. We were going to church the next day. Of all times to need God, we surely needed his guidance now. Tammy got off the phone and came in and tucked me in.
"You know what. We haven't prayed in a day or so. We need to pray for dad and ask God to help our family." "Yeah you're right Tammy." So we knelt by my toy box and prayed. It seemed like we were there for quite a while. But when we got up we really felt the peace and the presence of God. Tammy put me in my crib and kissed me goodnight. She turned out the light and left. I laid away for a while. I thought of all the good times we had with daddy. I also prayed some more. After a while I finally fell asleep.
As I slept, I had a dream about being in a field with some trees to one side and a river to the other. It was sunny and windy. There were pretty flowers every where. I woke up after that but it was still the middle of the night. I wet my diaper and then turned over and hugged my teddy bear.
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