A Look at the Dark Side of the Lives of Some Prominent YouTubers, Who Are Increasingly Saying They're Stressed, Depressed, Lonely, and Exhausted (theguardian.com)
Many YouTubers are finding themselves stressed, lonely and exhausted. The Guardian: For years, YouTubers have believed that they are loved most by their audience when they project a chirpy, grateful image. But what happens when the mask slips? This year there has been a wave of videos by prominent YouTubers talking about their burnout, chronic fatigue and depression. "This is all I ever wanted," said Elle Mills, a 20-year-old Filipino-Canadian YouTuber in a (monetised) video entitled Burnt Out At 19, posted in May. "And why the fuck am I so unfucking unhappy? It doesn't make any sense. You know what I mean? Because, like, this is literally my fucking dream. And I'm fucking so un-fucking-happy."
[...] The anxieties are tied up with the relentless nature of their work. Tyler Blevins, AKA Ninja, makes an estimated $500,000 every month via live broadcasts of him playing the video game Fortnite on Twitch, a service for livestreaming video games that is owned by Amazon. Most of Blevins' revenue comes from Twitch subscribers or viewers who provide one-off donations (often in the hope that he will thank them by name "on air"). Blevins recently took to Twitter to complain that he didn't feel he could stop streaming. "Wanna know the struggles of streaming over other jobs?" he wrote, perhaps ill-advisedly for someone with such a stratospheric income. "I left for less than 48 hours and lost 40,000 subscribers on Twitch. I'll be back today... grinding again." There was little sympathy on Twitter for the millionaire. But the pressure he described is felt at every level of success, from the titans of the content landscape all the way down to the people with channels with just a few thousand subscribers, all of whom feel they must be constantly creating, always available and responding to their fans.
"Constant releases build audience loyalty," says Austin Hourigan, who runs ShoddyCast, a YouTube channel with 1.2 million subscribers. "The more loyalty you build, the more likely your viewers are to come back, which gives you the closest thing to a financial safety net in what is otherwise a capricious space." When a YouTuber passes the 1 million subscribers mark, they are presented with a gold plaque to mark the event. Many of these plaques can be seen on shelves and walls in the background of presenters' rooms. In this way, the size of viewership and quantity of uploads become the main markers of value.
[...] The anxieties are tied up with the relentless nature of their work. Tyler Blevins, AKA Ninja, makes an estimated $500,000 every month via live broadcasts of him playing the video game Fortnite on Twitch, a service for livestreaming video games that is owned by Amazon. Most of Blevins' revenue comes from Twitch subscribers or viewers who provide one-off donations (often in the hope that he will thank them by name "on air"). Blevins recently took to Twitter to complain that he didn't feel he could stop streaming. "Wanna know the struggles of streaming over other jobs?" he wrote, perhaps ill-advisedly for someone with such a stratospheric income. "I left for less than 48 hours and lost 40,000 subscribers on Twitch. I'll be back today... grinding again." There was little sympathy on Twitter for the millionaire. But the pressure he described is felt at every level of success, from the titans of the content landscape all the way down to the people with channels with just a few thousand subscribers, all of whom feel they must be constantly creating, always available and responding to their fans.
"Constant releases build audience loyalty," says Austin Hourigan, who runs ShoddyCast, a YouTube channel with 1.2 million subscribers. "The more loyalty you build, the more likely your viewers are to come back, which gives you the closest thing to a financial safety net in what is otherwise a capricious space." When a YouTuber passes the 1 million subscribers mark, they are presented with a gold plaque to mark the event. Many of these plaques can be seen on shelves and walls in the background of presenters' rooms. In this way, the size of viewership and quantity of uploads become the main markers of value.
You realize how much money a YouTuber with 1 million subscribers makes? It is mind boggling. Yeah, more than IT. Sure, it's "stressful" because you have to film, edit, and upload. Poor babies. Then there's all the "merch" to sell. It's just like a real business! I say, good for you. You did it. Now stop whining, you dumb fuck.
How about a moderation of -1 pedantic.
If you're making 500k a month. Suck it up. Bank that money for a bit. Quit. And go enjoy a nice life off the properly invested money.
Jesus. What whiners.
If you earn in a month 6 times more than what professionals in other industries earn in a year, how about just quit after a few months? Learn some financial managment (ie, don't spend more than you have) and be set for life.
Those who do not learn from commit history are doomed to regress it.
Tyler Blevins, AKA Ninja, makes an estimated $500,000 every month via live broadcasts of him playing the video game Fortnite on Twitch, a service for livestreaming video games that is owned by Amazon. Most of Blevins' revenue comes from Twitch subscribers or viewers who provide one-off donations (often in the hope that he will thank them by name "on air"). Blevins recently took to Twitter to complain that he didn't feel he could stop streaming. "Wanna know the struggles of streaming over other jobs?" he wrote, perhaps ill-advisedly for someone with such a stratospheric income. "I left for less than 48 hours and lost 40,000 subscribers on Twitch. I'll be back today... grinding again."
So in essence he's complaining he has to work every day to earn his high salary. What did he think, that he could just stop working and continue to get paid to do nothing?
Whaaaaaat? Achieving monetary success doesn't fill that gaping void in your soul? The adoration of strangers doesn't fill the same gap as true friends you hang out with every day? Money doesn't buy happiness? Capitalism isn't perfect?!
It's like nobody ever told us!
The internet life is a lonely, and sometimes boring, life. There is a known psychological correlation between loneliness, boredom, and stress. I think that is what the article is alluding to. Money is not a cure for depression and anxiety; simply ask the wealthy that are on antidepressants and seek out therapy and counseling.
Does he really do it all himself? Seriously, hire a team and cut the stress level by a huge margin.
This is just another attempt to grab more media attention. When whatever stupid thing you posted on YouTube has passed, you have to do what you can to keep the attention. Did you ever notice how many low grade trying to 'comeback' actors and musicians have ghosts and spirits in their houses today.
errr....umm...*whooosh* *whoosh* Is this thing on ?
They're unhappy because they've chosen an extremely shallow and meaningless avocation and have mistaken it for meaningful achievement and lasting contribution to the greater good. They're unhappy because they're beginning to realize the complete futility and meaningless of what they're doing with their lives. They're the modern, digital equivalent of 30-year-old hockey scores. No one will care or even know about them two or three years from now and they'll be left pondering how and why they've wasted some of the prime years of their lives. I hope they're saving whatever money they're making so they at least have a nest egg to finance something meaningful that will make them happy.
For years, YouTubers have believed that they are loved most by their audience when they project a chirpy, grateful image.
ok, let me stop you there.
"youtubers" as a specific genre or style of presentation and platform is way more narrow than "people posting to youtube". I'm not saying you're wrong, but let's be clear on what we're talking about. This is a specific "cultural trend", like how all air traffic controllers are trying to sound like that one NASA employee in Houston they heard announcing the countdown for Apollo. Or how drill sergeants all wish they were Gunny (RIP). Or how all Slashdotters are neckbeards.
But I get you. "youtubers" as a genre. The sort of stuff you see Youtube recommend when you go there without a history. The "common denominator". And personally? FUCK THAT NOISE. It is the most banal and fake shit I can imagine and it grates on my nerves whenever I hear it. If the talking heads are sad about having to maintain a fake personality, WELCOME TO TELEVISION. It's a job. In other news, Keisha isn't really drunk 24/7, CNN reporters aren't staring into the void with half-dead eyes outside of work, and that cure girl working retail isn't actually that happy to see you.
a 20-year-old Filipino-Canadian YouTuber in a (monetised) video entitled Burnt Out At 19, posted in May. "And why the fuck am I so unfucking unhappy? It doesn't make any sense. You know what I mean? Because, like, this is literally my fucking dream. And I'm fucking so un-fucking-happy."
....Really? Wow. Ok, this is so over the top it must be a hit-piece by an old codger at the Guardian. I guess giving people reasons to hate millenials pays?
I don't think I've heard of a "celebrity" that doesn't whine. The whinier, the celebritier.
In the yet-another-money-doesn't-buy-happiness-dept we have people self-employing themselves for 500k struggling with depression? There's an awful and growing segment of the population who are caught in the glow of their own avatars and it is NOT healthy. Get out and form some friendships, invest your millions of dollars and understand that followers are NOT friends. They're leeches who have come to consume YOU the product.
You will never be happy if you can't make the distinction.
Social Media is a comparative and dissociative medium, we compare ourselves to others 'bests' and happiest moments and dissolve our personalities to mere veneers of reality. It doesn't surprise me some get depressed even if successful, but it's not a hard fix. Drop your online and GET REAL.
So being a professional attention whore is hard work? Being professional anything is hard work. Grow the fuck up.
Waah, pay attention to me!
*** time passes, attention-whoring YouTubers get their validation, money rolls in ***
Waah, I'm depressed, pay more attention to me!
*** sheep go BAAAAH and give the attention whore what (s)he wants ***
..I'm sorry, but let's be honest, aren't many of these people on YouTube just attention whores? More like attention vampires, maybe? Suck up all the attention, into the black hole it goes, never satisfied, always wanting more, more, more?
..oh, please.
There is so low quality on youtube, and I hadn't realized twitch made that money since it's inherently unplanned and ad-hoc and so low quality too. It really diminishes most of any value you get. Very little editing, very little variance from last week's uploaded video, and half the video is spent begging for viewers to subscribe.
not for those making a killing. There are tons of people creating great videos (or other works) out there on the internet that are just trying, and often failing, to make a living from it; those people I have a lot of sympathy for. People like the two guys behind Cool Ghosts, who amongst other things have put out perhaps the best video game review 'TV' episodes of all time.
By contrast, people that are making enough they could easily retire and live an extremely comfortable life for the rest of their days? Those I don't have sympathy for. They aren't actually stuck in any real rut, and their artistic output tends to be a lot less laudable anyways.
It's an age-old problem and dichotomy. It brings to mind the song "Coup D'etat" by Sleepless Nights, about the music industry:
Who killed Sam The Record Man?
Music fans with blood-stained hands
"God damn, Celine sold less Greatest Hits this year"
The only hearts that beat close to mind
Are the casualties of the retail line
Part time artists, Scraping bottom and barely getting by
Brace yourselves, here comes the Coup D'Etat
There goes the old dead world
Rebuild, rebuild, rebuild, rebuild, now
Brace yourselves, here comes the shakeup shift
Golf carts are crashing hard
And I could really give a shit
For old Gene Simmons and tin-can Lars
Need their hands on my money like a hole in the heart
Art needs to suffer, not drive expensive cars
Aluminum and plastic, and more plastic still
Making mountains of ephemera in the county landfill
I remember when rare sound wasn't just a ratio kill
Brace yourselves, here comes the Coup D'Etat . . .
I remember sigs. Oh, a simpler time!
Maybe some of the stress comes from knowing you have to make your money now because in a few years it will dry up. Like sports stars.
I'm sorry, I live in San Diego. I'll never forget that asshat youtuber who took his supercar the wrong way on the freeway and killed a mom and her 12 year old daughter.
When I hear "youtube star" I instantly think "douchbag", and so far they've only gone down from there.
It seems a lot of celebs spend a lot of energy chasing reviews and accolades, which becomes a driver of their self image, before eventually arriving at the crushing realization that fame and fortune aren't all they're cracked up to be, and ultimately don't fill the emptiness they experience every day.
"Nine times out of ten, starting a fire is not the best way to solve the problem." - my wife
Reminds me of a doctor visit: (me) "Doc, it hurts when I do this."
(Doctor) "Don't do that."
Perhaps there's a lesson herein.
Circle the wagons and fire inward. Entropy increases without bounds.
doesn't make one happy? I would have never thunk it.
I hear that "Portland is a city where young people go to retire." https://www.youtube.com/watch?...
Seriously, though, I could not agree more with mschuyler. Who would ever think that these attention-mongering prima donnas would bitch and moan so much about doing their jobs? Someone needs to show them what it's really like to have a stressful job---especially jobs that are low-paying, yet require more skill than making a ton of irrelevant Youtube videos.. Better yet, show them what it's like to absolutely depend on the income from two crappy, unrewarding, and stressful jobs.
Nobody is forcing them to do this. It's all self-inflicted. If you cannot handle the stress, perhaps you should look into becoming a librarian?
Besides...I would not be surprised at all to learn of a version of the appendix to one of the apocryphal versions of the New Testament that states that prominent Youtube personalities signals the approach of the end times.
CGP Grey came up with idea that initially sounds silly, until you think about it...
Get rid of publicly seen view counts, subscriber counts and thumbs up/down counts for all videos and channels. The creators would still see them privately. It would take a lot of the pressure off.
There was little sympathy on Twitter for the millionaire.
This. Fucking arseholes. You think such an income comes for free? You think regular people who do actual work for their money don't get stressed? People who earn your money in a year have higher job demands, so STFU.
Most of the "YouTubers" that I've had any exposure to (thankfully, very few) don't know how to do anything else and have never held an actual job for any length of time. They don't have any idea what life outside YouTube looks like. Most people who have had an actual career understand very well that higher salaries come with higher demands and very often with higher stress levels. We can easily extrapolate and understand that we could probably earn twice as much as we do now, and what the cost would be.
I've been a CEO in my life. I honestly don't want again. I prefer having a life, thank you. I'm more happy now, and trying to get rid of the last remnants from that time, the last requests and demands.
YouTubers, from what I understand, are similar to musicians or actors. Most of them have little audience and very small incomes, but a relatively low number of stars goes through the roof. It's a steep curve with a small tip. So your choice is to be on top or not, there's not much of a middle where you can be comfortable with acceptable stress level and income.
But you know what? That's a choice you made. Give me half a million a month and I'll be happy to work my arse off 24 hours a day seven days a week for a year, invest most of the profit nicely, then retire back to my current job, but live at a higher comfort level because my house is paid off and I still have a few millions in a nice portfolio that gives me a really nice passive income.
Oh yeah, I forgot. I have an actual profession that I can go back to. Poor YouTuber. Maybe spend your money on learning something? That's what smart pro-athletes do, who understand the most clearly that they can't be a soccer player or runner or jumper for many years.
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People Are Stressed, Depressed, Lonely, and Exhausted
Headline shortened and generalized for clarity.
"First they came for the slanderers and i said nothing."
In Europe we value our off time and limit our working time and take holidays. Even people who are self employed are spending their money on it.
If your hobby becomes work, it is still work. So look for something ekse to do. Build in weekends you are not in front of a PC or camera. Take uearly holiday.
Moaning about work? There is a support group for that and we meet at the bar.
Don't fight for your country, if your country does not fight for you.
What the title says. The dumbasses are doing it for the money and the attention, not because they think it's fun. Just fucking do whatever you want to do and whatever you think is fun to do. Don't do what you think other people think is fun to watch you do. The people who think what you do is fun to watch, they will find you and watch what you do.
It's the same stupid gimmick musicians have been going through for the last 60 years. Playing music is fun, playing gigs is fun, getting signed for a big music deal is fun, but then you have to start working for the money, and that's not really so fun, so you take a few drugs to make it fun again, and you enter the inevitable death-spiral until you burn out and/or commit suicide.
But stupid people will continue to be stupid and will refuse to see the reality they live in, or learn from mistakes made by thousands upon thousands of people before them
Why should I care about these people? if you make $500.000 a month with live streaming playing a game.. Stop moaning and just stop live streaming or cutting it back.. Sorry can't have any sympathy for those people if they complain, they do it to themselves and their bankaccount isn't complaining.. A lot of people have to work a lifetime to even earn $500.000, let alone having that ammount of cash as a reserve on their bankaccount (most people don't have that).
YouTube "celebrities" are just discovering something that everyone else in the entertainment industry has always known - it's incredibly demanding and much harder than it looks. Audiences are fickle, and you are at their mercy.
The root issue is Narcissism. They need increasing amounts of egotistic admiration otherwise their ego/self image will suffer. At first they can achieve rapid growth in subs which feeds their ego, but they need for more attention to gain the same endorphin high, but ultimately there subscribers will plateau they will not get the highs.
Even those that do not start as Narcissists, will acquired situational narcissism as long as they receive constant positive feedback, it rewires their brains to need the endorphin high.
I have literally tens of IG followers and I know the pressure of keeping those likes flowing. One of my kids was consistently getting low ratings on Instagram so I was forced to drop his content, in favour of one of his siblings.
If you make all the money in one year, you're paying high taxes. If he earns $2 million in 4 months, he's only keeping half that, so that's at least double. Plus the inevitable expenses due to being new to money, because nobody figures it out on Day 1 that they need to resist being stupid and invest everything.
Also, being that young, nothing can go through retirement accounts, so all investments are taxable for decades. Plus being young, he's needs to plan for at least 60, probably 80 years to be smart. Even assuming current, modest inflation rates, $2 million isn't going to be much in 2098 - something like $200,000 in current dollars.
All of which is to say he's probably got to work not just a full year but maybe a couple of he wants to retire safely on this one project alone. It's still a great opportunity, but probably not something that you can grind out in 4 months and be done.
The Quirkz Handbook of Self-Improvement for People Who Are Already Pretty Okay
I run a channel with 16.5 million views, 37k subs, and 1450 videos and it's been up for about 3 years. These whiners are entitled milennial assholes who only care about what people think of them on top of never having worked a day in their life. They're depressed that 95% of their fans loving them and 5% constantly bashing them leaves them feeling empty and "stressed out." They're shallow and impossibly lazy and picked the wrong career path. I'm not "burned out" and I work a full time job on top of making around 1.5 videos per day for my channel.
video about why folks are getting burnt out putting out content on Youtube..... https://www.youtube.com/watch?...
You're messin' with my Zen Thing, man.....
WTF does that have to do with having a job?!?!?
You work to earn money to live your life for necessity (food, shelter, etc)...and hopefully a bit more than that to save for elder years, and a bit above that for a lifestyle that makes living today happy.
For 99,999999999999% of people that's the ONLY reason they work....most don't give a flying fuck about making the world a better place when you come down to it.
If I didn't have to work to support my lifestyle, I'd certainly NOT work....I have much better stuff I can think of to occupy my time on earth.
Light travels faster than sound. This is why some people appear bright until you hear them speak.........
Or he could work 6-8 months, buy a big fuck-off house and sign up with an old school media company that would love to have someone with strong presenting, editing and audience engagement skills.
It'll fund him a decent lifestyle, especially now he's already got the house, and give him far more workable hours and a social life.
Better than being a 22yo millionaire suicide.
...wow...just wow...
nothing to see here - move along
If you earn in a month 6 times more than what professionals in other industries earn in a year, how about just quit after a few months? Learn some financial managment (ie, don't spend more than you have) and be set for life.
"... and be financially set for life." The answer is pretty clear to outsiders looking in, but I would expect it is similar to anyone who gets famous - how people handle it ranges from loving it and thriving on it, turning it into other opportunities all the way down to people who hate it and wish it never happened. I think what has changed over the past 10-15 years is that the speed at which it happens has accelerated. It seems that quite-literally anyone can become famous on youtube. Personally, I just don't get why people are so intently interested in famous people.
And as is fairly well known, money can't buy happiness. I do believe that. However, I would still like to have a few million bucks in the bank knowing full well it won't make me happier than I am now.
My beliefs do not require that you agree with them.
How can anyone be remotely surprised by this? If the predominant connections you have in your life are based around chasing money or superficial engagement with glorified strangers, then you're obviously going to have an empty and meaningless existence that eventually weighs upon you. This is the problem with modern keeping up with the kardashians culture... all these kids see money as the key to happiness and have no idea what life is about. They'd rather text people than see them and they spend the majority of their time doing things because they think other people will think they're cool rather than because it's what they truly dreamed of doing. This poor girl crying about being so unhappy after achieving her "dream" is completely missing fulfillment because all she dreamed of was having the followers and being a youtube star. That kid didn't grow up dreaming about creating content and acting and engaging, she dreamt about the celebrity of it and assumed that with that celebrity would come happiness. We've raised a generation, going on two generations now, of kids who don't know who they are because they're so obsessed with who they think they're supposed to be. While that's undoubtedly been a component of teenage angst as long as teens have been around, the presence and extent of social media has elevated it as much as anything else. We need to start teaching these kids to dream about what they love doing, not what they want to be... if you dream of flying, then you naturally gravitate towards becoming a pilot... but if you just get bombarded with media showing how cool pilots are, you grow up thinking you want to be a pilot then one day you just might realize you don't even like flying.
Well, here you go. Deal with it. Here is your fame? How do you like it now? Oh, the money is great, but you better keep producing or you're going to lose it. Hope you've invested wisely so you have an eventual exit strategy.
oh...there's a saying about this....how does it go?
Actors draw clear boundaries between the role and their own personality. Successful youtubers destroy that line - with the pressure to put out content constantly comes the pressure to incorporate more of the personal life into the act. Soon the line gets irrevocably blurred. Comments, likes, views, subs, and revenue become a self-reinforcing cycle tied to self-esteem. Something starting out as a quirky labor of love turns into caring what hundreds of thousands of random internet idiots think. It can destroy your passion for whatever your content is about, at a minimum. You're literally at the collective mercy of all the crackpots, cranks, weirdos, trolls, haters, fanboys. You have the awesome power of knowing that a small percent of viewers will do whatever you tell them... and realizing these tools may be the worst of all. If you have any intellectual honesty, you come to realize what many 'celebrities' do: success is random, and the product of collective stupidity based on the boredom of the world at large.
Some of them finally take the hint and hire other people to do things like editing. Problem is most of these folks still treat it as a "hobby" and not as a "business". I still wonder how these people file their income taxes or realize how much in taxes they will be paying on all that income to begin with?